bah T ^ T I won't be posting very much here DX
I'm a senior now so I've got a pretty busy schedule..plus with work and homework and crap like that..gah!
I hope my senior year is gonna be okay, I mean I just recently got my schedule and I have 3 classes with my best friend WHICH IS AWESOME!!....but I don't have any classes with Morgan....not even lunch *sadness...* It's probably gonna be like freshman year where I never was able to see him..
But, I'm hoping for the best, even if I don't have any classes or lunch with Morgan, he knows that I still love him and I know he still loves me, so that's all that should matter! ^ - ^
Oh and I hope you feel better Morgan!( he got his wisdom teeth pulled a couple days ago and it made him in a bit of pain and his cheeks semi-swelled up..)
But yes, good luck to all of you who are in school!
I'll still get on here everyday, maybe post a blog here and there about The Bitter Find, but fan art might not be going to well :<
but talk to you all later soon! LOVES YOUZ!!!!!!
haha isn't that cat just too special? XD
I got bored and I just wrote out the intro to my 5th manga The Bound Parchment (which is what I'm going to be re-making after The Bitter Find). I hope you enjoy, I apologize for any errors XD I'm not a very good writer...
Amongst the splashing and the laughing and the dilly-dallying of the young nymph children, there be Selkie, sitting alone, on top of a plump mushroom cap, facing the opposite direction if the others. Of course, she is doing what she loves most; Drawing. The sun awakes early in the dawn, she is drawing. The sun slumbers during the nightshade of the moon, she is drawing. Very good, indeed she is. This time, she is doodling a tiny mushroom, with a happy-go-lucky grin on its face.
A few minutes after her mushroom is almost complete, she leads her pencil to the body of the fungus to add the final touch, then someone snatches the thick paper right from her frail, green arms.
"Haha!!", a young boy laughed mockingly, "The baby's by herself again!"
"Leave me alone...", Selkie mumbled in a worried tone. This boy was not like her. Besides the fact of being rude and uncaring, unlike Selkie, he was a Boabhan Sith (pronounced Bow-von-Shee). Which is very unusual because he was a male. Boabhan Sith is a Gaelic term for "Bad Faerie".Boabhan Siths are only women vampires, and bare only female children.
The young boy continues to mock her.
"All you do is draw stupid pictures! No wonder you don't have any friends!"
Selkie begins to stutter and feel ashamed. "You know, j-just because you are bigger..a-and stronger that me doesn't mean you have to keep picking on me!" A line of sweat drew from her temple. Then, her long nymph ears began to twitch at the sight of the boy coming closer to her.
"Two things you just said are correct!", he yells smiling while walking slowly up to her. "I am bigger!", he snagged the pencil out of her hands.
"Heyyyy!!!", Selkie cried.
"And I am stronger!", he laughs as he snaps the pencil in two. Selkie's pointed ears began to drop down, facing the ground. She was upset greatly and she just sat there, feeling useless, as the boy started ripping the drawing of her mushroom.
"Hey you!!", a loud, strong shout came from across the mushroom patch. The Boabhan Sith boy turned to see who was there, while Selkie sat there, staring at the grass, with a tear in her eye. The one shouting, was also a nymph. A young nymph boy named Rale, who Selkie has heard much about.
Rale stood on top of a tall mushroom with his arms crossed, and he looked very intimidating with the small ray of light shining behind his green body and his patched up hat.
"She's only smaller than you because she's a nymph! A whole different species than what you are, idiot!" , Rale said while hopping down onto a smaller mushroom.
The Boabhan Sith boy had an annoyed look on his face.
"Does that matter?", he said as he scratched he abnormally large ears, for a Boabhan Sith.
Rale runs up closer to the boy. "Actually YES!! It does matter! You're taking advantage of her just because she is different, and we nymphs will not tolerate this anymore!" Selkie looks up at Rale with sparkles in her black eyes.
"Tss..How 'bout you and your big ears stop talking to me!", The boy said as he turned his head.
Selkie mumbles, "W-well....you're one to talk..."
"SHUT UP!!!!", he yelled as he turned to her. She flinched with the thought of him hitting her.
"You're just...you're just mad because...! uh....", the boy had trouble coming up with what to say next. Rale tilted his head with a smirk or his face, waiting for what the boy was going to say.
"W-who wants to talk to you nymphs anyway!", the boy shouted as he stammered and mumbled off.
