ok well i thought i would use this world to talk about myself instead of my Me and Eiri one. I think im gonna save that for essays i come up with. well this world is here for me to talk about myself and vent about things.

Name:justine

Age: 16

hair:brown

Eyes:blue,green,yellow,brown

Fav. animal:wolf

Likes:Yaoi,Anime,Manga,Reading,Dragons,Vampires,Werewolves,Nighttime,swimming, 80's rock, some country, The Beatles, rain, Vamps, photography, animals, cold, fire (pyromaniac), blood (its pretty)

Hates:the sun,twilight books, gym class, screaming girls (hurt my ears), a lot of guys (unless gay or i approve them) cause they tick me off most of the time, heat, my crazy neighbor lady

Fav. Manga: Gravitation,Gravitation Ex.,Loveless,Chobits,Fruits Baskets, Vampire Knight, Hellsing, Naruto, Romeo X Juliet, exc.

Anime:Gravitation,Wolfs Rain, Code Geass, Oran Host Club, Bleach, Loveless, Vampire Knight, Naruto, Sukishyo, Kirepapa, BBB, Mushi Shi, exc.

I love this song!! everytime i hear it i hav to sing along. Plus it makes me feel good. Well music period makes me feel good. When i listen to a good song it blocks everything else out and i can hav a little peace from my crazy f*cked up life. The videos will change from time to time because i like a lot of music

GRRRRRR STUPID COMP!!!!

SO my stupid comp messed up and sent my fan art pic 3 times!!!! So now i cant submit my other one until tomarrow!!! Plus it messed up my art thing now. cause i hav 3 of the same pic in it. TT_TT. GRRRRRRRR!!!!! *Smashes comp with baseball bat!!!*

Freaky!!! Only 384 Pl Can Read This!

Ok this is cool! See if u can read this!

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I lilke to take quizzes!! ^^

This is what my birth month says about me. Its kinda creepy how right it is. O_o'

NOVEMBER

Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciates praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable

My Patheticness -__-'

So how lame is it to like a guy that has a girlfriend? And not only that have this guy know u like him, so he does everything humanly possible to torture you about it. How u ask? First he leads me on saying about how he has a crush on me. *me not knowing he and gf had broken up at time he said this* us being on cell phones we can barely understand each other, so he doesnt hear my reply. Then i run out of minutes. So then my lil bro being the big mouth he is tells the guy i like him. Being the guy he is he believes my bro and pesters me about it for a month until i finally tell him. Oh i still didnt know he and her had broken up, but think that was around time they got back together again. *how did i get his # is that he gave it to me i didnt even ask! he took my phone and put it in there!* So then i totally try to avoid him, cause i am embarassed about the whole thing. *note my dad left my mom for another woman shortly before most of this, and so i hav issues with stealing other girls guys* but he keeps calling me!! Then school starts and it turns out i have science with him! Plus he keeps hugging me, and petting me on the head. And the other day i wasnt feeling well and he came over to sit next to me. I was trying to take a nap but didnt get to cause he kept poking me. But he didnt know i was sick. He thought i was depressed so he told me jokes to cheer me up. Then he has to ruin it by talking about how i like him, and how he said he could possibly leave his gf again. Mean while staring at me out of corner of his eye. i being as smooth as i am said i didnt care what he did. i had already told him i wouldnt do anything. then he says that there r other girls who like him too. again my reply was i dont care. today he came over to sit next to me again! I was trying to sleep again so i was getting mad at him. Meanwhile he keeps poking me and trying to push me out of my seat. me retaliating by doing the same to him. Then says how he thinks im a creeper cause im always around and touching him. So i yell at him about how he was the one who came to sit next to me, when his seat is on the other side of the room, and how all i was trying to do was take a nap. Plus he was the one who poked me first. Then i try to ignore him, which doesnt work cause he is still poking me. So i tell him im never going to talk to him again. he said he didnt care if i did or didnt and i said then he should go away and leave me alone. of course i put my head down and turn away from him, and he tries to push me out of my seat! So i glare at him and he laughs at me! i told him he pisses me off, and his reply was i love you too! >O< IM GOING TO GO CRAZY!!! IVE NEVER HAD A BOYFRIEND BEFORE, AND IVE ONLY REALLY LIKED A FEW PEOPLE!! *when i fall i fall hard it sucks* I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT HE WANTS FROM ME!!! AND THE WORST PART IS THAT HES ALL I EVER THINK ABOUT!!!! WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME??!!!! WHAT AM I MASOCHISTIC?! ALL THE GUY DOES IS TOY WITH ME, BUT I CANT HELP BUT CRAVE HIS ATTENTION!! EVERYTIME HE PETS MY HEAD AND SMILES AT ME MY STOMACH FLIPS, BUT HES STILL GOING OUT WITH HIS GIRLFRIEND!! *bashes head on desk and screams!* I....DONT.....KNOW WHAT....TO DO?!!!! >O< >O< TTTTTTTT______TTTTTTTT

MOVING?!!!!!! >O<!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yes moving. not really sure if i am or not, but its a good possibility. this all goes back to my crazy neighbor, plus my a*hole of a dad. Since my dad left my mom doesnt want to stay in the appartment we live in, besides shes about ready to toss the neighbor lady off the two story porch. -__-' dont even ask, or else ull get a post about the crazy lady similar to the first one. anyway my moms trying to tick her off so shell leave, but ifs shes still around by Chirstmas my mom says well find somewhere else to live. hopefully not too far away. i want to stay at the same school. in fact im sure we would move closer to the school cause my mom works near it and it would be easier for us all to be closer. then i could get a job too! cause i could walk to it. right now i liv in the middle of nowhere, and so i cant even walk to a job. im kinda excited, but also mad. Weve been living here for 9 years now and this pshyco family moves in and they havent even been here for a year and theyre trying to divide the yard and everything up! I dont think so thats not how it works. theres two acres. they do not get 1 and 1/2 just cause they live on that side! >o< gosh i hate them.

so yeah this is a heads up for the future. -__-'
anyway im off to try to go to bed now. like ill get to sleep. i roll around all night. -__-' anyway g'night pls. ^^