XxCoco CyanidexX

Random world of Coco :P yuuuurp just keep checking it you might get a shock or something so yeah :D

Hi I'm Amber aka Coco or Amby which ever you prefer

I'm 4 foot 9 inches tall (I know I'm short)

I'm I guess you can say emo maybe even goth.

If you say something bad about my friends I'm after you.

I will cuss you out if you say the wrong thing to me because I have anger issues.

I have believed lies that've hurt more then ever.

Currently you could say I'm taken ;P

I listen to Metal,alternative,rock,techno,pop,classical (like Beethoven and stuff) and more I'm always up for a band :]

I can hate someone long but then forgive them even if its their fault.

I make faces alot because I get bored epically.

I have this 10 year old who likes me...

I'm brilliant with children because I'm childish

Describtion of Amber aka Blood Moon Wolf::
Eye color:icy blue and changes blues
hair color:brown with a red tint and blonde even black
daily wear of clothing:a tee with writting on it or something,Jeans,converses and a necklace with a cross,a heart and a heart with Renee on it maybe even a choker collar and maybe a bandana around neck
quotes most heard:Oh my fudge,ohemgee,MUFFINS,Love,hun,sweety and basically any calming words
writes:Stories and Poems :]
age:13 :[
supports:anything but mean things
Hates:thats alot
likes:yet again thats alooot!
favorite movie:Blood & Chocolate,Sweeney Todd,Children of the Corn,Harry Potter,FMA movie, and all the Under world movies
Favorite song:mmm...right now anything Loud |: because I need loud music

I guess thats it :]

Also I'm broken and bruised and I have no faith...

I was broken too many times.

And theres a sign on my heart that says"fragile Handle with care" because its true I am fragile..

I act tough but if your close to me I'm only a fragile soul...not a tough person

Thanks very much

~~Coco Cyanide~~

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Created By Blood Moon Wolf

Happy Father's day...):

Mood:Sadish
listening to:sorry your not a winner by Enter Shikari

Hey.

Today is Father's day also its the 21rst of June.....

This isn't important because of Father's day.its because of a different reason.

Also I'm kinda father deprived at the moment.haha

Yurp sad sad excuse.but I am father deprived I never ever see him.

Anywaaayz

I talked to Djayy most of the night yesterday till like sometime I forget xD

Well I'm still trying to wake up then get to trying to draw the Rin and Len Kagamine ):

I tried to draw them last night and I ended up failing epically!!

and they're my favorite Vocaloids and John's )':

Grrr so I'm kinda mad

and to top all that shiz up:

I epically and sadly fell off my bunk bed and I have top bunk I fell off and hit my leg on the stuff on my floor and my head hit the flooring

I think my right leg hashad alittle too much battering by me....):

haha so yeah I'm gonna go sulk and try drawing the Kagaminez againz ):

:CoCoCyAnIdE:

Amber whyy?!

Mood:happy but blushing and very very embarassed
listening to:Doctor by Cute is what we aim for.

Hey.

*shakes lightly*Urm...I just looked up my boyfriend on myspace which I found his profile with little difficulty because I knew it :P shh I know his URL Address bar for myspace but I ain't telling it either. xD lol

Anywaaays the picture of him is him cosplaying as Reno from Final fantasy if I am remembering right....*shivers and shakes*well...it sped my heart beat up alot right now his piccy is my wallpaper for my lappy top bwahahaha

shh
I'm gonna tell him I looked him up when he gets back on and I hate that I saw a comment that my ex-friend left on his picture bile rose in my mouth D: thats weird because I never get that feeling but I did D: grrr

I hate her.....

reasons why I hate her her being Vanessa:
she called me a slut and a whore
she is jealous of me
she always makes me mad
she back talks her friends
she lies
she is just really mean to those who are kind to her!

I just really dislike her now...she makes Bile rise in my throat everytime I say her name.

I'm not jealous because I can get more people then her without even trying I'm not afraid to be weird and get people to stare which she can't and I can just by banging my head on a table...which Ironically gets too many people to stare

I can get people to whisper about me nothing good.

everyone calls me a Slut or a whore or ugly *shrugs*Oh well they can mutter about my last name mutter about my childishness or even mutter about how many people I've dated do I care not really just makes me famous...

also I can get otherz to look because I yelled out something XD Lucy stared that way...hes on myspace as something.....I forget but oh well I dun wanna know xD

byeee

I'm not supposed to be on Myspace because my grandpa said so and yeah...

byeeee

:CoCoCyAnIdE:

I guess its gonna have to hurt I guess I'm gonna have to cry

Mood:sadish but still hanging on
listening to:starts with a goodbye by Carrie Underwood.

hey.

