i Hate that i can't trust any of my friends
i just
Can't
especially when it's so easy for them to turn against me just because someone said a thing and never even fucking bothered to hear my side of the fucking story
if it's happened once you're automatically on my shitlist and i'm probably uncomfortable around you daily
but i can't do anything about it anyway
because it'd just put me in the wrong again because i'm only ever wrong
i've been in so much pain for days and hallucinating like crazy i literally just want to dieeeeeeee l o l
it's like all my favourite artists on theO disappeared
it's such a disappointment even looking at the fan art section because it's never anything good.
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Have you ever:
1) Self harmed? yeah, sure
2) Got into a real fight? and what constitutes as a "real" fight
3) Been too depressed to move out of your bed? yeah
4) Tried to commit suicide? yeah
5) Had to lie to EVERYONE about how you felt? i'm doing that right now lmao
6) Watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting? yeah, dang
7) Talked yourself out of serious trouble? nope, it's getting worse and worse
8) Accused someone of using you? u call it "accusing" i call it the truth
9) Shoplifted? no
10) Gotten drunk/high? nah
11) Been to a concert where your favourite artist was playing? no wtf
12) Skipped doing homework to play a video game? if u do this u failing a class is your fault lol
(Right now) Are you:
13) Suicidal? permanently
14) Bored? just a little
15) Avoiding someone? not really
16) Avoiding some task? no
17) Depressed? maybe a little
18) Crying? n o
19) Annoyed with a friend? nope
20) Worried and confused about something important to you? ye ah...
Do you:
Get depressed easily? yes
22) Get jealous/envious easily? yes
23) Feel listening to music can take your mind off things? only sometimes
24) Worry about messing about your relationships a lot? yes
25) Try hard in all your classes at school? wtf's a school some satan propganda?
26) Go out drinking? n
27) Smoke cigarettes? y
28) Smoke weed? n
29) Do any hard drugs? n
30) If you said yes to 28 but no to 29, Why? ok, weed is not a hard drug. weed is also not a gateway to hard drugs. your friends will tell you this because you are stupid and gullible and buy into that shit. you can smoke weed and not do other drugs. god.
31) Believe in God/Belong to a religion of your own free will? i belong in the komaeda nagito religion
32) Avoid people you care about because you feel you will only hurt them? yea h
33) Agree that self harm numbs emotional pain? no, i do it simply because i can't feel emotional pain
34) Believe people deserve second chances? only if they work for it :'D
35) Agree with ‘An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth’? no. that's a stupid rule to live by. and it's probably why you'd fuck up on a daily basis because you're so fucking obsessed with revenge.
36) Think things will get better? it definitely won't
37) Feel afraid that you have done wrong and will eventually be punished? i'm already being punished
38) (be honest) Do you judge people who think differently to you? just a little
Preference in boyfriend/girlfriend:
39) Long hair OR short hair? shor t hair as long as it ain't that emo looking shit, goddamn
40) (For Girls one) nice smile OR nice abs? [i'm answering his one anyway because boys] nice smile, i hate muscle.
41) (For Guys one) nice smile OR nice chest? ok i'm gay i don't care about breasts so Uhm.
42) Shy OR open? both ehehehe he
43) Eyes OR body? eyes tbh
44) Religious OR non-religious? everyone i like is non-religious, so
45) Caring OR non-restricting of you? okay well, there's caring and there's being fucking obsessive and manipulative so... non-restricting
46) Straight edge OR non-straight edge? i don't really care
47) Piercings OR no piercings? i don't like either
48) Tattoos OR no tattoos? i don't like either
49) Quiet stay-at-home type OR party type? i don't want him to be boring, god.
50) Has friends you get along with OR has parents you get along with? okay why not both wt f
Would you:
51) Drink alcohol until you were drunk? i can't get drunk i have a very high alcohol tolerance
52) Smoke weed? sure
53) Smoke cigarettes? i do
54) Get even with someone who betrayed you? oh why bother. she's just a dumb kid. she'll grow up and learn from her stupid mistakes.
55) Forgive a boyfriend/girlfriend who deeply hurt you? only if i.... missed them enough... yeah...
56) Attempt to kill yourself if everything fails you? i already plan to die in less than 4 months, your move.
57) Keep your faith (any religious view) no matter what? nagito-san
58) Join a band as a part time activity? yeaaaaahhahaaaah
59) Feel sorry for someone who is being affected negatively from alcohol/drug abuse? pity doesn't come easy to me
60) Stand up for your beliefs if someone strongly goes against them? i'm a pushover, fuck me
61) Go vegetarian for a month to see what is was like? fuck u pololo
62) Fight someone who was harassing your friends/family? i wouldn't care tbh
63) Edit photos of yourself before posting them online? no wt f
64) Put up with friends who constantly hated against something you believed in/supported? not anymore i don't lmfao
65) Be friends with someone who was nice to you, but a Jerk to other people? ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooh
66) Not like someone simply because your friend(s) didn’t like them? okay, you know what. if your friend is friends with someone you don't like, fucking get the fuck over yourself and stop policing who they can and can't talk to. my friends are friends with people i fucking hate but i just deal with it.
67) Lie to someone close to you because you don’t want them put up with your problems? yeah
68) Starve yourself so you fit some certain clothes? i've tried
69) Get surgery on any part of you? yeaaaah
70) Sleep naked? rarely
You can only choose one:
71) Black or Orange? black
72) Metalcore OR Post-Hardcore? post-hardcore
73) Cellphone or Computer? computer
74) Chocolate milk OR Coke? coke
75) Tumblr OR Friends? fuck tumbl r
76) Mac OR PC? pc
77) TV Shows OR Movies? n o
78) Old bands OR new Bands? ne w
79) Pop-Punk OR Alternative Rock? pop-punk lol
80) Reading OR Listening to music? musicc
81) Coke OR Pepsi? Define your reason for your choice. coke because fuck pepsi it's Gay
82) Staying who you are OR changing yourself drastically? who even am i. i don't know.
83) Breakdown OR Clean vocal bridge? clean vocal bridge
84) Jonny Craig OR Kellin Quinn? Define your reason for your choice. me
85) Ronnie OR Craig? Define your reason for your choice. bye
Your life as a comedy OR Your life as a documentary? it's already a comedy
87) Go to outer space OR Go all around Europe? europe eeee e
88) Shoes OR Shirts? shoe s?
89) Chelsea Grin OR Suicide Silence? i dont listen to either
90) Drop out of school to get a job OR stay at school and finish your education. Define your reason for your choice. don't make me get into this please
Almost over:
91) So far have you told 90 truths? And for fuck sake be honest. what the fuck
92) Are you quiet about your social life with your family? yeah
93) Do you want to travel when you are older? n o
94) Would you let go of people who mean the most to you to follow your dreams? i don't know. i'll cross that bridge when it comes.
95) Did you notice there are no sex related questions? who th e hell ca re s
96) Rather be the opposite gender? i would never want to be a girl
97) What will you name your son/daughter? Togami
98) Do you get harassed more than most people do? yeah
99) What band do you hate the most? Define your reason. i don't... hate band.s idk.
100) What makes you a bad person in your mind? living in general
