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Name: Caitlin (ケイトリン)
Nicknames: Cate, Deidara, Dei, Clay, Cat, Emo Panda, Dei-chan, Dei-san, Senpai, Deiara, Kyuubi, Dei-Dei, D, Dei-kun, Die, Die-Die, CK, That weird emo, The emo, That girl who draws good, Werewolf, Boss, One-chan, Kitsune, Cait Cait, and others but are too long to go into
Birthday: April 12, 1995
Age: 18
Gender: Female
Relationship Status: X3 Taken <3
Likes: Friends, Anime, Akatsuki, Naruto, Pokemon, video games, drawing, writing, reading comics, Digimon, Manga, Death Note, Inuyasha, Bleach, Making up jutsu (Yes, I'm a Narutard and I get that bored), collecting Naruto stuff, taking personality quizzes, Cosplaying as an Akatsuki member, creating comics, Deidara, TV, and the list continues...
Dislikes: Pervs (That means you sickos that take advantage of people... because most of my friends, including me, are pervs XD) Preps, and Stray cats (THEY WON'T LEAVE!)
Weapons: Bamboo Staff, Pencils, markers, yardstick, and anything I can find...
Clubs I belong to: A lot
Current Art Projects Working on: (view posts) Anything else I'm currently forgetting (and or) is in my mind and will work on it later
What I'm Doing at this Moment: Things
TheO Buddys: (not put in any specific order even though they kinda died) SandLover13, Sasukelover001, wolfdemonchild9, gaaragirl911, LunaLei, Hikari Mogami, SojiRem, imouto chan, cheriblosomchibi, Otomi Babii, Naomi Bear, Pikmin541, Kakashisgf, AngelsCryTo, gaaraskittygirl (actual friends in real life) ajLOVEStobi, Emo Dei Kyuubi, (actual friends in real life that aren't ever online) Jocex13, XxTatsuyaxRyuuxX
Enemies: None really... I've gotten over that.
Words I live by: Some come with depression... Some just blow up in our faces... Some come in the form of stress work or hysteria... Some come as a distraction just to lure us... Some come with laziess... And some come as frustration... Whichever form it may come, they're all EVIL and we, as artists, must NOT be over powered by the face of artist block... See that thing? Then scream, Run in circles, And kill it whichever way you choose. If you don't, YOU CATCH THE ARTIST BLOCK! D:
Cosplay: Deidara, Inuyasha, L, Near, Tamaki Suoh, Sebastian Michaelis, Alois Trancy, America, England, Prussia, Monobear, Eren Jaeger, Cry, 2p!Russia, Thor, Sweden, Markiplier, Hetalia Fandom


-What starts as art becomes an explosion-
-Art is a BANG un!-

゙(゚、 。 7
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 ししf_, )ノ Woof! Imma cat!


Now For Some AWESOME Quotes:

"Oh yeah... He looks so crazy. He's totally going to walk outside with that hair with a machete, and run around screaming 'IMMA CUT SOME BABIES!!!!!'" -Me

"Smell The Coffee Spiderman 2" -Cris

"I'm Julio! FEED ME BEANIE BABIES!!!!!" -Julio

"ケーキはうそです。 (The cake is a lie)" -Chris K.

"Okay class, today we are learning about... Batman. Now, what is Batman's real name?"
"Bruce Wayne!"
"I do know. I was just asking everyone."
"No, not you. *points to Taylor* She doesn't know who Batman is!"
"... *points to door* Get out." -Lincoln, Andrew, and Ian

"Okay... Now who is Batman's main enemy?"
"The Penguin!"
"The Joker."
"That's right, the Joker... Now, who is the Joker's girlfriend?"
"The Penguin! (has been saying this repeatedly)"
"Who said the Penguin?!" -Lincoln, Scott, and Ian

"Hey Ms. B."
"Lincoln, what are you doing?"
"... Teaching the class about Batman." -Lincoln and Mrs. Mulligan (Ms. B)

"There's only one phrase you need to say to get girls to cover their chests."
"Is it boobs?"
"No. I said phrase, that's a word."
"Then what is it?"
"I like boobs :D" -Ian and Joce

