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mispellings
so many words to say
so many words mispelled
somtimes not even in the right place
your mind isn't here somtimes
and it will never be until that day
the day your mind comes bak
you will know teh things your supposed to say
the apostrophy and the commas all on the wrong place
that is what makes me really afraid
to know what to do but be lost all the way
too bad sometimes i don't feel like useing
this thing called speell check
This Inside
the heat and anger i wish i felt,
it's no longer here with me
my feelings are fake but i know
i know that i want this to stay
one day i hope to change the words you say
but that day seems to be so distant from today
please control your actions so that in time
it's still possible to make your dreams come true
and there is a choice we can make to always go back
and in this life you're not the only one
i know what many things you can take part on
i know exactly what you need to find
the problem is that you're looking in the wrong place
you think you do but you don't need so much attention
i thought i knew i needed attention but i was wrong
all that does is break my heart every time i think
specially when i look back i see myself holding it in my arms
the heart i no longer have to share happiness with anyone
and no matter how much i change the negativity flows in me
they argue about me and i don't understand why
i don't understand why i can't fight back
i don't know why i just have to watch me get torn apart
inside my mind i get filled with dreams and desires of pain
i seem to enjoy it nowadays and it's really sad
i wanted to make you happy and i broke my words
i broke my life and my promise to myself
i broke myself and my world
and i broke every single memory that mattered
now what do i have? i don't really know
if everything i need is in my hands then what else do i need?
i can we really own what we want or what we need?
Insanity is the product of my reality
this is all a great pain to me
this is all a great burden of life
when many tell you that you're the only one that understands
there's almost no way in confronting this.
because they judge you so close to them
and they ignore the life you live
and they expect you to be there forever
though your love is dead and your heart is stolen
my heart was broken and in the process of healing
it was shattered and the pieces were lost.
i never found it anymore and i gave up looking for it
the lies i hear every day and the ones i keep
they all come back to me in the end and destroy me
and they knock me off my feet and let my soul leave
float around and stare back at me
i let it fly and i let it see what it wants to see
and it learns a lot and that i know
and wisdom i seek is far more then that of my understanding
and i will never know what true love is because in the end
no matter who either me or them my essence is the one stabbed
oscuridad
take me deeper into the empty darkness
fill my mind with many false promises
put me to sleep in this dampness
take me away from everyone
for the first time being hated
never felt so good and i smile
misread words from instantly to insanity
my right side of my face has a presence
and my left is as empty as ever
and i'm surprised that it hasn't mistaken
the wait for certain event
it's everything i ever wanted
it's what i've waited for all day
and with this my pain is taken away
my blood spills but not for a waste
and this is your first taste