Within the rabbit hole lies my wonderland. It's demented and feeds off my current emotion or thought. Lunatics, like myself, shouldn't show the world inside their head. However, I choose to.

I can't even....

Hello sugar cubes~ I know I've been rather ...... missing here. But here I am to rant on how much bullshit has been thrown on my day off.

Work is a bitch as it is, right? You deal with people you hate.. costumers. You find that there is such a thing as stupid questions, why? because adults will ask them. .....hey bire, pik it up, bring it to me asking "what is this supposed to be an animal or something?" *internal screaming*

So Today is my off day, I have been needing one after the holidays. I'm waking up in a good mood. I got a good morning text from one of my baes. Yes I have more than one. (fun fact; majority of my facebook people are BAE)

I have date plans today with Otter, we're getting ramen later and going to see the movie.... SING!!!!! Yes I wanna see that movie! Don't you prejudge me! I'm here like "ah a nice rainy day! Perfect for ramen and a movie!

I get on my lappy to see my emails, and there I see it. An assless hole trying to start shit with me. Now, I don't like getting into people shit. I usually get dragged into it. So yeah I'm gonna say what's up when there's something up. I brought it to this person's attention. Weeks ago. A while back there was something said towards me that I didn't get the pleasure of reading because it was taken down. ... we all know I went beast when I said "don't be a bitch. Say what you're gonna say and mean it. Coz if you don't have the balls to back shit up, don't start it in the first place."

Today I get a reply, and I actually thought it was done and over with. Nope! I get something like "well i'll put it back up if you wanna fight".... cute. I don't start fights, but I have a blast finishing them. Unless I'm in a relationship, then you bet your cherry ass I'm starting more than half. But with people, nah. Just don't piss me off.

So~ I'm in yet another ad mood,it's getting worse because it's my day off and it's been ruined before it can start. Let's hope Otter gets me in a good mood with the new Ramen place he's showing me. But for now.... I'm not having anything, from anyone. Unless you're G-dragon wanting to sing to me.... That will be very accepted!

Saw this and had to post it.

Done some reading~

Wonder what I read? well, other than the art of war, Japanese urban legends, I decided to read some of the lovely world here.

I stumbled upon my ex's. I had no idea he saw me as a cunt kazoo!! You know, considering I reply to his messages, even though I don't even have to!!!!!!

http://www.theotaku.com/worlds/ceneterfold/view/343268/i_hate_being_lied_to/

Let's see, I lied to him about Otter being my boyfriend? Really? Well last time I checked, Otter and I are just friends. And we let people think we're a couple and have been going along with it for awhile and even decided to be trolls on it.

Since I have to keep him updatedin life, how about I air my laundry to you guys too. I have a dating app.. If you can even call it that, seeing as how I've been using it;. But yeah I have it and I enjoy talking to strangers while im bored shitless at work. Hell there are people I refer talking to over others, I've even added some to my facebook. I met one of them and it was... ... yeah he realized there's only a bromance for us. xDDD He leftunhappy hasn't talked to me since. Too bad so sad NEXT!

But yeah, if any of you are still interested in this whole ex thing, feel free to help my ex get the person that he deserves. Kay thanks bye. c:

You bet I'm really upset over this post. I thought he was changing, but everytime he made me feel bad about being childish he was just calling me a cunt. ... This is why people scare me the most.. you can love them, and they will only want you after you're gone.. even then they'll still hurt you more than they know.

Blues Dancing?! Me?!

That's right my darlings~ I tried blues dancing. I didn't know what it was until yesterday, until my grandpa-sama asked me to go. I don't know if any of you know it but~~~

Basically it was the slaves way of making fun of white people's dancing. It was a close waltz with your nose in the air. It got more movement in the hips too. Today you don't stick up your nose, unless you want. There is swing and jazz dance incorporated.

Thankfully there is a leader and a follower in this dance today. People find out I'm an old soul when we first meet on the dance floor. I need a strong leader. Dancing is the one of the few things that actually makes me feel like a girl. I love having someone lead me. It was pretty scary learning the dance, especially because you don't stay with one partner its like a weird middle school dance, when you're standing there waiting to be asked to dance. And if you were bad in middleschool, you probably did what I was doing which was sneaking adult drinks... don't do that if you're underage!!!! I'm over the legal age in my area of living!!
Anywhore, I love dancing even though I will be vulnerable, and I don't mind that. I feel im easier to lead in that state, I can catch on to the movements and make a better dance connection because there is that "hey I just met you but you gotta trust me!"
The best part was no creepers!!! I don't like creepers, mashers, and all around anyone bugging me for a dance just to get a feel... I hope you feel your face after I punch it. ^^

But yeah, I did blues dancing and caught on fast.

Blues Dancing?! Me?!

That's right my darlings~ I tried blues dancing. I didn't know what it was until yesterday, until my grandpa-sama asked me to go. I don't know if any of you know it but~~~

Basically it was the slaves way of making fun of white people's dancing. It was a close waltz with your nose in the air. It got more movement in the hips too. Today you don't stick up your nose, unless you want. There is swing and jazz dance incorporated.