"*looks over and sees Joce, then rolls down truck window while driving past* THERE'S WALDO!"
"Really?!" -Me and Waldo (AKA Joce)

"I've got a question, and anyone feel free to answer it, but: Why is it when women sleep with a lot of men they are considered whores while when men sleep with a lot of women, they're considered awesome?"
"Well I have an answer to that, but let me put it this way: A key, that's a master key, is awesome because it can open any lock, but a lock that just opens with any key you put in- is a shitty lock." -Ian and Zach

"This chick did used to have boobs. They were of... *looks at Britney's chest then mine* ... considerable size."
"... I love how you just said that after staring at their boobs." -Ian and Joce

"If you don't want to see it, don't look. It's just like if you see me walking around naked, if you don't want to look, don't look." -Ian

"Do you know what a half hunter is?"
"A what?"
"A half hunter."
"A half hunter... A hunter that hunts after bodies if the head hunter doesn't get his way?"
"Clever... But it's a pocket watch." -Lincoln and Mrs. Mulligan

"Who decided one random day, 'Hey, I'm going to long divide!'?"
"I thought about that a long time ago... and finally decided it was a crazy person." -Lincoln and Mrs. Mulligan

"I'm sad..."
"Why are you sad?"
"I died..."
"Then how are you still here?"
"... Um..."
"Are you a figment of my imagination?"
"... Let's go with that." -Chris K. and Me

"Kenny! Where should your butt be?"
"In your pants" -Mrs. Mulligan and Gary

"Lincoln! Where were you?"
"Kicking Storm Trooper's asses" - Andrew and Lincoln

"Wow the entire night was crazy. My brother and his girlfriend went into his room and closed the door behind them and I sat on the couch and played Pokemon." -Zach

"I doughnut feel like twerking on French homework." -Denny


"Always remember to reverse-gyrate your way out of bathrooms... for everyone's safety." -Markiplier

Christmas Meme

I'm trying to get into the Christmas Mood... so here's a meme :3

Favorite Christmas…
01. Non-Jesus-related song? "Blue Christmas"
02. Jesus-related song? "Breath of Heaven"
03. Santa-related song? "Santa Claus is Coming to Town"
04. Fictional character? I don't really have a favorite :/ I used to like Rudolph but I can't really say I like watching it anymore
05. Dinner’s main course? Normally it's Ham
06. Dinner’s dessert? French Silk Pie
07. Scent (pine, gingerbread, candles…)? It mostly kinda just smells like our house
08. Animated movie? A Charlie Brown Christmas
09. Non-animated movie? I don't have one really... most of them suck... Bad Santa was okay...
10. Personal memory? I don't really have very many memories of Christmas... though they've been without yelling...
11. Story/Fairy Tale? The Night Before Christmas :3

This or That
12. Candy cane or peppermint patties? Candy Canes
13. Sugar or gingerbread cookies? Sugar... I don't like gingerbread much
14. Tinsel or beaded strands? I like Tinsel much more
15. Multi-colored or same-colored lights? I like the same mostly
16. Flashing or still lights? I like still preferably
17. Wreaths or mistletoe/holly? Wreaths
18. Rudolph or Frosty? Frosty bitches >:3
19. Sledding or snowball fights? Snowball fight!
20. Snow or ice/icicles? Snow
21. Snow hat or earmuffs? Snow hat -w-
22. Getting or giving? Giving ^w^ <3
23. Snow days or plow trucks? SNOW DAYS!
24. Stockings or presents? Stockings have more candy... I'd prefer that since I don't want much really ^^
25. Cookies & milk or letter to Santa? Cookies and milk
26. Christmas Eve or Christmas Day? I like Christmas Day because everyone isn't rushing or arguing on that day
27. Log Burning Channel or real thing? Real thing... though I can't get too close to it or I'll have a nosebleed
28. Cards or emails? Cards.
29. Shoveling or cleaning off the car? Shoveling
30. The Inn’s manger or the animals? Animals
31. Mary & Joseph or The Wise Men? I don't like either really...
32. Hot cocoa or eggnog? Cocoa
33. Jack Frost or Little Drummer Boy? Jack Frost

