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Lost-The Girl In another one's mind
P.Asana here! Im writing a short story based on the book Unwind by Neal Shusterman, it's a great story and it inspired me to write my own little unwind Character(s). This short story is about a girl, whose parents decided to unwind her because she has separation anxiety, fail to do her work, a distraction and refuses violently, she can see and hear what other people can't, so her parents decide to put her in a hospital, which broke free and ran, ran, ran....
Lost-The Girl In another one's mind
It was raining, raining hard, all i can remember is me running for my life. My parents don't understand what i'm going through, they think i'm crazy, just because i can hear and see the girl. All she want's is to understand life, to be free, but she's trapped in my mind. It started when the doctor discovered i had a brain tumor. -flash back-"I believe the only way to save her is to give her another unwinds brain piece, we are going to separate the tissue......"I heard voices very faint, but i could here the conversation, my eyes fluttered open slightly then things went dark again. Later after the sugary, things weren't the same, i heard voices, sometimes i would find information, a past memories that i've never experienced. As if i'm looking through someone else's eyes. Things got worse during the years. I started being ignorant, disrespectful to my parents, refusing and not doing what i'm told and stealing. I've never once done those horrible things in my life until now, and I never could figure it out. Through my pre-teen years it got severe,I started to see a girl around maybe 15, she would have one blue eye, and one green, long bright auburn strawberry red hair, she was breath taking.I became friends with her,i would show her my dolls, and play dress up. But she would disappear when my parents came in, they thought i had mental illness so they took me to an institute in philadelphia. On my 17th birthday my parents signed the Unwind papers. My heart sank, i couldn't do it.I loved my parents dearly, but i don't want to be unwound for something I can't explain. So i escaped the hospital and ran, ran, ran. -end flashback-
I was running as fast as my feet could carry. Looking back over my shoulder with the police and their dogs after me, I wasn't ready to die, the girl, she didn't understand why she was unwound. She didn't even know that she was, and thought that she was alive, not living in someone else's mind, i'd get numerous head aches, like she would be digging deep into my mind, and try and look for answers i couldn't answer. I can't. I lost them an hour of running they decided to give up, i stopped myself before a cliff, i looked down at the dark abyss. Tears started to fall, my heart was broke in millions of pieces. I thought, the girl took over,
Annabell
I didn't know where i was, this woman, i've been with her since she had the brain tumor. But i didn't quite understand. I would try to remember a certain memory, but when i try i can't find it and start to panic. What was that memory, i dug in as deep as i could....then it hit me, i was in a green field, near the beach, i turned and saw a small cottage. I felt my lips crook into a smile, i looked at my feet, and was wearing i red golden strapless dress. The one my uncle gave me. I was walking to a cliff, and looked down....but then the memory disappeared.
Naomi
My head was pounding, i was on my knees, shaking and distressed. i started to cry at the memory, maybe this girl wasn't unwound, i lifted my head and saw a cottage, my eyes widened, i looked across the field, it was the beach, was this the girls home? I looked back behind me and saw the police, doctors and......my parents? I shook my head. "Come Naomi, come home with mommy and daddy."I glared at her, "Don't talk to me like i'm a child!"My mother backed away. I stood up, my life is a living hell, i'm done fighting, i could run, find a place no one would find me. But i don't want to hide, my time is over, i found what the girl was after. All she wanted was to remember that one last detail, before she jumped. But why did she?She was happy?. I looked at the black abyss again, tears well up again. They fell from my cheeks, not bothering to wipe them away, she was my new family and i jumped just for her,i heard everyone screaming my name but i didn't care all i wanted was to be at peace.....
The Girl That heard the Moons voice
Hey! P.Asana here, I wrote another Lyric story^^Within Temptation Where Is the Edge, if you want get the song and listen to it while reading but you don't have to ^^Hope you like it^^Please comment what you think!BYE!
Disclaimer: I don't own anybody in Naruto except my character Akabrra Enjoy!!
