Within the rabbit hole lies my wonderland. It's demented and feeds off my current emotion or thought. Lunatics, like myself, shouldn't show the world inside their head. However, I choose to.

I'm a snob.

Yeah, that's all. I admit that I'm an internet snob. I'm not sorry that I am uninterested and can't figure out the antics that are considered entertaining online. Don't get me wrong, like all snobs of all kinds (I would know I'm also a sweets snob, and let's face it WE'RE ALL SNOBS!)
I dunno, I thought this was funny to talk about. Why am I an internet snob? Youtube. What's with the reaction videos?! Why are those entertaining?!?!?!?!! Watch the actual video!!!!!!! Why you no watch it on your own?! (not directed at everyone.... not everyone watches these) It really just shows me how little people think for themselves!! Holy fuck!!! I can easily rule the world by watching videos for people!!!!! Ok, I will make videos of myself watching stuff and you will watch, and while watching you will vote for me as world dictator! Yes? c: YAAAAAAS!!!! I hope you all like harvesting livers!!!!!

Yes, I'm a snob, but I'm an honest snob and all around terrible person you know as the antichrist! ......... Are you feeling it now Donald~?~

Yeah, I went there~ So tell me, are YOU feeling it?!

Everything Faded

She was told to wait. She waited. While waiting, the pins loosened in her hair, unraveling it slowly. Her head slowly pointed down and she pulled her knees to her chest. No one was coming. No one truly kept their word. No one understood or wanted to. She wasn't anything to anyone. Her efforts were pointless. Her words, unheard. She closed her eyes as the darkness got closer. The painful words, and torturous silence, filled her soul with hell. The memories of herself being well loved and loving began to tarnish. All she could see or feel was the hatred. They hated her, she was a monster. She was unworthy to this life she was privileged. Her ankles were covered in the darkness that climbed its way further to her knees and then some. No one could save her anymore. She just didn't want to be saved. She'd try letting them save her, but in the end, they would lead her back to harm's way.
She opened her eyes and saw the darkness at her fingertips. She smiled, it was almost relieving, knowing that she wouldn't exist anymore. She couldn't help but wonder if she'd be any memory. The thoughts racing in her mind were silenced as she closed her eyes once more, took in a deep breath, and leaned back in waiting. She faded to the darkness, she existed no more. In the end her questions weren't answered, especially the one she left for someone to find. "Would anyone notice if I was gone?" It didn't matter anymore, however. There was nothing for her, she was nothing, she faded away.

Shayde and Tea did Dallas!!!!!

Yup~ We went to Dallas Texas to see The Used!!!! And it was epic and words cannot explain the joy we felt being in Bert's presence or the further joy of singing with him and his lyrics as all of our voices were combined into pure, childish joy!
Alas! We didn't get to meet him, but, we still had fun! I did take pic with the singer of a band called Regime. Nice guy, pretty hair. Anywhores~ YEs, I met another O member~ My dear friend,Jojo!!!! Aka Butterflykiss!!!! We had a blast, we hungout with her, met her family, an Shayde and her man get along really well!!! I see a perfect girls day for me and jojo, while Shayde and the mister have their bro time!
House of Blues was classy and fun as always~ Here's a preshow pic!

Hair update

I cut and dyed my hair. 'Nough said.

Pokeball Cake!!!

Shayde was really happy about his birthday cake, so ~~~ He took a pic of it!... And somehow photo bombed himself. I dun understand oniichan. Le sigh~ oniichan logic ^^"