I read my Girlfriend Rebecca's journal encase your wondering yes Rebecca as in such:Troublesum Shika

yes I'm that girl who broke her heart.Yes I'm the girl you were being P!ssed at because of it.Yes I know Karma's a B!tch I'm just waiting for it to kick my A$$

as for her post:

Goodbye hurts being away from one to talk to hurts.....
I trust you with my life and my heart even if it doesn't beat for you yet.
I wouldn't care if you decided to kill me
I'd just be happy I got what was comming to me.
I'm sorry I hurt you.
I'm sorry I said to him Forever...
I'm sorry I'm a B!tch
I'm only sorry I broke you.
I guess we're going seprate ways huh?
thats hard to think of.
I dun remember about our friendships boundries but it hurt to find more about these loves from the past....
I'm sorry I broke your heart because it broke me.

~~~
I'm truthfully mad I broke her.....
and she trusted me then I went and broke her!
How stupid am I?
Breaking my best friend and my lover!!!GAH! D:<
I'm so stupid!!!

I've been listening to Scotty Vanity's songs to get my mind off her....because I broke her....and I know she doesn't want me to break her and I went off with John and broke her.....earlier in John's and I's relation he would let me go if I wanted but then I-I-I just....didn't want to leave him.....

and she is liking all my bands.....Do you know how painful that is?when she didn't like them when I showed them to her?it hurts alot....because......then I needed one who loved my songs and understood what they ment....such as my favorites....

but I guess they didn't mean a thing.......back then now they do....how the hell does that work???

How the hell am I supposed to know....

I've gotten distant from all my friends who are friends with her....I feel like sh!t too much.....Goodbyez suck!

Yes they do...

I wanted to say goodbye before but you know what I never did say goodbye because I'm too emotional for those

so thanks for the goodbye.....not that I enjoy it don't get me wrong the goodbye from you was not forever....nor will I see that it would...
but theres nothin' good about goodbye....Thanks Hinder for that song

I should have never drew that picture with that song on it because....some how I knew someone would say goodbye not like Goodbye see you later....either...

so yeah byeeee

Coco Cyanide

Let's dance!!

Mood:terrified but happy and sad.
listening to:Lets dance by Scotty Vanity

heeey!

Okay I got a Vampirefreaks account again xD lol this one is different!!its XxCocoCyanidexX

so add me there!!!

Okay I told my grandma about me and John she wasn't mad :) yaaaay!

she told me that it'd be 10 times in love before I get married

I said"isn't it possible I already went through those many?"

she was silent and nodded

so yeah shes not mad shes not very enthusiastic though!oh well...

but so far I'm in the green zone with my grandma!and she enjoys John alot because hes really too sweet for his own good xD

Oh also theres this 20 year old he lives 25 miles away and he might turn to a stalker...which my best friends fear.well anyways he calls me:Love,cutie,princess and hottie....

I dun mind love or Princess but Cutie and hottie are too muuuuch!!

hehe x3 anyways I loooove Scotty Vanity's songs now!!!

I do my own damn hair too!

xD lol sorry I know that made noooo sense but like I'm listening to I like your hair by Scotty Vanity and watching my kat Rafael jump on things...

Ooooh yeah like I had to go fix my neighbor's dog's pen because we're taking care of their doggeh while they're on vacation I went up to check on the poor dog 2 times.

I didn't think I could run on gravel in flip flops that fast

but the second time I checked on the dog she was loose and she was barking and growling at me I had to tell her"shh Macy!I dun appreciate dogs barking and growling and trying to attack me so stop"

and she listened and walked with me till we got near her pen then she bolted for it then waited for me to open up her cage...

I had to run down to my house and get a bungy cord to wrap it up. so I fixed her cage and ran back home to find that Benny boy lefterz me!!! D:<

so I was mad then haha

anywaaays I'm pretty good but heres whats got me down:

John won't be on all week and his birthday is 11 days away....
I'm trying to get in the mood to make John's presents....but I haven't got into the mood at all......

also I was staring at a flashing background and I was destracted from talking to my friend Katelin

Katelin was saying"if anyone harasses you report them then tell meh!"

and I said"if anyone hurts you tell me and I'll punch them in the face" xD yes I'm that violent if you mess with my friends!

Also I've been doodling Coco alooot lately maybe because I iz thinking about things....

I also drew this picture as a good bye if anyone leaves me.....

Also I pledged to John that I'd be with him forever and ever

and the sad thing was it was yesterday and I just saw a icon with"I thought you said forever" GAAAH!

alsoooooo my grandma isn't gonna tell my grandpa about John and I...or my grandpa would try to shoot him which he'd have to shoot me bwahahaha

lol

anyways....I think I'm gonna stay up hoping for things....which since hes gone I doubt I'll talk to him..... so as long as when I'm at Katelin's I guess this week we can say I'm not there on John's birthday I'm happeh xD lol

well anywaaays byee

<---- Lol Scotty Vanity!!
whoo
Lyrics:
Hey there
I like your hair
Who does your hair?
I wanna go there

Pshyeah
I like your hair
Who does your hair?
I wanna go there

Hey bitches
My scalp itches
I do my own damn hair
Pshyeah

I need more gel
Cuz my hair looks like hell
Fucking bitches
Ohmygod!

[Chorus]
Blondes
Brunettes
Redheads... more like dreadheads!
Ohmygod!

Hey there
I like your hair
Who does your hair?
I wanna go there

Pshyeah
I like your hair
Who does your hair?
I wanna go there

Lets get a dyke spike
Are those highlights?
Thats great color... Ooh
Let's totally get a perm!

Pshyeah!
Time to retouch those roots
Bitches
Ohmygod!

[Chorus]

Hey there
I like your hair
Who does your hair?
I wanna go there.

Pshyeah
I like your hair
Who does your hair
I wanna go there

Wheres my flatiron
Huh? Wheres my flatiron?
Huh? Wheres my flatiron?
Huh?
[x2]

What a slut! (excuse me?)
But I like your cut (Oh, really?)
Totally.
You're such a slut (So you still think I'm a slut?)
Definately.

[chorus]

Hey there
I like your hair
Who does your hair?
I wanna go there

Pshyeah
I like your hair
Who does your hair
I wanna go there
[x2]

Oh my God!
Oh my God!
Oh
My god!

Just shave it off...