I walked in the middle of the midnight sky, the moonshining brightly and happily. 'I wish i was the moon, it shines so beautifully in the night sky. And smiles at the people who walk under it' I thought to myself. It was getting intense in Konoha, in a dramatic way, all the girls that follow Izumo around, they're his fangirls. And they believe that they can have him all to them selves, and no other girls should deserve him but them. I felt the blood inside me boil. I closed my eyes as i walked. -Flashback- He hates you! you're a freak, stay away from Izumo he's ours and besides, he doesn't like cursed girls, and rather want's you to die in as hole that you came out of! Leave Konoha you're stench is reeking this place!-End Flashback- I sighed at the night sky, like it was hearing the fight in my head, the mist surrounded me, my breath was shown in it. The mist hugged my small ankles, the soft cold breeze caught me, the wind catching my long curly hair, my icy blue eyes looked up at the moon. 'Why am i such a freak? what's so wrong with me? Do i not deserve not even love? Is that what being cursed does?'I said aloud, as if talking to the moon hoping for an answer by it.That god evil woman, she's a witch! The wind blew at me again, it tickled my nose. I giggled. 'One day' Is what i heard, my eyes shot open looking to see if anyone was near by. Left, right, no one? Did the moon lit sky answer my question? I thought about the ironic question. I shook my head in disagreement. No". Then a sound of a twig snapping brought me to my senses.I felt a presence i wasn't aware of, i turned around slowly, -Music starts-
Looking at the distinct mist behind me, what was that? i thought.
I walked again, but the sound came back. I turned around to hear a low evil laugh, it wasn't a pleasant being, then he came from the shadows, my eyes shot open. It was horrid, he was tall, very tall, he had bandages on his arms and legs, scars of his face. His eyes were a blood red color, one of his arms turned into a long sword, i wasn't going to fight back, i was in too much pain to do so. I let him take it on me, ran at me and stabbed his arm into my stomach, blood coming out of my mouth as he did so, his force was so strong that he slammed me into a nearby tree. I coughed, 'what's a pretty girl like you playing in the devils playground?it's past curfew in konoha you sure you wanna be out here? I glared at him, my blue eyes going demonic, -Chuckle-Well you ain't gonna be comin' back there soon, so lets end you're life!" He lashed at me. Cutting my chest deeply, i cried out, my life wasn't going any where, i was for sure not going to tell izumo how i feel, and i would probably never get the chance. I closed my eyes when he lifted his arm up again, waiting for it to come down and finish me off, tears started to fall, 'I love you izumo'I whispered in the night sky, hoping that the moon my new found friend would give him the message for me, because i wasn't going to live much longer. I waited, not wanting to see the blood spew out of me, "I love you too!" My heart froze, and this sticky syrup like substance started to surround me and the demon, the demon struggled to get free, but i was free from it, and pulled from the demon quickly, i was seeing lights, hearing voices around me, the sounds of screams?.
I woke up in a cold sweat, panting, breathing as hard as my lungs could bare. I looked around but my vision was fuzzy and couldn't see well. My head was pounding, the light i could make out was blinding, was i dead? what happened to me?. My chest heavy, i was in so much pain. My vision came to focus, i reached my arm at the blinding light and grabbed onto something, but it was a warm safe presence, i felt hair in my smooth hands, my tears began to fall from my eyes, and held onto the that presence. I felt strong warm arms around my waist, "Hey, shh, i'm here now everything s ok now Akabrra."A soft voice spoke, the voice filled my ears like a song. I looked up, it was Izumo, the one i loved. He was with me? Am i dead?I smiled. "I saw you getting attacked by something outside the village, when kotetsu told me you left the village i ran after you. You were getting hurt so i helped you, why did you leave?" He said slowly with a stern smile. I shook my head, he nodded as if he understood. He looked at my crystal blue eyes.,he stroked my cheek with one hand as he used the other one to pull back my hair, "I heard a voice tell me that you loved me, is that true?"He asked me, i looked shocked, but i nodded. He smiled at me and kissed my soft pink lips. We broke apart and held me tightly, "I love you too Akabrra, and ignore penelope."I nodded again, The night came fast, as that my bed was right next to the window, the moon shining brightly next to it, i smiled at my new found friend, her smiling back. As i was the girl that heard the moons voice.
