Inside me...
My entire body....
Forcing ...
The feelings...
My soul....
Tossing it....
Explosion occurs...
Inside of me...
My entity....
Will it end?
Will it go?
Is it here,
to stay,
Please say no....
I can not stand,
What I do,
When it comes,
When it happens,
When it's done....
Blood on my hands,
In my mouth,
On my face,
The blade in my palm,
The destruction done once again,
Once I wake,
Hopefuly never again....


Walking down the hallways,
Empty, all alone...
Lost amongst the shadows,
The posters have been blown,
Walls are blank,
Floors are clear,
No one but me,
Exists here,
Dreary feelings of depression,
Of my loss,
Of regression,
Temper and anger building inside,
My loneliness,
All tossed aside,
Allowing hate to grow and grow,
One day I'll break,
Because of you,
From leaving me all alone.


Falling through the desolate realms,
Of my mind,
Of my soul,
Screams of agony all around,
In the dark,
In my heart,
Never ceasing,
Never fading,
Always sinking,
Always straining,
Can I stand this any longer...?
Will myself hold up much further...?
Plundering through the times of hate,
Times of loss,
Times set straight,
Now I know what resides here,
A stranger- another self,
With an answer for me to hear...
"You'll never be alone in this world,
I will stay here,
And you will learn,
I'll never leave,
I won't accept 'it',
You'll live with my terror,
And you can't stop it..."

Thanks for making me dissapear....

Don't you see me-?
Can't you hear me-?
Do you even notice,
When I'm there by your side?
I've turned invisible,
My wish came true,
I go unnnoticed,
By everyone of you.
I don't exist,
Just go about your lives,
I'm gone from this world,
Your memories,
Your life.


For the dream,
The dream of you,
The dream unseen,
Lost each day,
Gone each night,
I search for it,
For the dark and light.
I can't reach it,
I cant reach you,
What am I going to do-?
I need you now,
Forever more,
I need you here,
Not behind that locked door,
How long will it take-?
How long will it be-?
Til I can see you,
And you of me?
I can't ever dream,
I can't even see,
Only your voice resides here,
Heard and serene.