HI there I'm Cynthia
I won't really have some specific thing to post about
I'm really just going to use this as a blog.
I'll probably have random updates of the most amazing thing thats happened
or an update about the worst thing thats happened.
I like comments. I like reading them.

In the car

I'm sitting in the car right now with my laptop. I really love my laptop. I STILL have like perfect connection outside of my house with my laptop. I'm going to vermont. WOOO 15 hour drive! How fun that's going to be. Well I'll try and update later sometimes sorry if I don't comment cause I'm going to be realllyy busy from now on. I'm also watching Lovely Complex it's pretty good!

Haha Nerddd

Ah so I got the new kingdom hearts game ^________^ that must be the first time I've ever use the smiley thing. I'm on like day 10 right now. I CAN'T get the song Sacred Moon out of my head. That is the mosttt beat track on the kingdom hearts 2 soundtrack. It sound so freaking amazing I love it. I love those old memories. I have it going on repeat right now :D.
And there goes My sanctuary playing in the background of the DS..
BAD new my DS has weird sound. The speakers aren't working well anymore they sound works sometimes and doesn't work other times. That is not cool. I NEED SOUND to play my games. Stupid unreliable Ds.

I had a Dentist appointment today so I went to school real late. I like going to school on like a half day a lot of fun. The Dentist was not fun. I think that is my least favorite doctor. I Hate when they drill and worst part I had to get a numbing shot. WORST ever I hate getting shots in my mouth and I hate when they use the little drill on my tooth and it makes that noise and gets tooth particles on me. UGHHH I hate the pain and the smell! I hate the bubble gum rinse smell it makes me gag.

I'm so weird with smell I remember the smells of things from a long time ago. I still remember the smell of my first back pack. If you buy a cheap plastic pencil case that's what my book bag smelled like. I love that smell. It has it's bad traits too. I smell farts first, thats the worst. I hate being able to smell everything sometimes. Smell is my best sense for sure. What's yours?

High

I don't do drugs.
How to explain my title? I feel on top of the world and that is was people who are high would explain the feeling. Well lucky me because I can feel the highest of the high without a drug.

I'm so happy. I've had an awesome weekend so far. Friday night I spent with this my friend C. she's really cool and we talked about just about everything. I feel like i can upon up automatically to her. It's great. We were out till like 10 out in the park it was all dark. I liked it.

Today I had a game we won. Then I went to my concert where everything great started happening. I had a blassttt. I got to know the band members and I especially got to me my favorite singer Lights! I love her she's so nice and sincere. She's a role model to me. She's a girl gamer and she sings fabulous music with lyrics that really make you think or wonder. Shes beautiful too! And I might get hookups to the venue so that's awesome too!

Do certain songs make you feel on top of the world or is there a certain sound that makes you feel the best. Right now the guitar sound of yellow by coldplay is making me feel incredible.

I love the invincible feeling. I love this feeling. I love nights like these.
I have a game in like nine hours I have to hit the sheets. I'll try to comment soon it's going to be a tough week this one.

People

People piss me off.
I don't like people sometimes.
I don't like confronting strangers sometimes because I don't like discovering that I don't like their attitude, or outlook on life.
I don't like those people at the nail place that rudely made me go away.
Seriously I just wanted an Ad, the least you could have done was get off your ass from eating.
People don't take me seriously.
OKay so what I was wearing shorts when I was trying to get ads but that doesn't matter other than that I was nice, I didn't have millions of piercings or tattoos.
I hate how clothes must define you. You must look nice in order for people to take you seriously.
How about me wanting to be comfortable?
maybe I don't want to wear a dress and high heels to get a damn ad.
I don't even own that type of crap nor do I like it.
Newspaper your killing me here.
But the nice nail place was at least thinking about it, I'll call them tomorrow to check up.
Other than that I had an awkward end of the day. I hate when you see people you know but they are with other friends too so when you ask them something they completely ignore you and when people notice you get embarrassed and you feel like you want to die right there.
Yep that's me.
I hate social confrontations. I wish I could just live in the grass and stay there.

Materialistic.

I was sort of inspired to write this from Angel's brother going nuts about his video games missing. It reminds me of my social justice class. We did this group activity of adding up all the items we had in our rooms among a group of three to four people. I had a group of three and some of our combined items were sort of like what the heck. Like for t-shirts we had more than 120 combined. AND that was only with a group of THREE people. We all put our data on the board under our category and one of the most shocking numbers was a group having more than 200 pairs of jeans! There were about 5 other numbers below jeans like 80 or 70 65 so on. BUT 200 really stuck out. That meant that in that group of four people each of them would have 50 pairs of jeans! YOU don't even need that many pairs of jeans! I have about 8 pairs of jeans and that lasts me the wholeee year. WTF do you need like 50 pairs? It goes to show you how people value items so much.I don't want to sound depressing and like a pessimist but, these items really wont mean much to you when your dead. Your not going to be playing on your computer, or using your phone where ever you go.

But yea that's pretty much all I had to rant about. I have to write a paper about that later and I gots a game to go to soo I'll see you all later. Buh-bye