A/N: Well that kinda sucked, i had technical difficulties, so i wasn't able to type the lyrics in. But if you want download the song and listen to it, well comment and tell me how it was. I bet it sucked^^Thanks!.
Forgiveness Is Everything
A/N: I don't own anyone from Naruto, except my character Victoria. Enjoy^^
It was mid-day, i wasn't aware of what today would give me, i walked through the forest slowly, cautiously. I couldn't sleep at all, knowing that the love of my life went on the most dangerous mission possible, i preferred him to stay as his usual gate guard of Konoha, It just made me now he was safe. But he insisted but i refused so we got in a huge argument. He left not after he broke my heart those hurt-felt words, uncaring, unloving words filled my head as i stood aimlessly watched him leave my apartment slamming the door behind him, leaving me to cry myself to sleep.
-Flash back-
"I can't believe you! This mission is what i'v always wanted, and you're being controlling! You're up my A** so much i can't freaken' breathe!!!!", Izumo yelled at the top of his lungs, i coward in the corner of my bed sobbing, crying my little heart out till i felt like passing out. "I Just don't want you to go!I'm not as controlling as you say i am, but this mission Izumo, no i can't allow it ! I don't want you to go, please--" "NO! i'm going, me and kotetsu will be back in two days tops, god i'm tired of sitting in a freaken' hut all day signing people in and out of this place, i want to go you damn woman!!" I managed to get the strength in my neck to look up to him from my pillow, with my dark emerald begging eyes, pleading, hoping that he won't go. His eyes glared into mine, i felt his anger rise and rise till i couldn't look at him anymore. I looked away frightened to make him anymore angry than he already is. "I don't know victoria, you can beg as much as you want but i'm going, im sorry but---" He paused, "It's over."
-End Flash back-
Those words echoed through my head, we were together for 3 years and he breaks up with me because i had a disagreement? I loved him with all my heart i can't stay mad at him, i need to find him, i need to tell him. I couldn't sleep, the fact that Izumo and kotetsu going out to fight an akatsuki member, it hurt i couldn't live with myself if he got hurt. I know he can be strong and manage on his own but, something feels wrong, something in my gut says "OK." But my heart tells me different, Lady Tsunade told me, If something feels wrong enough What should you listen to?You're gut, or you're heart? I closed my eyes, i was in deep thought i didn't realize i was about to walk off a cliff, before i could react my feet missed and i began to fall. "AAAHHHHHHH"I screeched, my arms flying in the air desperately trying to grab onto the cliff part-----I managed to grab a thick branch hanging on the side, "AH! SOMEONE! ANYONE HELP!!!"I desperately hung on for dear life, i had wings, but i couldn't release them, i have to have a decent run before doing it. My mined raced with possibilities but nothing avail. The branch started to crack, my eyes widened with shock, the branch started to break fully and i started to fall-----I felt a strong grip on my wrist, and i felt like i was being hoisted up. I was in warm comforting arms, in pertection, i opened my eyes and saw my lover, Izumo peering down into my eyes, my eyes started to well up with tears and i started to cry. He held me close, stroking my long purple hair, "Shhhh i'm here now victoria, no need to cry." I nodded in response, i looked up at him and gulped. He put his index and thumb finger under my chin and pulled me into a warm passionate kiss. We broke apart, "What i said to you before i left i'm sorry." All i did was smile, he knew i was just protecting him, "I love you izumo-don't let anyone tell you different."I hugged him not letting him go."Me too babe." I laughed, he helped me to my feet and brushed off my dress, i giggled. Ok lets go, kotetsu found an akatsuki" I nodded again, we entwined our fingers together. We got out into an opening a huge round arena like circle. We found other ninjas from our village interrogating the akatsuki Kotetsu and Izumo found. We stood a little far away, "Hey!" A familiar voice called out to us, i knew the voice, we turned to see kotetsu. "Tell us what the akatsuki is trying to do and you wont face a slow suffering death." One of the ninjas