This is a world for my dreams. I love to dream and picture different people and things. Later i turn them into stories. So this is a world full of my thoughts pretty much. How i'm feeling, what's going through my head ya know the usual.

So come take a look inside, ya never know it might be a surprise.


Why? Blood stains my trembling hands. She bleeds out. Blood pooling out of her head onto the floor. The life is leaving her eyes. She stares at me in her final moments. I couldn’t stop myself. She needed to be mine. No one could take her from me. Time shifts back.One month ago I remember I am arguing with her. We rarely saw each other, so I confronted her about it. She became defensive. I knew I had to make it so she couldn’t escape from me. Should I lock her in a cage? Keep her as my prisoner and bind her to me? No. Then she wouldn’t love me. But then. She would be mine.

“I’m sorry, I was just lonely. I love you more than words can describe,” I whisper. She forgives me with a smile. Ah that smile. How I wish it only belonged to me. That she would show it to know one else. I take her to the movies to make up. There was a movie she really wanted to see, and I knew it would make her happy. We sit in the dark theater together side by side.I watch her as she watches the film. Her eyes like stars retain everything; they’re beautiful and shine like moonlight. She looks so happy. I go to the bathroom while she is absorbed into the movie. I took her phone as well. I text her friends telling them that she would like to spend more time with me, so they should give her some space. I delete the message. The next day I keep her close by. Telling her everything she wants to hear and not letting anyone come near. Not her even her friends. Her friends look at me angrily. They don’t understand. She smiles at me and seems completely oblivious to them. They get even more angry. The next day they avoid her. She becomes confused. She comes to me crying.

“I know” I soothe her.

“It’s okay. They’re your friends just give them some time. Just stay by me till this blows over.” I convince her. Though I know it won’t. I continue to send text from her phone keeping her friends away. Two weeks pass while she continues to stay by me. Things get worse. All her friends begin to completely ignore her. They treat her like she doesn’t exist. No one will talk to her. They all think she ditched her friends for her boyfriend. All she has to rely on is me.

“You’re the only one who stands by me,” she cries on my shoulder. I hug her while running my fingers through her hair.

“It’s okay. I’ll always be on your side.” I smile. A week later the bullying starts. Her friends begin to spread rumors about her. She becomes the talk of everyone and all eyes begin to follow her around in mockery. They look down on her. She begins to break. She can’t handle the pressure. She’s too sweet and kind. She drops school and stays with me. She can’t go home. Her family won’t accept a drop out. I’m the only one she has. Everything is perfect. But then she suddenly changes. Her smile disappears and she looks at me with fear in her eyes.

“You kept them away,” she weeps.

“What do you mean?”

“You. You sent texts to my friends. You made them stay away.”

“They were never your friends to begin with. Look at how they turned against you. So easy it is to put the blame on others. They didn’t even try to talk to you did they?”

“What?” She asks startled. She looks down while tears stream down her cheeks.

“If they were really your friends would they have started those rumors? Especially without even hearing your side of the story.” She looks up. Her face hollow. Tears continue to drip down her face.

“I don’t understand,” she falls to the ground trying to wipe the tears, yet they keep falling. I walk over to her. I gently stroke her hair.

“It’s okay,” I soothe as I wrap my arms around her.

“No!” she shouts as she shoves me away. She quickly stands up.

“My friends aren’t the bad ones. You wanted me to be alone.” She backs into a corner.

“I was just showing you who they really are. Would friends really ignore you like that?”

I encircle her between my arms trapping her.

“No! I. They...They are my friends.”

“Really? Then why aren’t they here now?” She slides down to the floor.

“I don’t know,” she retorts. She can’t suppress the sobs. I listen as I bend down and wipe her tears.

“It’s okay,” I whisper.

“I can’t... I can’t be with you anymore,” she replies.
“If you cannot be mine. Then you can be no ones’.” Something inside me snaps. I smash her head into the ground. As the life leaves her eyes I smile. Now she is mine. Mine for eternity. I pick her up and hold her in my lap. I cradle her as I stroke her hair. Now she can never leave me. Now we can be together forever.
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So it's that time of the year! Woot Woot PRESENTS! This year i got 200 dollars for christmas shopping and i still havent finished shopping...and i spent alot of it .....>> << >> NOT MY FAULT! Black friday amazon cyber monday sales at the mall DAMN! It's just so hard to get gifts! O.O I got alot of'em today thou but sadly not all n i got stuff for meh.. >w> Dont judge~ I (Hopefully) will finish!! Wish me luck! MERRY CHRISTMAS!


