These are just my random, and often intense, thoughts on pieces of the world we live in. A lot of it will be about anime or manga, though some of it will be about polotics, social aspects, or just me and my life. I often get frustrated, and need to blow off steam. So, try to take this with a grain of salt. I never mean to offend people, but I can be harshly honest, and I really want people to open their eyes, and maybe notice something they didn't know before.

OK, basic stats on me...
Gender: Female
Age: 21
Location: Texas
Relationship stats: Single
Family: Two parents, Four younger siblings
Occupation: College student/ Cashier

Also, if you have any questions on anything I've written, or about me, feel free to PM me. I am very open, and do not mind questions, even personal ones. I also really appreciate comments. Opinions and ideas are welcome, just please try to keep it objective. Thanks in advance, and enjoy!

Random video of the moment:

Video is subject to change

Internet vs. Reality

I did something my friends said was wild, crazy, and dangerous today... I went to meet a man I'd only ever talked to online before. I was not molested, murdered, or buried alive. LOL. However, I did learn some valuable lessons about the differences between and online chat room, and a face-to-face conversation.

This man had asked me to come visit him (something I’m not used to doing, but at least I got to pick the time, which made me feel better). So, I took a friend after class today, and we went. I was all confidence.. me and my friend were joking about boys and stuff, until I actually saw him….

My first problem was how to introduce myself. I mean, did I use my real name, or my screen name? (he knew them both, but normally, I’m used to my friends giving ME a name. LOL) But, he looked at me a minute, then stood up and hugged me! After that I was much more relaxed. However, eye-contact, body language and so forth, are VERY different. This was someone I was comfortable with online, but I felt as I was starting over again… almost like meeting a stranger. Then somebody brought up Gundam, which he and my friend both knew, and I didn’t.

Yet, he wound up showing the same kind spirit I’d seen in the chats, and Just had that unexplainable “coolness” factor that makes you want to spend more time around someone. I gave him my number before I left, and I’m kind of hoping he calls me. In any case, I’m glad I had this opportunity, and I hope I have many more like it. Now, if I can get my friend to stop going on and on and ON about Gundum and how cute this man was... LOL. (JK, we were both chatting it up non-stop on the way home. Thats what I get for drinking soda again.)

Ups and Downs

So.. this is me the last few days... Good 1. I won $3,000 dollars in scholorships in an essay contest. 2. I made some new friends. 3. I had a relaxing time at a very nice hotel. 4. My Grandpa comes home soon B...

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Work-out

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Quick Summer update.

I'm staying at my grands house now. Which,pretty much means I'm living alone, since my grandpa is in the hospital and my grandma is staying with him most of the time. My Algerbra class is tough, but I think I can handle it. I really like m...

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Senior Trip

Ok. I’m back from Senior Trip. It was pretty wild. Here’s the breakdown of how things went… First, we loaded on a yellow dog and rode that an hour, to this place called M. E., where we first bowled. Now, I am not a good b...

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