Chapter 1: Run Away
Hearing the screaming fans, Seeing them trying to reach for my feet on the stage, Singing my lungs out awhile playing my fingers on the guitars strings. Yeah that’s the life for Abbie Autumn. The bad ass neko chick that didn’t care a shit about anyone. Well that’s what people have told me. People used to say I would never be a somebody and I’ll always will stay nobody who people will not care a damn about. Ha ha will I proofed them wrong. I became the famous band leader of my band “ Delinquently Panic “. But it took me so fucking long just to get there. Let me tell you the story of me and how my fucking long story took me just to get there.
London is the place where some girls dream of going. To shop, To find some hot guys, To party, ETC. But for me it’s something different.
Cop 1 : “ HEY GIRL!! COME BACK HERE !!!!
Abbie: “ FUCK YOU!!!!!! YOU DOUCHES!!!!!
Cop 2 : “ That lil…….”
Abbie: “ Bitches think they can catch me ? FAT CHANCE !!! Hahahahahahaha
Cop 1 : “ She is going to there the other side of the back ally !!! ”
Cop 2 : ( Runs to where she going) “ CATCH YA !!!!! “
Abbie: “ OH FUCK “
Yes I’m a bad influence to your child. I only ran away from the cops cause only I beat up a other chick who was talking shit about me even though she doesn’t know me. Hey I couldn’t just let her walk all over me like that, She didn’t even know how to fight. But NO I’m the one who always ends up getting arrested just for defending myself of a wannabe punk ass bitch. So right now I’m in juvenile hall again. Waiting for my turn to call my parents to come pick me up from this Damned place.
Abbie: “ Hey Can I have a call home now ?? “
Cop 1 “ Hell no, After running away from the police, You think you can make phone call or home ?? “
Abbie: “ Umm yeah that’s how it works around here. This isn’t my first time here you know ? “
Cop 1 : “ Don’t get all smart ass on me you Bit…………..”
Abbie: “ I dare you to finished that last part of the sentence you jackass! “
Cop 2 : “ ROGER!!!!! “
Cop 1(Roger) “ Gerrrrr “
Cop 2 : We are not allowed to talk to a teen like that !!!!
Cop 1(Roger): “ But Felicia, She the one who started “
Cop 2(Felicia): “ Gosh Listen to your self! You sound like a 3 year old “
Abbie: ‘Well isn’t he ? “
Cop 2(Felicia): “Shut your mouth, or Keep you in jail instead “
Abbie: “ Fine, Just let me call my fows so they can pick me up and I’ll leave your nerves alone. “
Wow all I can say is that I sound like a bitch. But I did ended up calling them and they were pissed off as hell man. Bit I thought they’ll get used to me of always getting in trouble in all. Life is just weird in that way. Yet I don’t understand why some people are bored with something they don’t deserved in life. I think it’s unfair. Life is a Bitch and is always getting me in the ass. I was at home now and My Dad was yelling at me the hole time in the car ride. My mom didn’t say a word to me. My 4 year old Brother Adam looked clueless on situation that was happening. All I did was looks at the car’s window and wonder when was this going to end. We got home and things was getting even worse for me.
Dad: “ABBIE !!!! WHAT THE HECK WERE YOU THINKING ??? FIRST YOU SNEAK OUT OF YOUR ROOM AND THAN LATER END UP BEATING OF SOME RANDOM GIRLS YOU DON’T KNOW ??? FOR GOD SAKE YOUR FREAK IN 17 AND YOUR ONLY ABOUT 1 DAY FOR YOUR 18 BIRTHDAY !!!! WHEN ARE YOU EVER GOING TO LEARN AND GROW UP !!!!!!
Abbie: Stop yelling at me old man, That Bitch had it coming, She was the one who started the situation! NOT ME !
Dad: “ WHO THE HELL YOU THINK YOU ARE ???
Abbie “I’m Abbie Autumn, That’s who I am ! “
Dad: “ REALLY???? ALL I SEE IS BITCHY CHILD WHO CARES ABOUT HERSELF!!!!! “
Abbie: “DON’T CARE ABOUT MYSELF OLD MAN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DON’T EVEN LIKE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU ASSHOLE !!!!!!!
Dad: ( Slaps Abbie on the check throws her down on the floor) YOU FUCKING LISTEN TO ME BITCH !!!!!! YOU LEAVE IN MY ROOF NOT NO ONE ELSE'S !!!!!!!
Abbie: “( crying in pain) Now…… you listen to me …….you careless basterd……. When I turn 18 I’m OUT OF THIS HELL HOLE AND I CAN DO ANY SHIT I WANT!!!!!!!!………I DON’T FUCKING NEED YOU IN SURVIVE LIFE ?!!!!! I CAN MAKE IT ON MY OWN
Dad: : FINE BY ME ( leaves the room )
Mom: “( looks at Abbie and starts crying) Abbie……… you didn’t met that……. Did you ? Please don’t leave…… I love you and your brother Adam does too. Your father only hit you just to stop you of making anymore mistakes……………………….it’s also how he sows he loves you …………………………
Abbie: “ For love you say ???? THAT’S NOT LOVE !!!!!!!!! IF HE LOVED ME THAN HE WOULDN’T LAY HIS HANDS ON ME !!!!! YOUR AREN”T ANY BETTER THAN HIM !!!! JUST STANDING THERE DOING NOTHING
Mom: “Abbie I …..
Abbie: “ Save it, Anything you say isn’t going to change my mind of leaving this place. You’ll see I’ll get a life and proof you wrong ( goes to her room )
It was a hard night for me. I couldn’t sleep, I was in pain, I was still bleeding from the hit I got when My Dad throw me through the floor. I was mad at my dad, My mom, and myself and yet there was only one person in my life I loved more than anything was my Brother Adam. I didn’t wanted him to stay here either. I only became fucked up in life was cause My Dad was always Busting me and drank to much alcohol. I didn’t wanted my brother to go to that pain I went through my childhood. I had only one thing to do. Leave with my brother in my hands and find a new life together. Where He would be there to ruin it. That night I started to pack up my stuff and I headed to my brother’s room and got his stuff ready. He was sleeping in his bed. Adam Sure did look cute sleeping there.
Abbie: “ Adam, Adam Wake up “
Adam: “ ( opens his eyes and while holding to his teddy bear) Abbie ??? Why you here ??? It’s morning already ??
Abbie: “ Your sure a cute lil boy Adam, Me and you are going to a long vacation Starting now “
Adam:” Really ?? Why aren’t Mommy and Daddy coming ?? “
Abbie: ‘ They said we can go alone, Since Now I’m 18 and I’m now known as a adult to those eyes”
Adam: “ Oh ok I’ll get dress up “
Abbie; ‘ Good boy ”
It did hurt me for lying to Adam about where we were going. To tell you the truth, I didn’t know where we were going. London is a big place for the both of us. But hey we’ll survive…… I think. It can’t be so hard for a new 18 year old and a 4 year old lil cute neko boy.
Adam: “ I’m ready Abbie “
Abbie: “ Alright than, Let’s go ( Open up a window) Come Adam lets go see how big is London and find new things there.
Adam: “ Ummmm OK but you sure I’ll not get hurt ? “
Abbie: “ Adam I promise you, Your older Sis Abbie will always Protect you”
So we were off to go the big city where London was expecting us too. I got ready by turning up my motorcycle and We both Had already left our hell hold. I was just glad that I was not the only one leaving out of there. Adam I’m sure he’ll have a better life with me.