I don't feel good running a fever of 103.5. up all night yesterday sweating like crazy n still no signs of my fever going Down. I get hot n cold flashes I cant sleep without waking up in a pool of sweat. I feel awful.


1. Answer each of the 7 questions with the name of one of your friends on theO.
2. No repeat names.
3. The 7 people you named are then tagged. Send them a PM with a link to let them know. Tagged by Elricbrothersfan

1. To which person would you be likely to tell your secrets? Bakugan.

2. You're asking someone out and you're nervous/want advice. Zuzu Uchiha >3 Love ya zu coming for awesome for advice! ^^

3. You're having a bad day and just want someone to listen. Who would that be?...I dont know, i hate to talk about my problems, but i always cheer up ppl who're having bad days to the best of my ability!and if it has to be a person IJNeptune. ^^

4. You're in jail! Who's going to come and bail your butt out of there? Angel >w> I trust her the most to get me out! lol

5. Who's in there with you saying "This'll be a great story to tell at parties"?
Oh man i wanna put chi again! but i guess I'd have to go with Bakared(*Koba*)

6. This is someone who makes you laugh or smile. Chichi6 I love you crazy you always make my day!

7. Who do you admire? I'd have to day Silent Pajero, i love how she can always says what she thinks no matter what.

Stolen from MOKA~!!!

[ ] You rather be pale than tan.
[ ] You like to eat or drink red things.
[ ] You're lustful/sexual.
[ ] When you're kissing someone, you tend to bite them.
[ ] You're dark, mysterious, and seductive.
[ ] You've tasted your own blood before and liked it.
[ ] Being out in the sun too long makes you feel weak.
[ ] You're graceful, light, AND can appear threatening or dangerous to others.
[ ] You have incredible charm and can get people to do nearly anything.
[X] You're more active at night.

Total: 1 (Ha vampires out oh well~ XD)


[ ] You're incredibly lustful/sexual.
[ ] Sex is almost always on your mind.
[ ] You could make someone fall completely in love with you by merely kissing them
[X] You burn through lovers quickly. (I like being single....>w>)
[ ] If your best friend had a lover that appealed to you, you'd gladly do anything you could to take them from your friend and not feel guilty about doing so.
[ ] You can make love with someone and drop them in the same breath.
[ ] If you don't "feed" your lust, you go insane.
[ ] You have strong/long nails.
[ ] You could get nearly anyone you want.
[X] You tend to be the dominate one in a relationship.

Total: 2 (Thank goodness ^0^ didnt wanna be a succubus!)


[X] You have a bad temper.
[X] You're incredibly physically strong and fast.
[X] You love the moon.
[X] You're very loyal.
[X] If you love someone, you'll do whatever you possibly can to protect them.
[ ] You would go on a devastated rampage should your lover be harmed in any way.
[X] You like dogs.
[ ] You're fairly sturdy in stature.
[X] You're either a good leader or a solitary person.
[ ] You have a hard time controlling yourself half of the time.

Total: 7 (Whoa TEAM JACCOB *Woot* * Woot* xD)


[X] You love cats.
[X] You're light and agile.
[ ] You could fall off of anything and always land on your feet.
[ ] You like gymnastics.
[ ] You love to eat seafood.
[X] You're affectionate and cozy.
[X] If someone is able to sneak up on you and startle you, you nearly leap out of your skin or swat at them.
[ ] You like yarn.
[X] You like chasing things.
[X] You're an excellent hunter. (depends. I am only good at hunting fish. xD)

Total: 6 (Kitty!! *purrs* ^w^)

[X] You're an outcast.
[ ] You feel as if you're not truly alive.
[ ] You'll moan when you're hurt rather than scream and cry.
[X] You tend to zone out. (HA ALL DAH TIME!! ^^)
[ ] You don't feel very smart.
[ ] You like worms.
[ ] You like taking things slowly.
[X] You like odd foods.
[X] You prefer to suffer in silence.
[ ] You don't get much sleep.

