Wtf?

What is up with the otaku? I uploaded some of my art but when I go to click on it it gives me a 404 error. When I click on anyone else's art it does the same. Ugh this sucks. Ever since Otaku changed over to this new style I feel like its' been going downhill..

Manga Stylings

I have noticed that my style has improved over the past few months of working on it. I submitted another comic this time with Reno and Rude in it. I thought it turned out okay but it wasn't as good as the Rufus one. It took twice as long though since I had to color it. God I hate coloring pictures.

Temporary out of it

I finished writing my book but now I have to go back through the motions of redrawing all the pages. Its going to take a lot of work and time. But at least its finished in some aspects..

Boredom

Today has been quiet. I started drawing something last night that turned out to be Kitarro and Kaz on the beach. Weird how that works out. I just need to color it and then it will go up. ... God I hate coloring.

Eh

So Im sitting at work thinking about a variety of things and I keep telling myself "you have got to get better at art." Lately all my stuff has been mediocre at best. I feel like I've hit my glass ceiling and can go no higher. It's frustrating seeing all these great artists display their work and think "man, I suck so much." But I do. I dont know how to break this style I've acquired but I realize it's doing nothing but holding me back if not pulling me down.

And backgrounds? I have been complaining for about a year now that I dont know how to draw backgrounds and I have tried everything I can think of to obtain this hidden power because I NEED TO LEARN TO DRAWN BACKGROUNDS!

I just want to make a piece of work that makes people go "wow".

Is that too much to ask?