Dying Love

You knew I loved you,
That'd I'd always be there,
That I would always trust you,
That you were my air,
I needed you to live,
I needed someone to survive,
You were my life,
Forever inside.
Always in my heart,
There you'll always be,
Even though you broke it,
My life has changed in me.
You lied,
And left.
But I will always love you,
Beyond my own death.
I told you these things,
They're the truth through and through,
But you could never love me.
I wasn't anything to you.

-Danni Lestat ((A True Story....))


Inside me...
My entire body....
Forcing ...
The feelings...
My soul....
Tossing it....
Explosion occurs...
Inside of me...
My entity....
Will it end?
Will it go?
Is it here,
to stay,
Please say no....
I can not stand,
What I do,
When it comes,
When it happens,
When it's done....
Blood on my hands,
In my mouth,
On my face,
The blade in my palm,
The destruction done once again,
Once I wake,
Hopefuly never again....


Walking down the hallways,
Empty, all alone...
Lost amongst the shadows,
The posters have been blown,
Walls are blank,
Floors are clear,
No one but me,
Exists here,
Dreary feelings of depression,
Of my loss,
Of regression,
Temper and anger building inside,
My loneliness,
All tossed aside,
Allowing hate to grow and grow,
One day I'll break,
Because of you,
From leaving me all alone.


Falling through the desolate realms,
Of my mind,
Of my soul,
Screams of agony all around,
In the dark,
In my heart,
Never ceasing,
Never fading,
Always sinking,
Always straining,
Can I stand this any longer...?
Will myself hold up much further...?
Plundering through the times of hate,
Times of loss,
Times set straight,
Now I know what resides here,
A stranger- another self,
With an answer for me to hear...
"You'll never be alone in this world,
I will stay here,
And you will learn,
I'll never leave,
I won't accept 'it',
You'll live with my terror,
And you can't stop it..."

Thanks for making me dissapear....

Don't you see me-?
Can't you hear me-?
Do you even notice,
When I'm there by your side?
I've turned invisible,
My wish came true,
I go unnnoticed,
By everyone of you.
I don't exist,
Just go about your lives,
I'm gone from this world,
Your memories,
Your life.