HI there I'm Cynthia
I won't really have some specific thing to post about
I'm really just going to use this as a blog.
I'll probably have random updates of the most amazing thing thats happened
or an update about the worst thing thats happened.
I like comments. I like reading them.

Can't fkin sleep.

I can't sleep. I try to to divert my mind from doing something else. So I listened to my mp3 player number 2. I have two mp3 players. One for my "normal" music and the other for my anime sountracks and japanese music. Seriously I have no idea why I do this. But I'm embarassed if someone were to find out what I really listen to or what I like. It's like I won't blast japanese music out my car I guess I'm not that brave. It seems awkward. But yes I love my little black mp3 player that plays great memories. I was listening to knives which is from the trigun soundtrack and it reminded me of spyro. So then I was like omg I have to find the spyro soundtrack and now I can't sleep so I'm downloading the whole soundtrack off khinsider. I have to do this. And also I just feel like listening the soundtracks I feel are the best.

4.Final Fantasy X-Video Game
5.Golden Sun+BOTH-Video Game
6.Fire emblem Radiant dawn and path of radiance-Video Game
7.Spyro-I love the fucking magical music in those games.
8.Night:journey of dreams. I never really played the game but I love the soundtrack.

Random singles I love
Lonely journey- Jeanne D'arc
Wilderness and Desertion-Crisis Core
Shissou-Ouran High School host club-SHIT I DON't HAVE THAT ON MY mp3 now I'll have to download that too...

Well random rant end here.What are you favorite soundtracks?I start senior year in 10 days.

Happy birthday

So today is my birthday.

I've been pretty inactive on here recently and I'm going to be even more. I just came back from my little touring of colleges the past week and I'm leaving again this weekend for a soccer tournament. The college tour left me with so many things to have to do such as starting on all these essays and worst of all starting a portfolio since I want to be a Graphic Design major. That's tough having to include a drawings since I'm really bad at drawing but I guess I'll try my best. And I have no idea on the other hand what sort of things to include in my portfolio like paintings? or Things related to the major I want.

And then I also have school work to get started on 10 service hours for this semester and then I have a reading assignment I have yet to start. And then I also have my soccer tryouts next week which I am not looking forward to. I get traumatized whenever I have to run now SO scared I don't know why. Well I'm not here to complain about my work load just unlease it. I'm 17 today and I'm getting a brand new computer in september so you'll see more of me then and hopefully more work too!

The otaku has definitely helped me adjusting to photoshop and what I want to do for my major, thanks. Well I'll be doing stuff or finally checking out theotaku after a longgg time. I feel so serious in this post. XD

Not on much anymore.

My laptop is broken which is what I used most of the time to use the internet. So now I just don't use the internet much anymore at all or make any wallpapers either. Maybe I'll come back around sometime with new work.

New wallpaper.

So I'm currently and sort of offgoing working on a new wallpaper. This TIME IT's DIFFERNT THOUGH. it's not my average get an image extract it and then get cute brushes to make it sazzy. But this time I have a full image wallpaper that I want to work at problem with it is it's sort of distorted and pixelated. MY IDEA is to paint it all over like a lot of people do. BUT I haven't the first clue how to do that since I've never done it. Tips?

quiz results

Your Result: You are a type 1C person

You have a need for other people to like and admire you, and yet you tend to be critical of yourself. While you have some personality weaknesses you are generally able to compensate for them. You have considerable unused capacity that you have not turned to your advantage. Disciplined and self-controlled on the outside, you tend to be worrisome and insecure on the inside. At times you have serious doubts as to whether you have made the right decision or done the right thing. You prefer a certain amount of change and variety and become dissatisfied when hemmed in by restrictions and limitations. You also pride yourself as an independent thinker; and do not accept others' statements without satisfactory proof. But you have found it unwise to be too frank in revealing yourself to others. At times you are extroverted, affable, and sociable, while at other times you are introverted, wary, and reserved. Some of your aspirations tend to be rather unrealistic.

Pretty true.
If you'd like to know about me that about sums it up. I'm very self controlled and disciplined on the outside but in the inside I'm sometimes a wreck. i'm social when i want to be and I do know many people I don't have close friends though. This wasdonee on facebook. Way to waste time.