Yay or.. Ugh
34. Holiday shopping? Yay!
35. Icy roads? Ugh
36. Limited driving visibility? Yay!
37. Christmas carolers. Ugh
38. Mall Santas? Ugh
39. Salvation Army Santas? Ugh
40. Blizzards? Yay!
41. 24/7 Holiday radio? Yay!
42. Freezing cold? Yay!
43. Setting up the tree? Yay!
44. Wrapping presents? Ugh
45. Visiting/seeing family? Depends...
46. Ad-Lib on “Rudolph…” (like Monopoly!) UGH!
47. Free mint red/white candy? Yay!
48. Belief in Santa Claus? Yay!
49. Chocolate countdown calendar? Yay! ADVENT!
50. Peeking at your gifts (or by accident)? Ugh
51. Making out with Santa under the mistletoe? UGH! NO!
52. Decorated houses? Yay!
53. Extreme decorated houses? Yay!
54. White Christmas morning? YAY!
55. Searching for ornaments in the attic? Ugh
56. Santa knowing when you’re sleeping and awake? Pretty Creepy ._.'

Name That Tune
57. “Outside the snow is falling and friends are calling.” Dunno...
58. “Good tidings for Christmas and a happy New Year.” We Wish You a Merry Christmas
59. “The lights are turned way down low…” Not sure...
60. “In the meadow we can build a snowman.” Winter Wonderland
61. “Oh what fun it is to ride in a one-horse open sleigh!” Jingle Bells
62. “Remember, Christ, our Savior was born on Christmas Day.” No idea... hate religious songs
63. “Not only green when summer’s here, but also when ’tis cold and drear.” No idea...
64. “And Heaven, and Heaven and nature sing.” Joy to the World
65. “Tis the season to be jolly, fa la la la la, la la la la.” Deck the Halls
66. “Down through the chimney with lots of toys…” Up on the Housetop

First Thought That Comes To Mind When You Hear…
67. Snowflake! Where?
68. Pinecones! Trees
69. Elves! People with pointy ears
70. Sleigh! Sledding
71. Presents! Opening
72. Cookies! Milk
73. Misletoe! Pranks >X3
74. Rudolph! Red-nosed Reindeer
75. Blizzard! Running outside
76. School’s Canceled! Awesome
77. Ice Skating! Falling through the ice
78. Santa’s Lap! Crushing Santa
79. Black Friday! Running away from shopping
80. God’s Son! ...
81. Melting Snow! Sadness
82. Lumps of Coal! Chucking them at people
83. Nutcracker! Cracking guys where the sun don't shine
84. Ho Ho Ho! Allena's Corner XD
85. North Pole! Arctic

What’s a Winter Activity YOU Do…
86. …In the snow by yourself? Catching snowflakes
87. …Inside by yourself? Watch Christmas specials
88. …In a public place (with/alone)? Nothing really
89. …With friends/family in the snow at home? Talk to them and build snowmen
90. …With friends/family inside at home? Watch TV Christmas specials

Grade/Rate Holiday Movies A – F
91. A Christmas Story. B
92. How The Grinch Stole Christmas? C
93. The Santa Clause? A
94. Rudolph The Red-Nosed Reindeer? B
95. Frosty The Snowman? B
96. Home Alone. C
97. National Lampoon’s Christmas Vacation. F
98. Elf. F
99. Miracle on 34th Street. D
100. A Charlie Brown Christmas. A

The ____ Present You’ve Received?
101. Most expensive? A Netbook
102. Ugliest? Snowman pillow
103. Worthless? Nothing really worthless
104. Most-wanted (personally)? For people to stop yelling at me for no reason
105. Most-wanted/popular (media frenzy)? Everything
106. Unwanted? Beyonce CD
107. Never-used? I don't know...
108. Exchanged for something else? A Nintendo DS Lite for the money
109. Biggest (size)? My Black Electric Guitar
110. Most meaningful? The Martin Guitar my Grandpa got for me