~~~

Pshyeah

whats wrong with that boy?

Mood:happy but sick
listening to:Your boyfriend sucks! by Emily2thousand

heeeey.

Today I got a message from this boy Chris on a different site he said we're done I told him this"Mm?Hello Chris we were never together" thing is I never liked him I dun think he likes me lol :P Oh well can't please them all :P
Hehe x3 I looove Emily2thousand now :P hes brilliaaaaaant!!
Okay today my grandmum called my dad and hung up and he called back because he didn't answer the first time then my grandmum gave me the phone I talked to my daddy I said I wanted my bike if he still had it of course he did so I love that he asked if my brother wanted his bike which my brother did I dun blame my brother then my daddy asked if I wanted anything else I said"yeah but we're not allowed to have buster over here" I knew thats what he meant I mean why would my daddy want a vicious Akita mix that hates his girlfriend and killed his dog?I know I'd love my doggy because hes my baby hes only about 2 I believe I got him for christmas a couple years back when I got my bike :P Oh I found a piccy of my bike and yes I actually like my bike still....
External Image
theres mah bike yep I like my bike still xD
my brothers is swicker!
Urm, well I'm bored and sick thanks to talking to my father....
yay!but don't get me wrong I miss him more then well more then my grandma Velma which is sad because my grandmum Velma treats me like I'm a queen hehe x3
also I might go to my friend's house next week!! x3 because this week is Father's day I think my friend and her family will treat Ron (her dadda)
which I hope they do...this will be the first Father's day without my daddy....Oh well....I have John and my buddies which is good enough for me :) also shhh keep this on the down low I'm planning a picture and stuff and a music thingy and maybe a video for John's b-day on the 30th :) shhhhh I dun want him knowing or it won't be secret!!! xD I wouldn't want that so shhhhhhh!
Yes I'm excited about celebrating his birthday and my friend Katie's because I didn't go to her last year birthday and I'm gonna take pictures at katie's party dun worry hopefully we won't kill my camera.....also at my birthday I'm gonna have pictures :) hehe I have a feeling I'll only get money not any real gifts exept from maybe Kelsie and Katelin because they know I want a plushie!!!!! :D I so far have 2 anime plushies!!and about 75 more plushies xD lol okay I used to love plushies and I still do I'm obbsessed with them but I'm looking forward to go to hot topic and try to find some awesome stuff if I dun find awesome stuff there to spencer's I go!!!xD I looove Spencer's and Hot Topic even though I have been a bit chicken to go into Hot topic because theres normally too many people but Spencer's when ever I'm at teh mall thats where I'm always found either that or at the book store place or in Claire's checking out the earings and stuff hoping to see the girls that peirced my ears to say thank you.

hehe I loooove Claire's also I know its prepishy but I LOOOVE Claire's xD I want the little animal key chains!!!! :D

Oh I used to love to visit the toy store there to look at Pokemon Plushies and Hamtaro and Marvel figures shhhh!I still does.well I think they shut down the toy store )': so I have to go to Toys R us to get pokemon plushies that are really cuuute!

I got my Manphie I forgot how you spell it but anyways I got it at the Toy store there :) that was my last buy there which I really wanted another Hamtaro plushie because I only have Bijou and Hamtaro and I am a biiiiiiig Hamtaro fan!!!

I'm gonna listen to Hamtaro....I miss teh hammy!!I named my hamster's I had when I was 6 after Hamtaro and Bijou!
Hamtaro hated me.... ): he bit me....

I got my best friend Mckenzie to like Hamtaro!!:) I loooove Panda!!yes I'm talking about Hamtaro!!

xD Yesss I looove Hamtarooooo!!I have 2 hamtaro plushies and 1 Bijou plush!!!:) I still huggle Hamtaro when I see him!I think one of my hamtaro plushies is outside because my plushies seemed to have migrated to the patio...because I have so many D: waah!but I think the larger of Hamtaro is in my bed room and the smaller is on my patio anyways I better scat!!

byeeee

I also watched Bebe's Kids today xD hehe its funneh!!my grandpa calls my brother and I Bebe's kids xD hehehe byyyyeee

Coco Cyanide