said, the man lifted his head, i looked at him, he had long blonde hair, his face dirt and blood covered, he scared me so i hid behind Izumo. The ninjas began to get impatient, The akatsuki spit at the ninja, he looked at one of the ANBU"s and he nodded, the ninja's came around the man, got their weapons out and began to torture him from hell. Izumo took my head and buried it in the crock of his neck to keep me from seeing horrid things. Metal clashing against skin and the sounds of screaming filled the quiet night sky, i twitched at each sound. When the ninjas were done they took him to Konoha. I looked up in Izumo's eyes, "Will you please forgive me?"He asked, i smiled and nodded. We heard a loud noise so we left the site and went to where the noise was coming from. We went on this big ledge and looked down, it was team Asuma fighting two Akatsuki's. I knew this was bad so i jumped out into the opening and blocked the guys attacks. Thats when the real fight began. The tall man smirked, "So, whose this quimm?" He said evilly. Izumo jumped in front of me and guarded me. "Whose that?" Izumo didn't say a word, "He's Hidan, and the other is Kakuzu."Asuma answered, i was shocked, Hidan!?No way!. We got in fighting stance and 15mins later we engaged in a fight between them. I took on hidan, our weapons clashed, I was running out of chakra, he came at me i picked up a kunai and blocked his attack. "I know about you! i know everything about you, i know about you're sisters death, the fire in you're hometown, i know you started it! you're a freak like me. You killed you're family!!!" I refused to listen to him, "SHUT UP!!!!!!"I stabbed him, blood started to flow out onto my hand, He smiled and started to laugh like an ego-maniac, my skin shivered at the near creepy noise he made. He took his scythe and gabbed it into my stomach, Izumo turned to see what had happened, to see his lover covered in blood, "NO!NOT HER!!!" He ran at hidan with all his strength and released his Starch syrup capture field. Kotetsu used his chakra and ran into the field to pull me out and jumped onto a nearby boulder and set me down. My eyes were heavy and i felt sleep over come me, "Whe--where's---"I stammered, "What!what is it victoria??" I saw kotetsu's eyes well with tears, "Where's my Izumo?"I finally said weakly, He shook his head and yelled for Izumo, Asuma and his team took over. "Victoria are you ok?"He said worriedly, he held me in his arms and set me on his lap closely. I looked up at him crying, "I love you."I said with a small smile, Izumo began to cry. "I love you too my love."He sobbed in my shoulder, "You can't die, not for me, don't leave, i wanna stay with you. I want you by my side, till the day i die."He looked up to look into my dark purple orbs, he stroke my hair, then the side of my cheek, memorizing every part of my face. "you're so beautiful."He said, even though i was on the verge of death, i happened to stretch a smile and blush, I looked to my left and watched as Asuma fought the evil man, i was worried for asuma, he was my adoptive father. He took me in, when the fire started in my hometown, he saw that i was suffering and he took me to Konoha. And Adopted me with full confidence, I love my father. And i'd do anything for him to be safe for his wife's sake. But i was the one to fail her. "Izumo, kotetsu help asuma and his team--" NO!!!I"M NOT LEAVING YOU HERE!!!!"Izumo yelled, kotetsu put his hand on his shoulder in comfort. But izumo didn't give up, he shook his head. "You go help him kotetsu, i'm not leaving her!" Kotetsu only nodded in a sad response, He left. The minutes went by but felt like seconds of my life fading away slowly.My eyes slowly started to close, and my body began to go limp, Izumo saw this and shook me lightly awake. "Hey, hang in there babe, kakashi's team is on their way."He said crying. Team Kakashi came and Sakura healed me as fast as she could, stopping the bleeding, she wrapped a bandage around my stomach. I lifted myself up and laid myself against izumo's chest, he hugged me with a pertection hold. "He's never going to leave you." Kakashi said with a smile, i nodded. But the sky started to go gray, i looked up and it was about to rain. Izumo helped me up and we ran to Asuma and his team, there stood raidou, shikamaru, Ino and choji were kneeling down, 'what happened while i was gone?' i thought to myself. I ran even though