HI there I'm Cynthia
I won't really have some specific thing to post about
I'm really just going to use this as a blog.
I'll probably have random updates of the most amazing thing thats happened
or an update about the worst thing thats happened.
I like comments. I like reading them.

quiz results

Your Result: You are a type 1C person

You have a need for other people to like and admire you, and yet you tend to be critical of yourself. While you have some personality weaknesses you are generally able to compensate for them. You have considerable unused capacity that you have not turned to your advantage. Disciplined and self-controlled on the outside, you tend to be worrisome and insecure on the inside. At times you have serious doubts as to whether you have made the right decision or done the right thing. You prefer a certain amount of change and variety and become dissatisfied when hemmed in by restrictions and limitations. You also pride yourself as an independent thinker; and do not accept others' statements without satisfactory proof. But you have found it unwise to be too frank in revealing yourself to others. At times you are extroverted, affable, and sociable, while at other times you are introverted, wary, and reserved. Some of your aspirations tend to be rather unrealistic.

Pretty true.
If you'd like to know about me that about sums it up. I'm very self controlled and disciplined on the outside but in the inside I'm sometimes a wreck. i'm social when i want to be and I do know many people I don't have close friends though. This wasdonee on facebook. Way to waste time.

Your favorite videogame.

I'm kinda bored sometimes and I want something new to play. I go back to my old ps and ps2 games like the ffx and ffx-2 and bully. I liked playing sonic adventure 2 battle on my gc and I sometimes play kirby on it. BUT I WANT something new. Soo any volunteers on what that should be?

SMILE!

Reply to angel: Yes thinks are getting better people are doing better with their health I hope it improves a lot more!
I haven't really done anything but BOY is it hot! THE temp. just shot up this weekend to like the 90's and it was 97 degrees out today! DAMN YOU GLOBAL WARMING! It's not supposed to be this hot yet!

Well anyways the smile title is because I've rented ouran high school host club on netflix, I've already seen the series but I want to see it again. The English vocal cast Is really good to me Vic for tamaki isn't such a bad choice it could be better but idk whooooo?
LOL "My tears are always genuine Haruhi!" lol Tamaki is so funnnnnnny.
WELL Also I loVEE THE ENDING!! Shissou I love it the japanese version is BEAST It just brings back memories of my sophomore year which was over a year and a half ago I LOVEE that song! AWESOMEE!

yea thats enough for my rant I have nothing else to really say. Have a safe week everyone!

Theotaku

AHH I've been discovered they've found me on facebook somehow! I guess I'm not concealing my identity good enough.

part 2

What in the world is happening?
Why do I feel have I felt so horrible these past days?
So last night I picked up my sister from the airport I joked around that my mom was pregnant and I guess it wasn't much of a joke because my sister thought I was serious. The bad thing about that was if she thought I was serious I must have been kept out of some news. My mom isn't pregnant but though she mightve been and told my sister that. my family and me we aren't close at all. We all live in this same house my mom works constantly gets home cooks for herself and sometimes for everyone but it's like rice and large portion meals that will last a while. Knowing I was kept at of this made me really sad, picture your friends talking about you behind your back. that's how I felt I felt horrible the whole night and a little bit at school because that's also were I feel that same feeling.

WORST then that. If you read my last post I was talking about my grandma being in the hospital. Well worst thing is I heard she went back to hospital and she has two broken bones in her back and my mom said she doesn't think she will recover. Hearing that news shock me because what I said about not spending time with her or learning what shes know, might not happen that was the one thing I didn't want to happen. My mom is also a pessimist so I don't know when to believe her or not. I hope nothing bad happens to her. And on another note with that her boyfriend was having the symptoms of a stroke and had to be rushed the the hospital at 4 in the morning today! So it's been very hectic with two people that are very close in my family being near death. I don't know what the heck is happening.

TO make things worst it looks gloomy outside it's thundering and my dog hates thunder and is going nuts. She completely opened the back door somehow and got inside. I still think a ghost opened it for her because that door is pretty heavy to push with no thumbs. I'm tired I have projects to do that I don't want to do, someone might die, and UGHH...
I hope you guys are all having a much more better experience then I am right now.