Lets watch the happy titings go round,
while all i am doing is sitting around.
Being here without you on this what seems like a cheerful day,
is nothing fun when your away.
Boy i love you more than you know,
Even tho...
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Well, by the title, you can see that i feel horrible. Im basically in a war with my family (My friends that i call family) and they have split up into two groups. Good Vs.Bad i guess.. and it hurts cause the Two major people involved were my Close...
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^^This is chris^^
haha well this si my BF. :) he si the cuteset thing :)
^//^
so, like hes very cute, nice, funny, understanding and VERY loyal. :...
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well, my new boyfriend isn't Matt (the guy i was talking about before) his name is Chris. he lives a few hours away from me. :) i met him at a mall.. ahaha it was funny. but anywho.
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Well, every good side has a down side.
mine would have to be good cuase i finally talked to my friend matt after like a mmonth and a half!! see, heres the story.
one day i was taking to him on Myspace and he was telling me about he likes this one chick even though he has a GF. so heres the conversation;::
Matt: Heyo! whats up banana?
me: LMao dont call me that its weird. ahaha nothing much, just doin a survey and editin some pics.You?
Matt: im thinking about something.. can i ask your advice?
Me: Sure sure:)
Matt: Well, see, even though i have my gf, i realized something... im kind of in love with a friend of mine.. idk if i should tell her or not.. shes so far away...
Me:hmm, well, i would tell her, she has the right to know, you know?
matt: LOL yeah, thats true..
me: ^^ yay! glad i helped.
me: Oh.. i have been having some thoughts too, but ill tell you those later.. im still sorting them out.
Matt: Okaies buddy ^^
-Long pause-
Matt: Hannah can i tell you something?
Me: Sure. whats up buddy?
Matt: I... I love you..
Me: ahah i love you too buddy. ^.^
Matt: No, im being serious. I LOVE you. your the other chick i was talking about earlier.
Me: Oh...
-long ass pause again-
Matt: You still there?
Me: umm, yeah.. i gtg though.. call me later?
Matt: Okay.
-end-
Yes i know thats harsh on my side, but i realized a few days later after constantly thinking about it, that i love him too. I genually love him. ^//^
so now, he and i have been talking again and a few weeks ago, this is what happened;::
-Hannah checks myspace IM-
Matt is online;
Me: I love you matt.
matt: Really? you love me back?
Me: yes. i do. i really do.
Matt:^///^
Me: LMAO ^//^ your cute hun. :)
Matt: :(
Me: whats wrong?!
Matt: im dissapointed... i have to get off...
Me: lol hun, we have tomorrow, the next day, etc to talk. :)Hell,we can video chat.
Matt: okaies. well, till then my love. I love you:)
Me: i love you too. :) Nightnight :)
-End-
so lately he and i have been video chatting alot on MSN. :)
but before, the down side is i have lost somany friends in a week or two... one of whcih is really important to me.. Moga-chan knows the story.. ahah i rant to her too much at school :)

lmao! im rantting again. well, TTYL friends :D