Ok, time to get to the real intros! Hmmm, what should i say? oh! i shall tell you of my fav anime/manga!
1.Fullmetal Alchemist
4.Wolf's Rain
5.Mermaid Melody Pichi Pichi Pitch
6.Code Geass: Lelouch of the Rebellion
7.Angel Voice
8.Oban-Star Racer
10.Shinobi Life
12.Sailor Moon
13.Fruits Basket
16.Blue Ramun

now fav songs!!
1.Wind, idk-but it's on naruto shippuden
2.Brothers, Vic Mignogna
3Hands Held High, Linkin Park
4.Your Guardian Angel, the red jumpsuit apparatus
5.Bleed it Out, Linkin Park
6 alot of songs by 30 Seconds to Mars

now for personality: i can be really quiet and shy in person, and it takes a while for me to get out of my shell, but on the net i'm just a ball of energy that can't be stopped!!XD I do have the tendency to cuss when i'm really mad or happy or just in general, and if you make me angry, get ready to put me on your ignore list, because i will annoy you till the end of time! i hate it when people make fun of the people i love, but i could care less if they made fun of me. hmmm, i think that rapes it up, if you want to know more about me, just pm me, i don't bite!

Relationship type thing... help me plz?

guess what? i'm not dead! :D i swear, even if i don't seem to have a lot of activity on theo, i'm still here, watching over it. :3 ... wow, that made it sound like i was dead and turned into an angel. O.o anyway, i would like your guys' advice... relationship advice.... So i like this guy at school. I've sorta liked him since december and he's a senior this year(I'm a junior, but we're basically the same age, he's only a few months older), which means he's graduating. which obviously makes me sad. this guy, lets call him Danny, is also one of my closer guy friends (i have like three guy friends total, and the other is his bro, but i'll most likely get into that latter). We ended up taking the same class as one another 2nd trimester, 5th hour which was Ceramics (which for you guys who don't know how trimesters work, at least where i go, there are only five school periods a school day) and had started to be closer friends. It was then, while i was driving home one day after school that I realized that i liked him. The school year is almost over, prom is only weeks away, its the last trimester, and the only time i get to see him is at lunch and before 1st hour. To get more to the point with this, it seems there are points where i treat him like any other friend of mine, not really thinking about how i have felt towards him. like i forget i liked him, but then it comes back, i'm reminded why i actually told myself why i liked him. okay, that made it sound like he acts differently when i remember why i like him, but he doesn't! He's just acting like his normal, sweet, goofy, nerdy self. And i can go on for weeks totally forgetting(or sometimes forcefully), that hey, i do(or did?) have feelings for this guy. i feel like this really isn't normal. But i find myself unconsciously doing flirty things, like touching him, smiling, and laughing at practically all his jokes. And i don't- i don't really flirt. Physical contact of any kind is like a huge thing with me, i tend to shy away from touching people. its just something thats foreign for me. And I don't usually get crushes that seem to... linger like this one has. omg, its like herpes, you seem to get rid of it, but it only comes back again! lol ...ahem, well, bad jokes to aside, i guess i'm not quiet sure whats going on with my emotions, and so it makes me even more confused when it comes to actually coming up with a means to deal with said emotions; act or ignore?

Oh! Him and a couple of my other friends are tentatively coming over to my house for a game night. I hope that ends up going well. :3 I was talking about it at lunch, and i asked my group of friends(Danny included) on who would be interested on coming over, and Danny was like, "I would love to come over!" it made me kinda laugh a bit over how enthusiastic he seemed about it. I guess its because the game we're playing is one he said he's been wanting to play. lol a girl can dream, right?

This is me, I guess

well, I notice that i don't really talk about what my life is like often. And I havent done it in a while, so how about an update? lets see here... I'm a junior in high school. For those of you who can't do math, I'm 17 currently, turning 18 in, what, 7 months?. My birthday in on my profile btw. so it's not like my age and birthday is any secret. I guess it would be fine to tell you guys my first name... its Jennifer. Ikr? so original. XD I think my grandpa named me that. that or my great grandpa. I have the most adorable cat named layla. She can be a pain in the ass sometimes. but thats nothing new. all cats can get like that.
hmmm, what else? I can drive. I have a silver grand prix. I swear, everything that can go wrong in a car, is wrong with that car. And the bad thing is, it's transmission is going out of it. oh, i'm not crying cause the car is gonna die, those are actually tears of joy. wanna know why? cause that car sucks, and once my mom gets a new car, my dad gets her old car, and then i get my dads awesomely reliable subaru!! so excited.
Other things about myself. lets see... I obviously love anime. But maybe you guys didn't know that i love playing video games just as much, maybe even more. I have an xbox360, a dsi, and a 3ds i just bought off amazon, along with the latest pokemon game. :3 for the xbox games i have are the fallowing: the mass effect trilogy, assassins creed series (all but the first), tomb raider, all of whats been released on disk for the dragon age series, viva pinata, fallout 3 and new vagas, skyrim, sleeping dogs, and fable 3. All i have for my ds is pokemon black. ^^ the games that i don't have but love are any zelda game and almost any harvest moon game. :33

you know what? this is tedious. if you guys want to know more than that, then just ask me in the comments and i'll answer any questions. got it?


I now officially have my very own computer!! :D yay! since my mom got a laptop for her and dad, and since everyone else has a laptop but me, she gave me the old desktop. its reliable, but its a little shitty. I mean like, the cpu fan broke and we had to take off the side of the tower and put a boxfan on it to keep it from over heating the cpu and frying it.
well thats all i wanted to tell you guys. omg, i'm just so happy right now!!


I've been thinking about leaving theotaku. You know, it's just that I don't really spend much time on here, and my art just doesn't really attract much attention here compared to deviantart.
It's just... i don't know you guys. i might stay and i might not. I mean, Ive been a member of this site for about 5 years (and if you take into account my old prof. here, PikaGirl816, then ive been here about 6 years, joined when i was 11, and you didn't have to be 13 when you signed up and way before the site looked like this). Its hard to let go of everything I've done and made here. All the memories I've had. I just feel like nobody would really care if I left, ya know? Idk, I'm not going to make any rash decisions, so i'm going to take a while before I go and delete my account. I just thought it would be nice to let the ones that care about what i've been thinking since i last logged on.

merry f*cking christmas

sorry bout that, but the last two days have NOT been the best. it started out yesterday, christmas morning. i wake up to some gross sounds. what is it you ma ask? why, its my sister, puking in the bathroom! we were going to go to the movies that day, but my sis was sick and i didnt want to leave her out, so we decieded to wait till friday. then, on the same day, my sis's bf comes over (hes awesome) and spends the night cause she doesnt feel good. wake up again next morning to hear more heaving, only its my sisters bf. great, more puke. later that day my parents call us out into the living room. already knew something was going down cause of my parents face. come to find out, a friends of the familys son has cancer. im not very close to him, but i see this kid at school every day in my classes. im mean, it just really distresses me because hes in my grade and his family is close to mine. hes a good kid too. he doesnt desirve this.