A world where I can put random stuff. Maybe some rants. Who knows with me..

Name: Alison

Nick Names: Ali, Essence, Ess, Wolf girl, Ali-cat (you can call me Ess or Essance here)


Hair color: dark brown

Eye color: brown

Hobbies: Drawing, writing, reading, taking photos

Likes: Wolves, The moon , Reading, Nature, Writing, Turtles, Angels, Knights, The night (I'm a night owl), Black and white photography, Music, Rain, Fall,

Dislikes: Annoying people, Hot weather (I rather have it cold), Pain,

Animals: Got a pit bull/lab mix named Ashe

Favorite animal: Wolf and dogs

Favorite food: I'm not that picky so I'll eat almost anything

Favorite color: Blue and green

Favorite author: Book wise it's between Darren Shan and James Patterson

First Manga: Chibi Vampire

First Anime: I think it was Naruto

Places you can find me

Devianart: iamEssence



I finally got relaxed. I finally got calm. I finally stopped worrying.

But no 2 stinken weeks till school starts. Two! I can't.. I can't do school. My anxiety of that hellish place finally calmed down. Now it's starting to come back from just thinking about going back. In two weeks.

Even though I'm technicly just going in for a couple classes and doing the rest online I still can't stand it.

The people.... going back to my so called friends...

I just want to be done with school. And if I have it my way and work hard enough this will be my last year. I'm going to put two years worth of work into one. I will finish and never see those people again.

I need to stay calm.. finish what school work I'm working on now and not worry about what's going to happen next year.

Just calm... and breath..

another quiz stolen by unknown

A. What are your favourite smells? Um lime, B. Can you go a whole day without caffeine? During the summer yes, during the school year no. I need it to get threw the morning if idiots C. Who knows more about you than anyo...

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stolen from unknownkey

ONE - Spell your name without vowels -- LSN TWO - Are you single? -- yep THREE - Whats your favorite number? -- 36 FOUR - What color do you wear most? -- um... gray or black.. FIVE - Least favorite color? -- orange SI...

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So I've noticed that I haven't really been active on theo. Mostly with posting and stuff. But other than not really having time, I just really haven't had any confidence in my art or writing or really anything lately.

Probably doesn't help that I've been in a depressed mood lately either. Even though Creation fest made me forget my worries for like 5 days as soon as I got back everything oust came crashing down again.

My child hood home of 15 years was torn down because of the flood, like two years ago that hit,flooded the house and the township and those people bought it and so they tore it down.

Then I have to finish all my school work by August 9 so I don't even know if I can get it done by then , so I don't know if I'm even know if I'm going onto the next year of school and I refuse to get held back again because of my blood disorder.

......maybe I'm not depressed.. maybe its just being parinode or something. Or stress or to ,much emotion. I just want it all to be gone. All the worry.. I use to get away by drawing but I don't even have confidence in my own drawings anymore to get away from life..

I'm sorry for nothing you people with my problems. And this probably won't stay up long because I feel like I'm bothering you so yeah...


Hey! Seems it's been awhile since I wrote anything ect. I've been on, more of been snooping but whatever. Anyway I've finally recovered from my cruise I was on to the Bahamas. But that doesn't mean I'm back. I'm heading to Creation fest up in the mountains for a couple days. Always fun times. So I'm soon off to pack for that.

I really do hope to get more active this summer, so if I fell behind in anything it would be awesome if someone helped me out to get back into it if you will still have me.

So I'm off to pack and ketch up on my music.