Total: 4 (Not a zombie, hopefully 0.0)


[ ] You're invisible.
[ ] You have an oddly eerie presence.
[ ] You can send chills down a person's spine just by looking at them.
[ ] You have messy hair that is partially/completely in your face.
[ ] You're incredibly gentle.
[ ] You're very shy around someone you find attractive.
[ ] You tend to simply disappear when no one's looking.
[ ] You enjoy scaring people.
[ ] You like the indoors.
[ ] You are deeply connected to the ones you love no matter what happens.

Total: 0 (WOW NO GHOST FOR ME!! O0O)


[X] You will eat just about anything.
[ ] You like to attack people verbally or physically.
[ ] You are thrilled if you can make someone bleed.
[ ] If you were with someone, you wouldn't care if you hurt them as long as you're getting what you want out of them.
[ ] You like stalking people.
[ ] You find it fun to crawl into tight, small, cramped, dirty spaces.
[X] You get hungry easily.
[ ] You like torture.
[ ] You live to hurt people.
[X] You like the idea of being insane. (In a good fun loving way XD)

Total: 2 (No ghoul Ewww torture, urgh cant stand that 0.0)


[ ] You're into Wicca/paganism.
[X] You like magical objects. (Wands YAY!! *Sings It's MAGIC*)
[X] You believe in magic/can perform it. (I believe in it >w<)
[ ] You perform odd rituals on a daily basis.
[ ] People find you intolerably cruel.
[ ] You enjoy manipulating people.
[ ] You feel deeply in touch with nature and hate industrialization.
[ ] You love black cats.
[ ] You practice voodoo.
[ ] You tend to laugh hysterically while picking on someone you find attractive.

Total: 2 (So, i'm not a witch.....awwww xD)


[X] You have different personalities.
[X] Your style could change from Goth to preppy in the same second.
[X] You're fickle.
[ ] You have more than one lover. (I dont even got one right now owo)
[X] You're unpredictable.
[ ] You would change yourself entirely to fit in/get a date.
[X] You are fond of many different things.
[X] You can easily get out of trouble by changing your demeanor.
[X] You often say one thing and mean another.
[X] You like to leave your clothes on the floor after taking them off.



[X] You have a very bad temper.
[ ] You're usually angry.
[ ] You have to make other people miserable with every breath that you take.
[ ] You worship Satan. (NOPE.)
[ ] You like pentagrams.
[X] You love to mess with people's heads. (Just a little bit. xDD)
[ ] You could do just about anything bad to someone and feel proud.
[ ] You laugh when other people are hurt.
[ ] Physically harming someone turns you on.
[X] You respond to an insult by viciously attacking the other person. (Yes if you get me i'll get you back 10x's worse e.e)

Total: 3 (Aww.... Too bad ^^)


[ ] You're a good person.
[ ] You take care with everything you do.
[X] You can be extremely serious.
[ ] You're gentle and kind to even your worst enemies.
[ ] You cannot hold a grudge against anyone.
[ ] You would gladly endure anything for the sake of the ones you love.
[X] You're a virgin/have never kissed anyone. (Well, I have kissed someone on accident.)
[ ] People see you as being very pure.
[ ] You are obedient and follow rules without question.
[X] You love God.

Total: 3 (Aww i really wanted wings QwQ)


[ ] You enchant people.
[ ] You like organic things.
[X] You're almost always smiling.
[X] You love the world around you.
[X] You get attached to animals easily.
[X] You're a walking-talking chick-flick/prince charming.
[ ] You fall in love easily.
[ ] You have a very bright/bubbly/friendly personality.
[ ] You don't HATE anyone. (If you hate me i'm not gonna be head over heels for you)
[X] You like long hair. (Yush wish i had long hair ;w;)

Total: 5 (Ah but fairies are SOOO CUTE!!! :D)

WELP I GUESS I'MMA SHAPE SHIFTER OMG!!! XDDD Wow i love Love LOVEthat power turn into anyone >3 it'd be awesome!! Heheheh