my body was still weak. I saw, the most horrifying thing. The dream that i feared would come to reality, Asuma was dying, he was covered in blood, my heart was frozen, i reached out for him and held him close, i closed my eyes wishing this was a bad dream. I had failed her, i had failed pertecting the man that saved me from loneliness and death, I failed his wife, i failed pertecting him. I started to cry my body was shaking--He can't die i made her a promise. I promised everyone, my world went darker than black i was alone. No one here to support my heart that's fallen from my chest. My Izumo, what if i fail to perfect him!?i would never live to see the next day, I held Asuma close. Then light was shown, i looked to my left and right, Raidou, Izumo, Kotetsu, Asuma's team put their hands on my back and shoulder. They're smiling faces looking down at me. Raidou pointed at the sky--the grey raining sky had a cleared opening, i saw the most amazing thing asuma in the sky smiling down at us caressingly. Then i saw my friends, my mother and sister. Surrounded my the shining heavens, they locked hands together. They were happy where they were, they were in peace now, they were moving on. And with that they disappeared into the white light. In heaven. I smiled, looked down to asuma's blank face, no soul, I held his hand and kissed it. I knew that this was the end, i bent down to asuma's ear and said--"I promise i'll pertect you're family, even if i have to die for them, I love you father and you will forever be in my life."I kissed his closed eye then his cheek. Raidou bent down and picked up asuma, we walked silently back to konoha, izumo entwined our fingers together, he put his index and thumb on my chin and pulled my face up to his, he kissed me long and passionately. I loved him with all my passion, we broke apart. I wrapped my arms around his neck. We looked into each others eyes, he bent down on one knee and pulled out a crimson red box, i looked at him questioning. "Victoria Lee Gillespie, i love you with all my heart and will spend the rest of my life with you till i die, Will you marry me and bare my child?"He opened the box and came a beautiful round ring, with two hearts next to each other, i smiled "YES YES YES!!!!!"I jumped on him, he put the ring on me. I smiled at it in awe.
-2 years later-
Izumo and i married and had a son, we named him After my great grandfather and asuma Maverick Asuma Kamizuki.
And had a daughter and named her after my sister Allessa Joan Kamizuki. They are strong and healthy, Maverick has Izumo's looks, and Allessa looks just like you mixed with you sister. big eyes beautiful face and long wavy brown/black hair. They both grew up an became excellent shinobi. Eventually, Allessa was The hokage's right hand advisor, and Naruto was Maverick's inspiration. From time to time i would look up into the beautiful blue lit sky, wondering if asuma sees how much his child has grown, and if one day, he could be with us all.
THE END! Hope you liked it, it was longer than i thought sooo yeah!!!!OH! and i don't own Anyone from silent hill, Thank you!!
Jasdero's Imaginary Friend's *Finished*
Chapter 2 – All the colors you want
Night time wasn't easy on David, as he laid under the covers with Penelope, his mind endlessly on the same topic. 'What am I going to do with him?' David thought. 'Maybe Penelope is right, maybe he belongs in a home or something'.
Down the hallway Jasdero's mind was much like his brothers, racing with thoughts, not the same thoughts, but thoughts. Jasdero was staring out of the window as he had already forgotten about David's concerns from earlier, in the
middle of night he's attention was focused on watching the snow fall. Much like himself his 'friends' were awake too. "I wonder if David will let me play outside tomorrow, I hope the snow is sticky enough to make a snowman!
Hehe…" he added. Yawning loudly and causing a great sense of fatigue to overcome his body. "I don't care if you guys stay awake, but why do you gotta make me an insomniac?" Jasdero cursed the voices.
Hours passed by and Jasdero didn't fall asleep, he attempt to, but stopped by a so called 'friend' of his. Always a simple phrase would be uttered into his ear to wake his brain, and stimulate every lobe. Among the confusion and mild
hysteria caused by a lack of slumber, Jasdero had started to daydream about years before his grim diagnosis.
