I finally got relaxed. I finally got calm. I finally stopped worrying.
But no 2 stinken weeks till school starts. Two! I can't.. I can't do school. My anxiety of that hellish place finally calmed down. Now it's starting to come back from just thinking about going back. In two weeks.
Even though I'm technicly just going in for a couple classes and doing the rest online I still can't stand it.
The people.... going back to my so called friends...
I just want to be done with school. And if I have it my way and work hard enough this will be my last year. I'm going to put two years worth of work into one. I will finish and never see those people again.
I need to stay calm.. finish what school work I'm working on now and not worry about what's going to happen next year.
Just calm... and breath..
