This is just a blog where i can show my personal feelings. Just feelings of everyday life and dramatizing events. The reason why i chose to name my world Poison Addiction is because.....the person i love is a poison that kills me...at the same time one that i love and am addicted to. That's probably hard to understand though lol. I'll try to update this blog as much as i can kk, well ttyl,
~Sakurachan
GaaSaku-Keep Holding On
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~Drama~
Hey everyone,
for some odd reason,(mabye i'm cursed) but everytime i'm in a good mood and pretty much everything is going good for me, everyone else is having a bad day and too much drama in their lives. It's so weird! I hate it! But anyways, i'm glad that the person I love is becoming friends with my friends (if that makes any sense lol). Well anyways, i'm bored and wanting to be with the person i love right now. Basically everyday, i'm thinking about the future and how happy i will be, being able to be with that person everyday 
I hope 3 years pass by fast! For another odd reason i've been obsessed with designing wedding dresses, i have no idea why lol. I've been designing some all week so far (usually during class lol). Well I g2g ttyl,
~Sakurachan~
~Bored to Death!!~
Hey everyone,
yeah, i'm just sitting here waiting for my class to get over (i'm in Computers in today's world, 1st hr, 9:03) I'm so bored, i can't wait to get out of this class cuz then i can go to our library real quick & check out this book that my friend (vampgirllover) is begging me to read, the book is called Inkheart. The movie already came out, i think. Anyways, i book that i've recently read is Evernight by Claudia Gray! omg it's amazing!! in the first 10 pages you'll be addicted (at least that's what happened in my case) Lucas reminds me so much of the person i'm inlove with! There are a lot of books that remind me of him ^smiles sweetly^ but, anyways you guys should read it! I don't know if she's making a sequal to it or anything, but i really hope she does!
RANDOMNESS
I seriously have a craving for brownies right now, or anything that's chocolate!!!
(sorry bout me movin on to different subjects all the time lol)
Yeah, as you can probably tell, i'm in a pretty good mood, everything is goin pretty good so far, besides the fact that somethin happened with me & my mom sunday night. I got to see The Unborn with vampgirllover sunday afternoon, i thought the movie could be scarier, but the whole story was pretty good for the most part. Well anyways, if u ever want to talk to me, just send me a message 
ttyl,
~Sakurachan~
~Fireflight~
You Gave Me A Promise (random anime)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d5Y7LOjruXw
Vampire Knight-Wrapped In Your Arms
More Than A Love Song (random anime)
(these songs are all describing my feelings 
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Scared.....
^tears falling through this entire post^....i'm soo scared...i'm so scared of loosing the one i love to someone else....i'm scared of loosing everything we have to that other person....i don't know if i have the strength to get through something as painful & heartbreaking as that......i love him with all my heart....i really do...but, mabye i'm just not good enough....i can't make him happy...i'm forbidden to do so.....i don't want it to end....not yet........my heart is already hurting soo badly just thinking about the idea of it.....if he chooses that other person.....i will live in darkness for the rest of my life....i won't recover.....my smile will be gone forever...my heart will be shredded into pieces that will never stay together....i will be a black rose forever.......he's the only source of true happiness i have....without him, i'm gone...forever.....
I've kept everything he's ever given me....flowers, cards, necklaces,old notebooks, etc.....i even have my own diary where i talk about how much i love him every single time i write in it....i....i just don't want him to go...i wouldn't be able to take it.....he's everything to me...i can't live without him......^shoves her teared up face into her teddy bear^
GaaxSaku-I'll Remember You
GaaSaku-Savin Me