I was seventeen, I remember sitting in my math class still learning sixth grade algebra, my mind nowhere focused on the numbers marked on the white-board, more on the pearl paper lined with several blue horizontal lines, and a
bold red one going down the paper vertically. About nine other people the class, not including the poor teacher that had to put up with us. I never said much, it kept me out of any social groups, as sad as it sounds, thinking back; it
was probably the best for me.
Jasdero didn't like it when his psyche reminded him of high school years, something time refused to eat. Not the memories of awkward adolescent times, but the face of relatives and small frivolously things, and happy days that faded
into oblivion. Of course time couldn't be blamed for all the dementia like symptoms, a person's memory can fade, much like their sadness or happiness, it brings about new feelings, but Jasdero would never accept that. Before the
disease Jasdero blamed not paying attention to detail, which would always fail him when it came to school related assignments. The truth with school that is, was that he was slow, very slow. At the age of sixteen his reading level had
matched one of a seventh grader, he had failed to learn simple algebraic expressions in the ninth grade, and took twice as long to learn given material than the other students in his class. That was with school, and when diagnosed with
schizophrenia he soon which his excuse from a lack knowledge, to it being the disease fault, till the destruction of his brain was too far gone for him to blame anything on his forgetfulness. His hand enclosed on the pillow case as he
attempted to fall asleep again.
Ten thirty in the morning, Penelope and David were down stairs very much awake, as for Jasdero, he was still resting from the night before. Penelope sat at the dining room table, waiting for David to finish cooking her early lunch.
"So is that brother of yours awake?" She asked her question laced with slight irritation. "He kept waking me up all last night; it's not good for the baby for me to be waking up all though the night." She added.
"He can't help it," David defended his brother.
"Then what can he help? Look sleeping isn't that hard, all a person was to do is relax and fall asleep, I mean I knew he was retarded but…" Her voice stopped as David scolded her with his facial expressions.
"Don't call him that, you know that hurts his feelings, and it's not very nice." David reminded his lover. Penelope turned away from him, being the spoiled brat that she was, she didn't like to take such a social punishment from David.
"God I need a smoke…" She uttered starting to tap her lengthy and expensive press ons against the wood table.
"You know it's not good for the baby, and it's not good for you either." David again preached. Penelope grinned
"I didn't know you were my Dad." She replied. David grinned with her.
"No, I just work for him." David answered. The way he responded to Penelope had turned her cheeks rosy and peach; the way he uttered those words had sounded so seductive to her.
"David." She spoke.
"Yes dear, your food is almost done." His voice loud and compliant,
"Can you come over here?" She asked. Without any clue of what she was up to, David did what she asked of him. "Can you sit down?" Again he did what he was asked of.
"Something wrong?" David inquired just before a long bewitching kiss was placed upon his lips. Now his own cherry tinted face was high on varies chemicals flowing throughout the veins buried deep within his brain. His hand
formed around Penelope's as they shared another kiss before he went back to cooking her lunch.
In his room Jasdero was playing with the voices in his head, knowing well that he wasn't leaving his room at all today. I-spy was the main game they played, one because of how quiet Jasdero could before he wouldn't not bother
Penelope, two because of how forgetful Jasdero was the game could never become old, and three because it was simple.
"I-spy something, purple!" The voices would try to guess what he was seeing "Nope! Try again!" Another guess "Nope, your wrong, but you were really close!" His giggling could be heard from the hallway. As he continued to play,
David stood outside his door overhearing his brother's voice. "I hope David takes me outside today, I know it probably won't happen…" Jasdero took a deep breath. "I haven't seen him all day today, I wonder what Penelope has him doing for her now?" An injection of anger was added to his voice at the last sentence he spoke. Now knowing that Jasdero was truly lonely David felt the strings on his heart being pulled.
"Hey Jasdero…" David called for his brother's attention as he entered his room. "It stopped snowing, do you want to maybe go outside and make a snowman?" David proposal bought delight to Jasdero expressed with a smile, and him
digging out his winter jacket from the pile of clothes in his closet.
The light weight spots of crystallized water floated downward as Jasdero finished make his snowman. Picket white fencing didn't allow anyone to actually see the childish sculpture Jasdero created, but nonetheless Jasdero was still
proud of it.
