Where dreams invade my reality
- Created By mootouman
Nice n slow
WOW! Things seem to have really quite slowed down lately! Work has been fairly quiet, nothing much has been going in my personal life and even online things seem to be.....slow?
Of course I'm only referring to my own personal online experience, I know there is....a whole lot of nonsense going on atm, but since I'm mainly only active in closed discord servers, I've been mostly just skating by and ignoring everything outside my circle.
Which, I'll be honest, its pretty nice just chatting in closed discord servers with people I'm close with. Interaction on a larger scale always overwhelms me and I'm really thinking about just abandoning some platforms! Of course I'll still create art and stuff but....not being under pressure to post things or interact all the time sounds heavenly LOL!
Idk I guess I'm just getting tired of everything, which happens often. Going through cycles like this where everything seems incredibly uninteresting.....I started just writing ideas down in notebooks, none of which I ever actually create but it's nice to just empty it all out of my noggin' yanno?
ANYWAYS!!!! Hope ya'll are staying safe out there!
Halloweenie!!
AAAAAAAA the best holiday of the year and I'm stuck doing nothing but voting!!?!?! LAME!!!
In other news! I've been getting invited as a guest artist for zines lately, it feels kinda nice but also waaaaayyyy nervous..... I suppose I still have a rather low opinion of myself and the things I create so I find it odd when people want to pay me? For art?? Idk Idk!!!! It's confusing LOL!!
I hope the rest of the year breezes by and next year will be better! Tall order I know BUT!!! We must sow the seeds to see the harvest!!!!!!!
Yohoho
DANG! It's been awhile!! I totally forgot this site was still a thing oops >.> lmaoo
anyways, I finally remembered my password to this account ( thank gawd for past me and writing important need to remember stuff down in notebooks! ) so I'm gonna sporadically art dump all the stuff i've drawn over the.....years.....oof that makes me feel old sayin that! But it's true.....Im 21 years old! Soon to be 22 in just over 2 months!! I didn't think I'd last this long but HA! I did!! My original deviantart account was deleted back in highschool which is a crying shame! I didn't keep any of the art I posted on that account on a back up usb so sadly I think it's hella gone forever!!( T^T) nooooo!
LOL Oh well, I think I've saved up more than enough usb's with all the new junk I draw so I'll have something to look back on in a couple more years!
Man! I think I'll be forever grateful to this site for being my starting point in posting art online! The uh....social environment on other sites is a wee bit hostile and kinda scary.....I'm glad I grew up posting on TheO and chatting with all the nice peeps that were on here way back in 2013! ( ok so 7 yrs ain't THAT long but it sure feels like a lifetime ago.....ufurbrhbjrfhb )
That being said, I think I'll always worry over the friends I made back then who no longer post online. I'm glad to have spoken with them when I did! I'll prob never know what happened or ever see them again which is sad but I guess thats kinda how online friendships go huh?
Ok ok lol I'll stop hooting before I make myself sad and listen to lofi nostalgia for a million hours cuz UGH!
Hope yalls are doing as well as you can be considering how weird and mostly garbage this year has been!!!!
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