Selkie watched him walk away just to make sure he was gone. Rale the came up to her with a smile.
"Hey, that was a nice comeback!"
"Heh....", Selkie looked away blushing.
Rale moved his foot on the ground and heard a slight crunch. It was the mushroom drawing that Selkie doodled. He picked it up and handed it to her. It was a tad bit crinkled and it had a tiny tear on the side.
"Here's your picture back.", he begins handing it to her.
"You can keep it..if you want", she said smiling. Rale jumped up with an extremely happy face.
"SERIOUSLY? Who wouldn't want this!?"
Selkie got up without Rale's knowing and started to walk off. "I've got to get back home..", she said in a somewhat upset voice.
"Uh..! Wait!", he said hesitantly, "My name is Rale. What's yours?"
The wind blew in a calming manner, twisting both Selkie's green hair and Rale's brown hair in the air. What they call Bubble Flowers are actually premature Dandelions, were surrounding the mushroom patch. Each seed dancing in the light.
Selkie turned her head back slowly with a smile, "My name...is Selkie", her body then vanished into the calming darkness of the trees.
Rale stared.
"Selkie..."
If you try to watch my trailer on youtube and it doesn't play, it's because I set my video to private.
You see, there were over 50(not exaggerating) insulting comments on my video, all posted by the same 3 people!! The first comments they all left were like "OMG you fucking suck at art and your story is totally a fail cliche of evry other anime and video game" and stuff like "You fail so bad!! YOU ARE NOT FUUCKING CREATIVE! GO SUCK A BIG DICK and how bout you think of some creative ways to kill yourself?"
here are a few examples of how they say The Bitter Find is a cliche and how I fail..
"YOU SUCK FUCKING ASS! Ember Ross - The Bishounen. Every bad-ass anime/manga character that is actually good at heart
ex. - Sasuke, Hiei, Itachi, Uryu, etc there's a million of them really...
Darren Cowen - Kyo. He's kyo. That'd all there is to it. He looks like kyo and is emo like kyo. You ripped off Kyo
Ex. - Kyo
Jackie Hayes - The token female character. In other words, the girl in a shoujo that represents the author or who the author wishes she was
Ex. - Tohru, Kagome, Bella Swan"
It kinda defeats the purpose since I haven't watched Naruto, Bleach, and Fruits Basket or read Twilight o.o so of course I can't be stealing those characters for my own!!! DX AND DAREN ISNT EMO!!!! IF anything Ember is the emo one! XD
another example...by the same guy
"No, see, that's where you gotta stop. You think that skipping drawing BASIC HUMAN ANATOMY makes you a supercool artist. It doesn't. It makes you shit. It makes you another faggy weeboo artist that just wishes they were cool and japanese so their dreams could come true.
YOUR CREATIVITY FUCKING SUCKS. Instead of trying to be creative about fucking awful anime, how about finding creative ways to kill yourself, huh???"
you know...THOSE kinda comments *rolls eyes*
Well I blocked those users and I removed all of their comments. I mean I gave them each tons of chances. I told them that I was still improving with my art and creativity and that I appreciated their criticism, but not so harshly! And I even commented them asking for us to settle our differences aside and possibly even become friends on youtube. All I got were replies that said..(I'm taking the exact comment by this guy..
"NO I WILL NOT BE YOUR FRIEND. YOU SUCK AND I'M NOT GOING TO BE YOUR FRIEND SO YOU CAN GET MORE ASSPATTING.
Once you have more skills and less loyal fangirls to lick your e-penis, maybe then we'll talk. I would suggest clearing away from the friends you have now. They say you're good? Darling, I don't know what planet you're on, but in no place is what you're doing 'good'.
Friends telling you that you're doing awesome is really just a negative at this point."
What I'm trying to say is that I don't want all of you to think I'm a freaking baby because I "can't take criticism". Because I can! It's the immature insulting that I cannot stand for!
but yes..
Don't you all worry, I'm not letting these morons ruin my life, or The Bitter Find! Whenever I get the Bitter Find published, I need all the help and support I can get from all of my Otaku friends!! You guys are what I need for me to live my dream as an animator and manga artist! AND I THANK YOU!!
P.S. If you ever want to watch my trailer on youtube...just ad me as a friend!
screen name is mariozeldakirby of course! ^ ^
THANK YOU ALL I LOVE YOU!
