killmepleasealready
Hi, I'm Caitlin.
I'm seventeen and I live in New Hampshire, USA.
I pretty much hate majority of my life, but whatever.
I don't give a shit if you think how I am is bullshit, what you think doesn't matter.
I'm so fucking sick of fake ass people.
But whatever, life is life, I can deal.
Have a nice day everyone.
Anyone have myspace and/or AIM that'd like to get to know me or add me go ahead just tell me where you're from please.
MySpace - http://myspace.com/xxocaitlinx
AIM - xxoCaitlinXx

Just because I smile, doesn't mean I'm happy

pleasedon'thurtmeiwasonlytellingyouthetruthisn'tthatwhatyouwanted?

Blahhh

I'm going to some cousins baby shower today.

Dads moms brothers daughters daughters baby shower.

I got over 50 views in the past three days.
Hahaha...

Over stupid bullshit nonetheless.

People.. *sigh*

Ugh.

It's only the beginning of stupid vacation.
And I hate it.

I'm bored being in the house...
and if I want to go somewhere I get bitched at.
Just cause my mom doesn't wannaaaa go anywhere.

I HATE when people fucking do that to me.
I go places for people unless I can't.

But no, anytime i wanna go someplace I can't.
People of the world that do this, you suck.

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So yea.
Yesterday my grandmother was talking about someone that was an older teenager and i had said something like,
"Well he's a teenager. They're all stupid."

And she told me,
"No not stupid like you"

-_-

And I got bitchily seeming told to apologize for something that isn't my fault.
But of course it is, everyone thinks it.

Just cause I said something about myself.
And people thought it was about them
And got others to go against me.

I need something to do.
I want to, yet don't want to get a job.
So i can have something to occupy myself and my time.
And i can have money if I need money.

Just, I'm not a people person.
Not usually...
And I can't drive, and i have other things I do.
I don't know...

Plus I don't know like about rides to places n stuff.

Whatever.

ejfwnijhrn Bye.

Ya knowwwww....

People really shouldn't talk behind peoples backs.

That's pretty low huh?
Hah, I'm like so bitchy when this comes arise.
It's hilarious.
Yea, I tend to act like a smartass when I'm pissed.
Unless I'm wicked pissed and yell....
Depends on the situation.

But really I mean, people can be so... moronic.
If people have a problem they should talk to you about it don't you think?

I wouldn't get so angered if someone actually had the balls to say something to my face for once.
But noooo, that's never gonna happen.
And with it all happening over something that's a complete misunderstanding.
Thats especially something that vexes me.

I seriously, would like to have an actual conversation.
Person to person.
In person.

Pftttt, like that's ever gonna happen.

Oh well.
I just wish people weren't so, hmmm.
I can't think of a good word.

I'll attempt to describe.
So.... Un-confident.
Scared to face someone. Afraid of confrontation.
It's not like I'd try to kick their ass or anything....
Though I'd kinda like to punch this one little douche in the face.
At least he has balls to say shit to me.
But it doesn't even fucking involve him!
So that doesn't count.

Damn.

Really, I want to fucking have an actual confrontation with someone.
That's not in my stupid dumbass family.

But really....
Commmmeeeee onnnnnn.
I want someone to talk to me.
And tell me to my face.

Instead of just complaining to people, complain to me.

I love being such a cocky bitch sometimes...

I'm fucking fed up with this shit always happening.

You know what...

If you can't trust me.
I'm done with calling you a friend.
Cause this "friendship" seems like bullshit.
All I seem to hear is about you talking shit about me.
What kind of friendship is that supposed to be?
What actual friend would do that to someone?
Especially all cause of a stupid misunderstanding.
And trust me, I mean stupid.
I don't want this bullshit anymore.
I'm nothing to you anyways.
I doubt I ever even was anything to you.

But seriously, all you're doing is backstabbing.
I'm done with your bullshit.
And your boyfriends bullshit too.

Always happens when you get someone.
You just ditch me, ignore me.
Think I hate you and all this shit.

I haven't yet, and don't still.
Do you want me to?
I'll remove myself from your life if you'd like.

I'm used up from being used by you.