Christmas At My House…(one or the other)
111. Tree is fake/real? Fake
112. Tree is under/above 4′? Above
113. Open presents Christmas Eve/Day? Day
114. House/entire yard is decorated? Just the front
115. Amount of presents under the tree? Too many to count
116. Snowman is a male/female? Mostly male
117. Go for Santa/Jesus? Santa
118. Homemade/delivered/takeout Christmas dinner? Homemade
119. Bedtime is before/after midnight? After
120. Wake-up is before/after 7am? Sometimes before... sometimes after
121. Go/don’t go to church on Christmas? We don't ever go to church
122. Pray & sing Happy Birthday/do nothing before bed? Do nothing
123. Do shopping before/after Thanksgiving? Usually after
124. Low-key/over the top decorations (inside and out)? Sometimes outisde... but not this year

Have You Ever?
125. Built a snowman? Yep :3
126. Heard Santa’s sleigh? No
127. Seen Santa & Rudolph in the sky? No
128. Sat on Santa’s lap? Yes... was also forced
129. Shoveled the driveway/sidewalk? No... but I want to
130. Made snow angels? Yes
131. Built a fort/igloo? Kinda yes... kinda no... it was half-way built
132. Wrote a Christmas list? Yes
133. Wrote a letter to Santa? Yes
134. Left cookies/milk for Santa & reindeer? Yes
135. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? Yes
136. Went caroling? No
137. Got hurt during the winter season? I fell down on some ice while running to catch the bus
138. Gone ice skating/sledding? Sledding :3
139. Kissed under a mistletoe? No
140. Experienced/saw a miracle happen? No
141. Get everything you wanted for Christmas? Yes
142. Cooked/baked? Yes

Complete The Line
143. “Jolly Old Saint Nicholas, lean your ___ this way.” Ear
144. “And children listen to hear ___ bells in the snow.” Sleigh
145. “And on every street ___ you’ll hear silver bells.” Corner
146. “O night divine, O night when Christ was ___.” Born
147. “All I want for Christmas is my ___ front teeth.” Two
148. “It’s beginning to ___ a lot like Christmas.” Look
149. “Round yon virgin ___ and child.” Mother
150. “Sing praises to our Heavenly ____.” Father

Christmas 101
151. Color of Rudolph’s nose? Red
152. Jesus’ Virgin Mother? Mary
153. What made Frosty come to life? His old silk hat
154. Two main colors of Christmas? Red and green
155. Does Mrs. Claus have a first name? Not that I know of
156. Where does Santa live? North Pole
157. True love gave what on the second day of Christmas? Two turtle doves and a partrich in a pear tree
158. What kind of nuts are roasting on an open fire? Chesnuts

Make Up Your Own Christmas Tale
159. Once upon a time, there was a: Christmas dog
160. Who couldn’t stop: Kicking cats
161. After a while, she fell asleep next to a: Candy cane
162. When they woke, there was: A ton of snow
163. Thanks to them, Christmas: Was pretty normal as usual

How Does He Do It?
162. Get down the chimney? Magic
163. Deliver presents all over the world? Time is longer
164. Get so fat and still act so jolly? It's kinda like me most of the time XD
165. Recruit reindeer for sleigh-pulling lessons? He raises them
166. Provide compensation for elves making toys? They get a home and food
167. Stay unseen from the rest of the world? People don't care to look

Would It Still Be Christmas Without…
168. Candy canes? Yes
169. Snow? No
170. Stores opening at 5am? Yes
171. Winter vacation? No
172. Visiting family & friends? No
173. Fake Santas? Heck yes
174. Christmas trees? No
175. New holiday movies? Definately yes
176. Getting holiday greeting cards/email? No
177. Holiday tunes? No

Share Your Stories in 1 Sentence
178. The best Christmas you’ve had. They're all pretty equal
179. The most upsetting Christmas you’ve had? Never had one
180. One hilarious Christmas blooper? Cooper walking around with a box on his head

True Or False
181. You prefer to stay inside where it’s warm? False
182. You’ve given something (or $) to charity? True
183. You spent more than what people spent on you? False... people barely let me spend anything >>
184. You like to take your time opening presents? False... no one else does
185. The thing you want most this year costs $100+? False... I don't really want anything
186. You expect to get more than 10 presents this year? True... cause they want me to have something
187. You’re a Scrooge/Grinch? False
188. Christmas = snow? True
189. You know the lyrics to more than 25 Christmas songs? False

Grab Bag
190. Three best things about Christmas?
191. Worst Christmas song?
192. If you were a Christmas character, who would you be?
193. What type of decoration should stop being made?
194. Tastiest holiday treat?
195. Favorite pop culture/stereotypical Christmas icon (noun)?
196. Know how to make cookies/brownies/cake from scratch?
197. Ever cut your mouth on a candy cane/candy?
198. What other culture would you like to experience Christmas with?
199. What kind of pattern/pictures do you like on your wrapping paper?
200. Will you make a Christmas picture for your blog/website/profile?

