The stars are not wanted now; put out every one,
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun,
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the woods;
For nothing now can ever come to any good.

My name's Nicki, pleased to meet you. (:
I am an average fifteen year old from lovely England. I don't come on here to draw and do fan art shizzle, I come here to blogblogblog. I go to school, I socialize, I do normal teenager-y things.
I'm a supposed maths genius. It's what I do best. I hope to go to one of the best Universities and study in the most challenging and difficult maths courses in the country. From this, you'd guess I was a pretty boring geek. But I can assure you I am far from it. :3
I have a personality that results in me being permantly 'hyper'. Well, that's what other people call it, it's just normal to me. So when I do go hyper, it's a scary sight for first-time viewers. (:
I make mistakes. So does every single person on this planet. If you've never made a mistake, you haven't lived. 'Never take life seriously, you never get out alive anyway' - that's what I follow. I come across as a really laid back person, but get to know me and I am completely different.
I have done babbling on about myself. Take care reading my blog; a whole five minutes of my life a day is put into it, plzthnxbai.
-- Nicki. <3

When I'm away.
It's hard to make it through.
Coz my head is in the clouds;
And my heart is there for you.
It's never been easy,
But I know this much is true.
And there's nothing I can do..

lol

wow, no one comes on here anymore

I'm fighting back emotions that I've never thought before..

I'm not supposed to love you anymore.

HEEEEEY GUYS.
I haven't posted on here in forever, not like anyone comes on here anyways. :L
But it's a nice escape, I guess.

Well, what's been going on in the crazy life of Nicki?!
It's all been a bit eventful, really.
Lots of family stuff. Lots of school stuff. Lots of guy stuff. You know. ;)
OOooo, I got my GCSE results back! :'D
I gots 3 A*s, 4 As! :DDD
I got the A*s in RE, 1st part of science, 1st part of maths.
And As in 2nd part of science and maths and both of my history.
I was veryyy happy. 8-D
Especially about my science, coz I've sucked at that all year. :L

Guy stuff? Haaaa, I had a rather large crush on a guy, he flirted, then he got a girlfriend.
Sucks to be, right? (;
Oh well. I've decided to stay single for a while, it's much more fun. ;D

I'm off to the beach now to have dinner down my Aunty's beach hut(:
The summer holidays are almost over. ): Year 11 now, scary stuff!
And I am going to an open evening for a sixth form in October.
Idk where I am gonna go tbh. :L
Oh well, I'mma gonna be a hobo anyways.

Sorry for long post~!
S'laterzzzz.
NICKINICKINICKI<3

I can't believe I said;

I'd lay my love on the ground.

Once again, it happened. :'/
You would've thought I'd learnt my lesson.
But no, I'm too fucking stupid.

I've well and truly had enough.
I need a hug.
A big one.

I've got a funny feeling that I'm falling in love with you.

:) <3

And I'm tired, of being all alone;

And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home.
I was born to tell you I love you. <3

I have been sooo depressed recently.
But, now? One guy is keeping me going.
He's actually amazing. :) <3

I might see him tomorrow. Hopefully. Maybe.
I'm really paranoid something's gonna happen to ruin everything.
And then I will truly want to die, coz nothing seems to go right anymore.
But, for once, I've decided to just go with it.
And not doubt anything.
Coz doubting stuff has ruined so much stuff, previously.

Ahhh, I'm so happy. :)
<3333