Friendship

The first poem of friendship by me,
I hope it won't be the last
and neither my friendship

The way the words are said have a certain feeling to me
I don't seem to understand how many will see and feel
these words that move throughout this page
only an explanation by someone will be enough to understand
the meaning of all this will come clear to certain minds
even clearer to me though these are my words

the value of this i always seemed to seek
someone worth talking to for longer than a week
my mind was going to collapse if this never occurred
this was a blessing really and meant so much

i was able to look towards a new path rather than that one
the one i was warned not to go through yet i was a fool
i went and i was alone for almost the whole way
then i came to a certain depth and i knew
it came to me in a flash behind my eyes

not a single time i was alone except time made me lose control
i lost track of all those i met along the way
so i went to seek help from a friend
which had began to accompany me toward my path

the idea of a group came to me and i accepted it with desperation
so i asked who are these strangers i met along the path?
she told me 4 names and of those 3 listened to my words
of those 3 one had to go and take care of their own stuff

then there was only 2 left and i thought i had it done
but to the extent of my mind the unexpected occurred
one i lost track of and never seemed to find again
the other had a very pretty name which i could not forget

my reasons were quite simple though a little ambitious
along the way i lost my ambitions and only wanted one thing
if i couldn't have what i wanted i only wished for this
the only right to have true friendship and that's it

now i look for you everyday and i try to tell you everything
you gave me something important though not mentioned
for the first time in my life there is something real
this friendship i learned to trust has to be real

the things i was taught from talking to you
yet somethings you never realized i was thankful still
and i'm thankful now because such commitment is reliable
and i admire commitment and i realized that now

I can finally admire myself
committed to being your friend
and like you helped me
though you seem to be better of than me

I promise to help you when i am able to
and to try to make things better when i can't help

End