Collage tomorrow

Collage for me begins tomorrow and I’m really nervous about it, and I haven't used my brain in about tow months, the subjects I’ve chosen are Art, maths (statistics), and ICT. I wasn’t able to take History because it was in the same column as Art, but my mum says I’m allowed to do history on the Open University once I’ve settled down at collage.

I am worried that I won’t be able to make any friends, I’ve never been very good at making friends, mostly because I was always being picked on when I was younger and there for I’m rather scared of talking to other people and I don’t like large crowds of people, I just find them very loud and frightening, but I’m going to try my hardest!

Most of my friends are going to the same collage as me which is good, except for two of them, one is caring on in 6th Form at her school and another has gone to another collage. Well this girl I said whose going to the other collage was going to be at the same collage as me but she was offered a place at the other collage, She’s really smart and everything and I’m really happy for her, but the fact that when I was talking to her via text that she end saying that it "is a far better school" which just made me feel a bit stupid and that my education will be compromised just because I can't afford to go to that collage, that has made me fill a bit down. . . another friend keeps going on that the art teacher isn’t a very nice person, but I’m going to ask someone I’m sort of related town whose also taken art what she’s really like.

On a plus note I only have to do the subjects I want to do, (well bar the bac thing) and I’ve got some afternoons off, and I don’t have to wake up so early but the collage is up a very big hill (why do all of my schools have to be up big hills??)
I’ll probably update on how my first day was! :)