Will finish later tomorrow

To Those Who Played LOZ: Majora's Mask

I kinda have a serious question... whenever you have played this game... have you ever felt strange or odd? Just like in anyway... Have you been frightened by any of the characters, screenshots, pictures, words... or have you just gotten mad for no reason when you played the game or looked at it? Or just kinda blackout and have an out-of-body experience?

This is a really serious question and I'd like to hear anything from anyone. Please comment below what you experienced

Sunday - Is it Odd...

That I'm really lacking the will and iniciative to do anything lately? I don't know why but I'm procrastinating more than usual :/ I suppose it's just because of Christmas coming around... and waiting... and some boredom too... I dunno... today I just woke up and don't really feel in the happy Christmas mood...

In fact, I feel quite lonely and abandoned for some reason I don't know... :/ *sighs* I also wrapped a total of: 1 present out of 5 that I was supposed to wrap about... a week ago... I guess I'm just pretty lazy and feeling apathetic this year :/

Well, this year really hasn't been the best for our family... My pawpaw (the only grandpa I have living) is going to die soon... Family's growing more and more apart... The younger kids are getting brattier... and just a whole bunch of stuff... but all of that isn't why I'm upset... and I really don't know what's up with me...

I really was fine last night... but today... I don't know... :/ I think I'm just weird or something...

Urban Dictionary Meme

Rules: Go to www.urbandictionary.com and type in your answers to the following ten questions. Post the first definition it gives you.

1. What is your name?

The Gaelic spelling for a shortened form of Catherine or Kathleen.

The only correct way to spell this name. It does not include: Caitlyn, Catelyn, Catelin, Kaitlin, Kaitlyn, Caitlynn, Caitlan, etc.
Caitlin has cool parents who can spell.

2. How old are you?

One of the worst ages of being a teenager. You are in the middle and you wind up with the most problems that age. You are too young to drive without an adult, cannot go to the prom, and get a part time job like real teenagers. Your head is up your ass and one day you are still a kid watching cartoons and another day you'll like to have sex. This is also the age when most teen problems occur such as anorexia and cutting.
Bob: I am 15... what a crappy age. Only a few months until I turn 16, I can't wait.

3. What is one of your friends’ names?

Louis Roederer's Cristal. Arguably the finest champagne on earth, 55% Pinot Noir and 45% Chardonnay. Eloquent, intense, subtle nose with aromas of almond on an underlying theme of fresh white flowers.
P-Diddy ordered another bottle of Cris and remarked, "My goodness Jay-Z, these gossamer-like bubbles are so gladdening! Mmmm, such a full opulent attack, remarkable balance, exquisite finesse, and extraordinary length, don't you say?"

4. What should you be doing?

eat ( P ) Pronunciation Key (t)
v. ate, (t) eat·en, (tn) eat·ing, eats
v. tr.
1. To take into the body by the mouth for digestion or absorption
2. Vulgar slang. To perform oral sex on
3. Informal. To bother or annoy
4. To destroy, ravage, or use up by or as if by ingesting

5. What is your favourite colour?

1.Darkness, a dark colour, the colour of this text is black.
2.A race - The black race can range from African american to polynesian.
1. I own a black car.
2. A black person stole my car.

6. Where were you born?

a location that is inferior to, or at least less significant than, a nearby place (from "The Simpsons")
"I'm moving to Elm Street." "Dude, that's Shelbyville."

Though here's the true definition of where I was born apparently...:

a hicktown, in Shelby County Indiana. Also known as Shelbytucky.
"Man, your mom's aunt is also her cousin? That's messed up. Where are you from again??"
"Shelbytucky, right. Hick."

