Dirt

I feel so bad and horrid at myself right now! And I feel like I'm even lower and more worthless than dirt! and I hate my own quietness for not speaking up! It's nothing big, and it got no one into trubble or hurt or anything. It's just that I missed a chance to sign something that showed someone I care about them, but I missed my chance to do so and now I feel really bad at myself, they passed me and I tried to get their attention but they didn't hear me. And I could tell them over facebook but I'm even more of a coward to do that as well. and the whole story behind the whole signing thing is rather long and I haven't got the energy to do so. I just want to curl up in a ball and cry and hate myself. And I don't think this person would of cared if my name was on it or not but I still feel so bad about it!

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