how I feel today

*sigh* I awoke with the impression that today would be ok, that today I won't feel sad. But then quietness and emptiness found my heart, and ate it. So I sit silently, waiting for today to turn into a tomorrow that never comes, as my heart slowly ...

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thinkin' about leavin

Well, like the title says, im thinking of leaving the otaku forever. But idk if i should yet so ppl leave comments please. I want to know if i should stay or leave the otaku. By the end of the month ill deside if ill stay on or not. My desision is...

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my summer

whew, back from summer and back in school. I got to see a river here about 5 miles from my house. It's called the Frio River, and there's a reason it's called that. It's cold. But the cabin i stayed in was nice and i got to pet a baby deer! ...

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1st poem

well, heres my 1st poem on the O. It may be dark for somepeople...

anger fills my mind,
as my family leaves me behind,

this won't be the first,
and it won't be the last,

they give me that glare,
filled with an icey cold blast,

i cling to my sanity,
as they all beging to stare,

i scream out for mercy,
i cry for life to be fair,

i feel my soul fade,
and i grow cold,

i only have my friend,
one who's so old,

her name is pain,
tight is her hold,

her grip takes my breath,
and drains my soul,

who can save my heart,
from falling too deep in the dark...

Little Wonders

I don't know if anyone knows the song "Little Wonders" but i really like it. If you don't know it then watch the movie "Meet the Robinsons" it's at the end of it. And it's the 2011 senior song! so i get to be with my bf in the halls of our school listening to a song we both really like holding hands and getting lost in eachothers eyes (getting caught up in love, like a fish in a net but in a good way)sorry (random )