wow, after reading over some of my posts, i've come to a conclusion...
i've been a real ass lately.
so, i have to say...
I'M SORRY!!!
and thanks to everyone for putting up with my grouchy self. i feel alot better today, i think it's cause i stayed up all night talking to my bf and we had allota fun! ^^ plus, all of ur guy's kind words really helped, i'm just so over stressed right now that everything i do makes me...angry to say the least. lol
but i changed my bg to PHOENIX WRIGHT!! lol someone told me i had an unhealthy addiction to it...i don't believe them, i mean, i ONLY have 110 pictures, two downloaded comics, a sketchbook filled with fanart, three fanfictions, two in process mangas, a cosplay in the work, played all but the third game (which i'm playing), and read every non yaoi doujin that the internet has provided me in english. that's it. i don't think it's that bad at all...I CAN QUIT ANYTIME I WANT TO!! lol it's funny, it's the first series i've ever become this addicted to in such a short amount of time. but the characters are amazing, i love their personalities and the game is fresh and new...i really suggest it to anyone, it's so fun!! if anyone's tired of the same old same old games, then you really should play them (this is being said aside from being a crazed fangirl). you'll find yourself randomly screaming "OBJECTION!" to anyone that disagrees with u...i've done it on accident with my teachers...ONLY TWICE! lol
speaking of which, i wonder how many people would join a Phoenix Wright fanclub on here? I know umi-kun (summoner umi, she's "umi-kun" on deviant, i get really used to calling her that) will join...but i wonder how many other people i can sucker--er, persuade to come into it...hehehe...lol
thanks guys for everything!! *hugs everyone massivly*
catherine
ugh, i hate LIFE!!! TT0TT everyone keeps nagging me to think about colleges, think about colleges, THINK ABOUT COLLEGES!! i'm getting so friggen frustrated cause the place i originally wanted to go to is really expensive, and we can't afford it, and my grades can't exactly get me a full scholarship and my parents think i haven't been doing anything and it's so frustrating cause i all the other art institutes are so far away from everything, like i don't wanna go to minnesota! and i can't find any that even compare and all the good artists that are american all went to SCAD (savanah art institute) but it's so expensive and i just wanna go back to being a kid! and it sucks cause it's like everyone else has it together but me, like my bf is doing all this stuff to get into Westpoint (military academy) and what do i do? i draw, yeah, that's right, i FUCKING DRAW. whoopy FUCKIN DO. i sorry for the rant, i'm just not doing so great now...
catherine
omg, i hate pre-cal and school right now!! all i keep getting are bad grade after bad grade after bad grade!! i hate taking all of these advanced classes!! it makes me so frustrated cause i normally do better than this? i don't know why i'm having such a hard time with school!! *sob*
anyhoo, on a better note, me and summoner umi, or umi as she likes to be called, did a whole mock trial with me being phoenix wright (or "jo wright") and her being edgeworth and we made it around our japanese class with me defending one of our guy friends and this whole crazy mess! it was funny to the extreme, but the guy i was defendign when we told him about it was all like "wtf?" lol very funny...
that's all, just needed to blow off some steam, sorry
catherine
btw don't those guys look really hot?
hi guys!! quick post but my friend that i've mentioned that it's my japanese class finally came to theotaku!! her username is
Summoner Umi
she already has a picture up, she's AMAZING!! so go check her out! she's really friendly and loves alot of anime(some i haven't even heard of!!) and was the one responsible for me loving phoenix wright!!
catherine
hey guys, time for a real post!! lol
OMG! i've missed so much!! GOMEN NASAI!! *bows* ugh, i've been going crazy for these past two weeks, and i swear, by last wednsday sparks were flying between me and my parents; the reason i said before why i wasn't going to be able to get on alot (implying that i could sneak on) was that i thought my computer wasn't completely banned, just my comics which implyed that i had to have the computer downstairs. (see, for those that knew me, or remembered, around freshman year (two years ago) my mom found out that i was posting sorta kinda and told me i wasn't allowed back on, but she kinda not really forgot, so that's why i can't get on in front on them) but again, i thought i still had my computer. pfft, i thought wrong.
