I feel as though I owe you all an apology as well as an explanation to my last post. Health wise things have been off for me and I was scared. I was very scared because I thought....due to what was happening that I was with child. I hope that doesnt offend anyone...and I really don't know why bit that terrifies me. It always has. I won't go into details on what was happening but it was enough to scare both me and my husband to death.

So that's why I was so...for lack of a better word depressing in my last post. I thought everything was going to change and I didn't know how to handle that fear....with that being said, I deeply apologize for that last post. I also apologize if this one or the last offended anyone. Thats the last thing I want to do. But everything is good and Im going to be ok ^^ my husband is getting over being sick too ^^