HI there I'm Cynthia
I won't really have some specific thing to post about
I'm really just going to use this as a blog.
I'll probably have random updates of the most amazing thing thats happened
or an update about the worst thing thats happened.
I like comments. I like reading them.

Little Kid.

9:04 PM Eastern Time

I Went out into the city today it was lot of fun really different! I actually enjoyed myself I didn't worry about myself being awkward or uncomfortable or the fact that I was in public. I was actually acting like I would if I were home. I didn't notice the people around me at all! I'm really surprised usually I notice all that stuff and it makes me tense and sweat a lot because I feel odd out and about. I went to a market place out in town where there's a lot of vendors who sell their own artwork and that stuff. I bought this really cool wooden frog that has a hollow center and spikes on its back. The whole purpose of the spikes is to use this wooden stick to rub against it's spikes and it makes a frog sound. It's so awesome I have to upload the video of it later someday.

BUT ANYWAYS My title is about as usual anime! SO Angel this is directed to you I saw a clip of Big Windup it looks So freaking cool! I want to watch it actually I'm watching to first episode of it now. Funimation.com has like all these animes up there and I'm so freakin excited I want to watch everything!Like theres this one called Nabari looks freaking amazing too! I want to see it. I feel like I Just robbed a bank or I'm the luckiest person in the world.

It's raining Booo!

No more.

So no more depressing posts right? Well you know I would have to complain about something sooner or later anyways. I've seen so many spelling mistakes in my past blogs it really bugs me I just want to go in and fix every single one of those errors. But heres my complaint of the day.

I WANT A BOYFRIEND! I'm tired of being single I hate being single. I hate seeing girls right I LOVE *Insert name here*. Or me and *inset name here* are going out *enter place here*. I'm so JEALOUS of them I wish I had a boyfriend. I wouldd want him to sort of look like the guy Simon from Gamer. I saw that today by the way with a FRIEND my old friend who I talked to this week after my little oopsie. We are repairing out friendship now and talking to each other again and we saw that movie today. I liked it I liked it a lot it was a great Idea for a movie but they didn't really follow through with it that well. The ending was whack it was like a 30 second hooray scene and it was all over. There was also a lot of nudity but I don't really care about that I'm a big kid lol I can take that crap without wincing. Well anyways I want a brunette dark HAIR for sure! I really love the emo look I would want him to look like that but NOT actually emo just a scene kid lol. I'm sort of scene I have black even lengthen hair except for the front which my bangs are cut sided to my left side and my bangs are blonde. But I seriously love the whole skinny jean, vans, sort of tight but not TIGHT TIGHT shirt. Like a fit shirt. Green eyes is a plus. I love green eyes. I'm so PICKYYY. (Probably why I don't have a boyfriend..) Sike I don't know any guys to even go out with hahahaaa. I'm hoping college changes that because I AM FOR sure going to join that video game club and kick some guy ass.

WTF. My NEW laptop computer just said it could not determine my AC adapeter plug in so it won't charge and will run slower because of that. I SWEARR If there is something wrong with this computer I'm gonna flip I'm so going to change to a mac. YOU DAMN PC's. I actually sort of like macs now after using them for a while.

Dammit.

SO I know I rant about my loneliness but I couldn't take it today at lunch so I kinda broke down crying. A sort of friend of mine picked me up a bit and then other gathered around me like I was an art gallery lol. My friend was actually taking pictures of people during lunch and she happened to be taking one of me and discovered me Crying. I feel uncomfortable at lunch because I have no one to sit with, I haven't felt like I've had anyone to sit with for my whole high school life. SO I didn't go to my next class instead I was in guidance talking to a counselor about my problem if that's what you'd like to call it. Gosh I hate crying in front of people. But I'll try and find new friends, like the girl who was taking a picture of me we are alike I should be her friend. I should. I should repair those band friendships too because those lazy "friends" of mine won't do it. I have to talk to them or be miserable. NO MORE Depressing posts from me. I hate writing a depressing post on here or on my personal blog everday! I hate having to do that. I won't do it anymore. Promise. No more crying for myself either.

Mike Hughes!

So I saw the perfect picture two days ago on adobes website. It some flash promotion thing and it had random piece of work on there and I fell in love with this one Called Commute by Mike Hughes. I've been googling him for over 30 mintues I CAN'T FIND HIM anywhere or his artwork so I did a snapshot of his art. He used indesign, illustrator and photoshop. I'm thinking of using the line sort of thing for my selfportrait I'm already basically sort of done with my selfportrait but I think it could use some touching up.
This is the picture.

Mike Hughes-Commute.

Ahlalalala

So. School has started. I like my classes so far. I do not like having homework for journalism class though. I feel like we should just stick to the paper and write and take pictures. I don't care much for my rights and the history of journalism. I definitely do not like my english class though. There are in total about 4 cliques in there I am of course a part of none. I know everyone there on a personal level but I never tend to go to any group I feel to awkward and Like I don't belong. They would probably just stare at me and wait for me to leave so they can tell all their friends a new secret or something. Physics seems like it will be a hard class. I actually have to know what I'm doing which makes me sound like I'm stupid but I'm not. But I remember my brother struggling with physics and I'm not too great with formulas. Great news though I have computer art. I'm going to loveee that class. My teacher knows me she knows I'm good at photoshop my whole school knows I'm like the computer nerd. She says I'll probably be like a second teacher there though I am a student for that class. And we have macs which I don't like. I'm used to PCs and I don't like safari. NO tabs? I hate not having tabs for my different pages on the web. It seems so empty and like I have nothing to do on a mac.

Oh and talking about computers I got a new laptop! It's a dell studio 17 about 1k and its huge. Its battery sticks out on the bottom making it inch up a bit. That will probably be annoying. I don't like the mousepad either and it has a NUMBER key pad on the side like on a desktop keyboard that's kinda weird. But I can't use it yet I have to charge it for 12 hours to get my battery in the right start. So getting a new computer means I'll be online more! Yay! More catching up on stuff, more blogging.