monday: i came home and was on my computer, she didn't say anything.
tuesday: i was FLIPPIN RECORDING OFFA AUDACITY AND DOING OTHER VARIOUS THINGs and she didn't say anything.
wednsday: i finished all of my homework early (and another punishment was i couldn't draw, which i did in school anyways) and so i decided to go on my computer to chat with my friend, and write my fanfiction. TWO HOURS GOES BY, and my mother looks at me and goes "catherine, why are you on the computer? I thought you weren't supposed to be on it?" i was like WTF?! we got into this whole big debate about what my mother said i could and couldn't do and it was just ridiculous, i wasn't even allowed to type fanfictions, but i could hand write them? what was w/that? i don't even understand their logic! and u know why all of this madness occured?
because i forgot a due date and i did the last quarter of a project the night before. OMG. i still turned it in, i still got a good grade, but they took away my drawing, my comics, and my computer for it. WHAT THE HELL?! i like don't even understand them anymore, i've stopped trying. it hurts my brain...
but on a lighter note
i should be uploading massive amounts of sketches to show that i did do some stuff, i'll color most of those later, but i really like a few of those that i did.
and my b-day, thanks so much to everyone that took the time to comment. lol mariel, did u post something about it (i guess i'll find out, ima going through my update list and just starting to go down! lol) cause i had lots of people comment! O_O (thanks, that was a good thing) but i was like..."do i know you?" lol it was funny. and thanks again for the e-card, you too stixx for the pm, *hugs massively to both of y'all* and avarice tears and andrea, just thanks so much!! *looks over at nicole, hugs teapot, then hugs nicole anyways*
o! and to answer mariel's question, i went to go see inkheart, which i would NOT recomend to anyone. especially if you read the book, it was like watching a really bad plot summary. the only good thing was that dustfinger was really cute, (in a weird sorta grungy way, if u like vigo mortesen from lord of the rings, and hildago, then u'll like this guy) but maggie (main character) was really....bad. i think this was her first time...doing ANYTHING relating to acting. it made me sad cause i thought the books were very well done.
but the harry potter movie looks pretty damn awesome. but it's sad, it'll be my last one...*sniff* I REFUSE TO SEE FRED DIE!!! lol
but as for what i got...
most of my b-day was spent on a plane ticket for spring break to go back to san antonio (that's where i moved from) and i'm going to hang out with my friends and bf for a WHOLE WEEK. *dances* i can't wait for april.
this was a pretty girly b-day actually, but they gave me money to buy lots of non girly things so it was all cool.
i got a new straightener, cause my old one is...weird, and it works great!
i also got a whole bunch of MAC (the makeup) hello kitty cosmetics which were actually really cute, it was basically the only makeup i wear (concealer, powder, eyeliner...) but with hello kitty on it. it was adorable!!
my bf sent me a t-shirt (i think he's going with a trend: jewlery for christmas, shirts for b-day...) it was the one from vgcats where leo link is being chased by a flock of angry cuckoos. my mother was like "wtf?" but my sisters and i got it. and...o, and my brother-in-law sent me some calalilies, which were pretty and he sent my oldersister (his wife) a whole bouquet of roses!! it was so pretty, he's in afaghnistan right now, so if anyone could send prayer his way, he would be appreciated, which is what leads me up to say what i wanted to say yesterday, but a day late is still just as good.
u never know when someone might leave, so if you do have someone you cherish, be it family member, bf, best friend, dog, cat, anyone, just give them a hug and appreciate them being there. cause i know my sister is going crazy right now, and even though my bf isn't in danger, i can't see him, so love those around you and don't take anything for granted.
have a great day everybody, if u see alot of randome comments suddenly popping up, that's me ;)
catherine
