I told you once and I'll say it again
Please don't leave me alone I need your touch
It doesn't have to be a hug
Or a kiss
It just has to be your finger tips.
I would never say this but I wish you could hear
My cry for help this scilent kill,
I wish you could read inside my head
So I didn't have to talkOn this bed
It hurts to do so from the beating I had.
The bruises are painful and my tears have run out
From all the thingsI hear them shout
They say I'm hopeless and ugly
They say I'm a looser and as good as dead.
You wouldn't understand
Because you've never gone through this
Or at least you haven't told me and that's why I can't say it
Because you'll think I'm a failure In every possible way.
I can't stand up for myself
When the truth of the matter is
I'm trying to fight back
But there are to many of them and there words are so harsh
They attack me without warning
My defense is worn down.
It would help if you could see
All the pain built inside
While I hold this gun closeto my temple tonight
It would help if you could see
How rugged I am and all the while am I good enough?
You never seem to care
You always turn your head
When you see me crying
next to my bed
It would help if you said
You loved me once in a blue moon
So I know I am someone special
To be adored and saved.
But I guess I'm not
To a child you forgot
A looser and a failure
Hey I guess they were right
I'm as good as dead
good night and good by.
by: yourmommydad