People need to learn shit before they talk shit. Get the facts right.

xxoCaitlinXx (4:52:28 PM): She mad at me... ?
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Trusthopedreams (5:16:43 PM): ur annoying

Auto Response from xxoCaitlinXx (5:17:00 PM): Sleeeeeeping...

*crawls under rock*
Hoegeez

Cellular.
+016033402120

Trusthopedreams (5:17:00 PM): so
Trusthopedreams (5:17:04 PM): leave me alone
xxoCaitlinXx (5:17:39 PM): Wow, what the hell did i do to you?
Trusthopedreams (5:18:13 PM): all that crap u post online
Trusthopedreams (5:18:17 PM): its annoying
xxoCaitlinXx (5:18:22 PM): THAT WAS NOT ABOUT HER
Trusthopedreams (5:18:31 PM): so
Trusthopedreams (5:18:32 PM): i know
xxoCaitlinXx (5:18:35 PM): Thats why I was gonna ask if she was mad at me.
Trusthopedreams (5:18:36 PM): about u
xxoCaitlinXx (5:18:38 PM): Cause it isn't
Trusthopedreams (5:18:43 PM): ur pathetic
xxoCaitlinXx (5:18:49 PM): wtf?
Trusthopedreams (5:19:04 PM): All this, im so sad, and misrable bullshit is annoying
Trusthopedreams (5:19:15 PM): maybe if u get a life u wouldnt be so bad
xxoCaitlinXx (5:19:26 PM): You don't fucking know me.
xxoCaitlinXx (5:19:55 PM): So why dont you go take the stick out of your ass and get a brain. Stop being a dumbass.
Trusthopedreams (5:20:33 PM): ummm, how Bad is ur life, i mean really, ur so pathetic, My Life has gotta be Worse than urs by 10 fold
xxoCaitlinXx (5:20:50 PM): You don't know jack shit about me so stfu
Trusthopedreams (5:21:11 PM): Cmon, tell me, whats the Worst u'v gon through
Trusthopedreams (5:21:18 PM): huh?
xxoCaitlinXx (5:21:54 PM): Hm, being molested when i was younger,. Being beat up on by my dad before. Cover it enough for you. I dont need to explain myself to you douchbag
xxoCaitlinXx (5:22:36 PM): You don't know me. So don't fucking say shit to me.
xxoCaitlinXx (5:22:45 PM): Go bud your nose into someone elses life
xxoCaitlinXx (5:25:17 PM): And the douche has nothing to say, omg
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Trusthopedreams (6:51:58 PM): ummm, u dont think i havnt been Melstid, or Beatin up by my father, i was beatin till i had broken bones

Auto Response from xxoCaitlinXx (6:52:03 PM): People need to learn shit before they talk shit.
Learn the facts.

Trusthopedreams (6:52:08 PM): and u think urs is bad
Trusthopedreams (6:52:33 PM): '
xxoCaitlinXx (6:52:39 PM): Like I care what you have to say.
xxoCaitlinXx (6:53:11 PM): If Brittanys only gonna talk shit about me to you, and you're just gonna come online and try and lecture me.
xxoCaitlinXx (6:53:18 PM): You're so fucking wasting your time kid.
Trusthopedreams (6:55:41 PM): Take me off ur site now

Auto Response from xxoCaitlinXx (6:55:42 PM): People need to learn shit before they talk shit.
Learn the facts.

Trusthopedreams (6:55:48 PM): taht shit u put online
Trusthopedreams (6:55:53 PM): TAKE IT OFF NOW
Trusthopedreams (6:56:12 PM): got that?
Trusthopedreams (6:56:14 PM): take it off
Trusthopedreams (6:56:27 PM): i can have u arressted for that
Trusthopedreams (6:58:00 PM): DID U TAKE IT OFF?
Trusthopedreams (6:58:59 PM): TAKE IT OFF NOW
Trusthopedreams (6:59:04 PM): HOLY SHIT TAKE IT OFF
Trusthopedreams (7:03:54 PM): Okay, fine ill hack ur account like i did to my brothers
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Trusthopedreams (7:04:44 PM): OMFG U LITTLE CUNT
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