Hello. I thought I might add a introduction to this intro-less place. also, i found my fave music video/song by Hilary Duff, so I thought i would post this too. I hope you like it. I thought that it wasn't too upbeat to wash away the calmness, but not oo slow to make it boring.
I remember a time
long ago
when you had hurt me
and down I go...
You broke my heart,
and I thought I was gone,
I have since recovered,
turns out, I won!
I wanted you,
wished you wanted me,
you loved her,
and I let you be...
I see your hapiness,
even if she hurt you,
I am a new person,
I hope she is too...
If she hurts you,
I don't know if I'd be there,
so for your sake,
I hope she now cares.
Since that day,
I feel new...
Like a newly born butterfly
I since flew...
I wish to see new things,
To view what seems,
impossible to others,
and see what it means.
I may smile at you,
laugh and joke,
say this, do that;
I can play this game too.
I see you respond real fast
wondering why you do it,
pondering bit by bit,
All the while, I'm wearing a mask.
Yea, I seem like I don't care,
acting indifferent,
because I realized
the Truth - you don't share.
Quit weaving all your lies
I can see the answer,
plain in your eyes.
You try, yet fail, to show a smile,
that's true to your heart,
all the while.
What I don't get, is why?
You do this, say that,
All I'm seein' is lie lie lie.
Well I have a word for you...
Good bye =D
Afraid to smile,
Afraid to be happy,
Because every time I am,
Everything falls apart.
I was happy before,
When I was with you,
But that happiness was too much,
It tore apart my heart.
Now happiness is no more,
Its only a shadow,
A lonely memory,
Never to depart...
I loved him
and still do
but he loved her
and to her, he flew.
He was my first,
first love, first kiss
how did this happen?
Why did it end up like this?
And although it hurts
he chose her over me
I am happy for him
A smile on his face, I love to see.
He still loves me
and still cares
we are now friends
and everything, we share.
I still miss those moments,
the closeness
but we are still friends
and we still have that bondness.
And so I think to myself
at least I have loved
and try to ignore this pain
because I got one thing solved....
It was better to have loved and lost, then to never have loved at all.
