Well, It has been a long time since I have stepped foot in here hasn't it? Well, I can tell you, it's been one hell of a journey. I have so much to say in so little time because tomorrow, I have to work an extra long day in order to have my day off for Thanksgiving and Friday too.
But before I really start to blog here again, I wanted to know if people do read my pages. I used to have lots of readers but the lack there of has torn me away. Along with my adventures in life. So please, let me know that there are still those who still read.
Dear Diary,
Well, I haven't been here for a long while and I know it's bad. I haven't felt the need to be here because I am always on MyOtaku. You see, no one ever commented or talked to me here so I moved to the place that did.
A lot has happened to me since I last posted here. I moved away from my mom, I am finishing my college up North and I am getting in touch with all my old friends. I do miss my family though and I miss Florida. However, I needed to go on.
I hope maybe I can also post here too. It all depends. Hope to hear from some friends! Please take care
Dear Diary,
Life is getting so tough on me.... So much that my heart is not the same and my feelings don't work right. I can't think straight and I think i am going into a depression. One where I want to be alone where I can personally enjoy life because the one person I love doesn't seem to see the same way or think the same way at all.
My Love left me but he stays beside me telling me not to go. He will love me all night and then whisper in my ear how I ruined our relationship. I am trying to balance my job and my college career so I can have a better future for myself and well, I think I am going to fall to peices.
My insides are still torn up. I am bleeding all the time in my intestines and well, nothing seems to be making it stop. I even lost my medicaid. Diary, this wasn't ho I wanted to return to theotaku but it's not like any one really reads my worlds here. No one really cares here...... no one at all
Dear Diary,
I was just checking up here on theOtaku wondering how everything was and it seems to be running smoothly.
Life is running smoothly for me too. New job, loving boyfriend to take care of me, clean home to come home too, good grades in my classes..... everything is great. I just miss my family though. I know I haven't been here to explain everything but if you happen to read this, shoot me a message and I will explain. ^_^
Take care all! I am off to Wal-Mart to get papers signed. See ya!
Dear Diary,
Life has gotten tough on me but because of my love I am ab;e to have solace for everything that is going on.
I haven't really been able to post much because i know not many people come here to read my entries. But I figured for the few of you that actually do, maybe you wouldn't mind hearing if I am still alive or not.
I hope you all are doing well. School is going to start soon. Whether you are in high school, middle school or college I wish you all the best of luck. I'm going into my third semester of college now and I am very excited. I'm almost done my freshman courses! Yay *dances in circles*
I'm going to get going soon. Take care everyone