"Can we color it?" Jasdero questioned with such a innocent and oblivious manner. David who was finishing up the smaller details, such as the rock buttons and eyes let a light sigh of angst escape from his mind.
"Hold on." He uttered as he rammed a deep orangey carrot into the center of the snowman's face. Turning towards his brother almost buzzing with excitement brother, "Do you think I could leave you here well I go get the food
coloring from the house?" David explained, Jasdero head bobbing up and down. Waiting for his brother seemed to be a hard task to complete; Penelope normally didn't like Jasdero being outside of the house.
David we can't just have him running around the streets here! What would the neighbor think!
Penelope would shout.
Jasdero could never understand what the problem was in the winter why he couldn't be outside in the backyard that was gated with a privacy fence as tall as him. He knew that Penelope was embarrassed by him in more ways than one,
but never would a neighbor he thought would see him, well at least he thought. A rubber ball hitting the back of Jasdero head had caught the blond off guard. With the pastel baby blue poka-dot pink under his arm, Jasdero was able to
climb the fence so that he could look over to see who threw the ball.
"Excuse me mister, can I have my ball back?" The cutesy voice of a young girl caught Jasdero of guard; make him lose his grab on the fence. Re-climbing the fence his grip better than before, "I'm sorry that my ball fell into your
yard!" the girl continued to apologize. Without warning Jasdero feel from the fence back into his own yard. Then surprising the little girl with the ball being thrown back into her yard, Jasdero soon re-climbed the fence. The girls smile
enlarged his heart, she had been the first person in a long time for him to make a social contact, without David or Penelope doubting over him. "Thank you mister! Are you
that guy Miss Penelope is marrying?" An innocent question that made Jasdero blush from how wrong it sounded to him. With a quick gesture of his head moving back and forth from side to side, Jasdero and the little girl began to giggle. "Do you live in that house?" the little girl asked. Jasdero
shook his head up and down. "You have really long hair, I wish my hair has that long!" The urchin put her hands into her hood and held her short brown hair.
"Thank you." Was something Jasdero managed to utter.
"Are you shy?" the girl continued to question. Jasdero didn't comment back. "It's okay I won't make fun of you!"
"A little..." He voice anxious, but had managed to make the little girl smile. "People can't understand me when I talk."
"Why?"
Jasdero pointed to his head, "This" then pointed to his mouth "And this, don't like each other." An expression Jasdero was used to seeing when he spoke, confusion.
"Why's that?"
"My mind doesn't like to follow what my mouth and brain wants to say." He tried to express to the little girl.
"Weird, do you want to play ball?" She again questioned him. He shook his head from side to side. "Why?" the girl cried.
"My flesh won't let me." The little girl stared back at him strangely. His pupil's looking upward like he was constraining.
"My mind doesn't like to follow what my mouth and brain wants to say, it thinks its special, but it should know by now the other minds can't understand it half the time." The rambling scared the child and Jasdero knew it, his face
expressed all of the feelings his words couldn't articulate. The sound of the door from the back entrance escaped Jasdero's ears, but David's yelling sure didn't.
"What the hell are you doing?" David yelled. Jasdero waved goodbye to the little girl and jumped off from the fence. David grabbed his brother shoulder. "Come on get away from the fence before Penelope thinks you're talking to the
neighbors…."
Spray bottles filled with different colors of food coloring sat close to the snow figure, as Jasdero picked out what dye he wanted for his snowman.
"This is pretty." His hands enclosed onto the one filled with a deep violet tint. An almost psychedelic snowman graced their backyard. "You like it right?" Jasdero inquire from David. His brother grin let him know that yes, he did well
this time with his coloring skills.
"Just because I said you could have all the colors you want, didn't mean you had to use them all!" David mocked his Jasdero.
"But it's pretty." Jasdero spoke softly, his body starting to shiver.
"Come on let's get back inside, it's getting cold out here." David muttered under his own bitter from low temperatures voice. Entering the breezeway Jasdero continued to stare at the fence, the thoughts he could make out was only
those of more prolonged human interaction.