7. What month were you born in?

the month were the sexiest bitches are born
april is the month were the most beautiful,sexy girls r born lol

8. What day were you born on?

Wednesday, (wenz day), noun.
(Anglo Saxon -- Wodnesdaeg meaning of Woden's day or Odin's day.)
1. The fourth day of the week.
2. From the Christian Calendar derived from the Gregorian Calendar.
Wednesday is a very good day to go to work, and maybe go to the park after work.
Ain't nothing like a job / job job.
Wednesday is hump day.

Though I'm accustomed to...:

the day of the week when EVERYTHING happens.
only on wednesday...

9. Who was the last person you talked to?

An extremely attractive girl whos flirty personality and curvacious figure will keep you coming back for more. She's typically a brunette but occasionally acts blonde. She enjoys long relationships and has many close guy friends. Often mistaken for a "slut" but really isn't. She can also be a super bitch if you get onto her bad side.
"dude, i want to hang out with that girl, shes such an Amber"

10. What is one of your nicknames?

the coolest chick in the world, it's pronounced like 'Kay' but cooler in that it's a funky way of spelling it
"Kei your so fucking awesome i want to have wild and hot sex with you"

.3. ... Made none of those up... you can look yourself... technically April, I used the second one because the first one had to do with the name... I wanted the month

Thursday - It's so funny when...

Some parts of the day was happy, while the other part was quite depressing for me...

I made a joke with my friend a day before yesterday that I would kill myself that night to avoid finals... Then when we had music finals... -.-' I failed... greatly... even though I practiced... and what sucked was I had Almond to judge me... and he's hard on everybody... though at least I was able to get through him faster... He didn't really care about my audition though... he didn't look at me at all during the whole thing... and he kept stopping me so... I started doing worse and worse... just because I didn't feel confident at all... So I know that I failed Band finals... he didn't even say "Good job" ... so I know that I'm terrible... but I really don't care. I can play better as a group better than an individual... unless I know no one is around me then I can play. But yeah... Results for this final: Knowing Almond... A D...or a C... maybe an F so... TERRIBLE At least there was a writing... so maybe it made up for it...?... or not...

That ended up stressing me out til 2nd period... and I had another final... the first final stressed me out and I took it out on the next final (the art) and I had to take down all the writing first, in case I didn't finish everything... (which I didn't)... I got to the room drawing and it was hard doing everything so precise... then I get to the tube of paint with few minutes left and I was stressing out because of everything so I ended up pressing harder... Cris told me not to press so hard and that it was too dark (since he was done)... but what was done was done... So when it was over and I didn't finish... I was really sad... the teacher said that since I finished most of it I should be: OKAY

After all of that, Cris and I left the room and didn't say anything to me for a while until we got to the middle hallway, where he pressed me up against the wall and firmly held me by the shoulder and told me that he didn't want me to say I wanted to kill myself. He said he didn't want to hear it and told me that his friend kept telling him the night before she wanted to kill herself, which made him feel bad... but hearing that I wanted to made him feel just terrible. He didn't want me to say that again and there was no reason for me to be so stressed out... I calmed down a bit and I apologized to him since I really needed that talk and said I wouldn't do it again. Then we hugged and I went to lunch. I knew everything I needed to know for my Japanese final, so I know I would do good on that one. (especially since I remembered everything for the final... some particles though, I could've done better on... cause I think I missed one or two)

Then Cris and I went to go see my Pawpaw with the rest of the family... The visit didn't effect me much... Even seeing him in a poor state, connected to all those machines, and knowing that he had forgotten things... and would die soon. I don't know why... but I really was never attached to them because they paid more attention to Whitney than me... so even seeing Pawpaw dying in front of me... it only makes me pity him... it seems terrible for me to say that... but it's true...

Then when we got home... the computer screwed up and I could talk to Cris for only a few minutes because his friend that wanted to kill herself wanted him to call her... He asked if he could call me back... but he couldn't because I knew he'd talk to her for a while... and once he'd be done, he wouldn't be able to call anyway.

I suppose things are better now... but I'm talking to Amby to feel a bit better since... well... I kinda needed to talk to someone right now, but I'll be better no worries ^^