HEY!
This world is about when I was younger, in Middle School to be exact. All these posts are from my diary, so for some of the names, I will change it, but for some, I won't have to. Some entries I left out because they were too boring, but I will include all the other ones especially the funny and uh...I don't know what to call it. Well, I hope you enjoy this world!!
The stuff in parenthesis are my thoughts about the entry.
I got that HM game a long time ago and it’s really fun. I also want to move away from this place. Like anyone would care. AND I HATE RACHEL!!! She tried to make me feel bad on MSN(which I now have over 130) She said “No one talks to you, they all talk to me. And when you called Cody a man-whore, you stole that from us. And you prolly don’t even know what that means.” Then I said “yeah…I know what that means. And I don’t even know you called him that. I speak my own mind, not others.” I want to KILL her.. Literlally KILL HER. I will start a fight if I have to. I prolly don’t have more friends because they think I am a pushover. So if I have to start a fight, I will. And I also have 103 people on myspace. And all of them I know.
(Really, that asshole needs to get a life)
Yeah! My birthday wuz yesterday! I got a stuffed animal from Jessica with some smellies(pumpkin). Got Vanilla smellies and a CD player from Janet. And my mom’s going to take me shopping today. For Christmas, I got ( long list of boring stuff..no money or electronics)(I’ll just skip to another part) During 10th hour at school yesterday, I was doing my math. Then I looked up at the wall for some math help. I had my chin in my hand with my index finger up. No, my chin was resting on my thumb with my index finger up and my middle finger acroos my chin. When I looked ahead of me. Kody Wright was doing the same thing looking at me. But he was pointing his finger towards me and then back to his face and then to me and his face again. The I turned back to my math. Then he came over and said”Wassup?” I said nothing. Then he said “That’s some nice math work you have there.” He turned his head to the teacher. “Mrs. Gingrich? Can she help me with my math?” I don’t know what she said, but he turned back to me and said :Will you help me with my math?” “No” is what I said, lol. Then he replied with “oh, ok” Well, I can’t stand him!!!
(I had another paragraph, but I was to lazy to type it. The reason I hate that kid is cuz he..well…he’s just a dumbass bitch)
Hello! Two weeks and a day till camp. I can’t wait to see Will again. Well, anyway, I dumped POP. YEY! I wanted to tell him on the phone, but he hung up on me. So I called POP’s friend and asked him to tell POP that I am breaking up with him. This happened yesterday. Today I emailed POP. This is what it said, “I’m dumping you, not breaking up with you. I knew you going out with me w as a joke in the first place. I went out with you to see what happens. And I know it’s a joke. I’m not dumb you retard. Oh yeah, I like someone and it’s definetley not you. And you are probably making up excuses on the phone to not talk to me. Here’s my excuse: I’ve gotta go because I don’t talk to or e’mail retards and I need to e-mail my boyfriend. Bye GAY LOSER.” My fave song is We be Brunin I love the chorus. I sent a song called “walk away” to POP of how I felt. But it was me that walked away. I made my own quiz at tagged.com. Well, gtg!
(=_=…..I was SUCH a LOSER back then in 7th grade. I was the geek that had no life and made straight A+ back then. And what the hell was I thinking when I wrote that message? And that song? WTF. And in 7th grade, I didn’t cuss at all. It was 6th grade when I did my cussing spree, LMAO. I don’t cuss as much as I did then, and in 8th grade, I think I said a cuss word maybe 10 times max in one year, and 9th grade…nope..10th? Not really.. This year?? Hell yeah. Lol)
Whaddup? I am STILL going out with POP. It will be three weeks tomorrow. I called him today and told him that my friends think it is a joke and he said, “Well, they’re stupid.” HA HA HA That’s hilarious! And another day I called POP, before today and I said the same thing and he said, “It’s real man!” Maybe it is real. Well, g2g. I am trying to get some more answers tomorrow.Bye!
(..I am still NIAVE. It is fake!!!! I knew it deep down, but I just didn’t really care. I just wanted something exciting to happen with my life, that is why I agreed to go out with him.)
I have proof that POP (popular guy) likes me. One time was when POP was in the hall studying with his friend during class. When I went past him, he said “Hey Lyndsie Julian.” Another time was during Honors day. I was sitting by myself and POP and all the other popular guys from my class sat by me. I don’t know why, but almost every time when we sit in the gym or cafeteria for something, they always sit by me. COOL! Okay. When a teacher called my name for honor roll POP said “HOT” and for other girls he said “ugly” and stuff like that. Another time he blamed me for something I didn’t do. Mrs. Bond said “Don’t steal food from other tables during the pizza party.” Then POP said “Yeah Lyndsie!” The whole class heard it and laughed. I am writing all that plus who said I should go out with POP. Well, these are the people who said that I should. (long list of names) That’s half of the class! I am writing a note to Randy, Alisha, Sarah, Alexa, Jenny Lynn, maybe Shaylea and maybe amber. That is a lot of writing. I already wrote to Rabdy, Jenny, Alexa, Alisha and I wrote something to POP’s friend. Well, g2g!
(……………gawd…..was I naïve……really…. (head/desks for naïveness.) I will everntually write a note that Sarah wrote to me about all this stuff. It’s a three page note……………………………..A VERY LLLOOONNNGGG NOTE. And what the note says in it, I am not like that now. I have changed a lot since then.)
