XxCoco CyanidexX

Random world of Coco :P yuuuurp just keep checking it you might get a shock or something so yeah :D

Hi I'm Amber aka Coco or Amby which ever you prefer

I'm 4 foot 9 inches tall (I know I'm short)

I'm I guess you can say emo maybe even goth.

If you say something bad about my friends I'm after you.

I will cuss you out if you say the wrong thing to me because I have anger issues.

I have believed lies that've hurt more then ever.

Currently you could say I'm taken ;P

I listen to Metal,alternative,rock,techno,pop,classical (like Beethoven and stuff) and more I'm always up for a band :]

I can hate someone long but then forgive them even if its their fault.

I make faces alot because I get bored epically.

I have this 10 year old who likes me...

I'm brilliant with children because I'm childish

Describtion of Amber aka Blood Moon Wolf::
Eye color:icy blue and changes blues
hair color:brown with a red tint and blonde even black
daily wear of clothing:a tee with writting on it or something,Jeans,converses and a necklace with a cross,a heart and a heart with Renee on it maybe even a choker collar and maybe a bandana around neck
quotes most heard:Oh my fudge,ohemgee,MUFFINS,Love,hun,sweety and basically any calming words
writes:Stories and Poems :]
age:13 :[
supports:anything but mean things
Hates:thats alot
likes:yet again thats alooot!
favorite movie:Blood & Chocolate,Sweeney Todd,Children of the Corn,Harry Potter,FMA movie, and all the Under world movies
Favorite song:mmm...right now anything Loud |: because I need loud music

I guess thats it :]

Also I'm broken and bruised and I have no faith...

I was broken too many times.

And theres a sign on my heart that says"fragile Handle with care" because its true I am fragile..

I act tough but if your close to me I'm only a fragile soul...not a tough person

Thanks very much

~~Coco Cyanide~~

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Created By Blood Moon Wolf

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Okay first of all this is my rant comment about it do whatever you please but no more pictures for this rant kay?byee

When I was younger I learned nothing but to be wild and free.
when I was older around 10 I learned that as quickly as something is fixed another thing breaks.

I learned that sometimes you have to fight back and not surrender to your bullies weither they be human or dream or even emotions sometimes.
But sometimes you have to surrender to emotions.

I learned that skinned knees don't hurt as much as a broken heart.

I learned that as quickly as it starts it can end in horror.

I learned that family can be hard.and can break but Blood was supposed to be thicker then water did I see that blood was thicker in my family life?no I saw that water over powered the deep red liquid in our veins.

I learned that a heart can shatter like glass.

I also learned you can't always be what you want or many of us would be making change in this world but do we see that?No we see us just plain us being here on the world not a care in the universe

I learned some people can be too stuck up their butts with themselves that they never see you for well you.Which hurts alot sometimes when we are human and we want to be noticed sometimes like the stars!

I also wanted to give up on myself at age 10 but did I?no because I had things to do and I wanted to do when I was older.

Did I learn Karma can bite?Yeah I did too much that Karma really doesn't bother me much no more.

Did I learn about history?sure but I also connected to many philosophers and I brought out a poetic side I didn't know.

My heart broke a few times inside and I dyed a bit inside and out but I still have the hope to keep going.

I shattered and broke I also survived maybe you should smile some because your not the only one here going through this and someone is willing to help you through it.

I went through hell in my opinion but I still went through it all and came up on top.

Please keep in mind my friends are going through a lot so I needed to rant or at least do something!!!

my MSN name is:
:"Sometimes I feel like I'm losing my soul,at least that means I still have a soul left to lose":

then the message says:
So why should I take your hand when you can't promise happy endings?

Both from bands!!!
songs and shiz...but I swear they make me feel not alone.....no more at least.

byeee

:cOcO cYaNiDe:

I still love you all thanks ~Amber aka Amby

"You don't stick a sucker up a faucet!!"~Jazzy

Mood:happy
listening to:1rst song= Cut the Crap by Alice in Videoland. 2nd song= A sketch in black & white by Eyes set to kill

Heeey!

Urm I noticed something weird about me...:

I have to sit on a Pillow as a booster because I'm short... and I must be at the high point on the pillow or I get mad and start rearranging my place.Right now my lap top is in my living room and I sit on my couch!:)

haha anyways...I've been putting make up on I know thats a WTF moment there!

anyways its mostly lighter colors to make me seem paler....Yes I'm pale and I enjoy it!

Gaaah.

My art got waaay better last night!

its killar to me!

guess what!it takes like 20 minutes now to draw someone xD thats pityful for my standardssssss!

also I haven't ate anything today.......My brother and Grandpa went out for food.......and I didn't go because I had to go walk my neighbor's doggy Macy....

But I'm hungry and I want to go get sick... for some reason......

Also the quote is from my character Jazzy she yelled that at her sister Izzy haha!Yeah.

Jess and I are roleplaying well were and Izzy stuck a sucker up a faucet.....dun ask.....

well anyways I'm gonna sit here infront of my lap top and hope some food magically apears because I can't get up because my grandpa is racing on a game.....

GAHHHHH my stomach grumbled ): I want foood

I iz hungyyyyyyy!

So very very hungyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

Zoe now has awesome hair I can see it.....GAAAH!I want awesome hair toooooooo!!!!

But I iz not allowed till I move out of my grandparents house which will be 6 more years....

whoa time really flyyyyyyzzzz Kyaaaah!!

When I'm 19 and out of the house I'll raise hell in stores......mostly Kandy stores Shhhh No I'm joking

I'll pay for it then raise hell with my friends about being hypppppeeeeer!

bwahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

You get the idea lol xD but basically soon as I get out of my house I'm gonna get oppinions from my friends and shiz if I could get a peircing which would pee my teachers mostly my awesome teacher Mr.C M.

D: Nuuuu!hes freaking swicked!!hes like awesome like boom boom pow you can't jack his style xD I have no Idea where the heck that came from!!!

Lol

anyways I'm only planning to get a few peircings I promise!!!

Also I miss John.....I need a good talk about getting something to eat.....and how to make it.................

Yup Truth be it

I can't cook worth a shiz!

But John said he'd help me learn how to cook He better help me learn how to cook or next thanksgiving someones gonna get their arm blowed off No I iz Joking!!

I hope......*looks around*

But I really am Hungry....and I'm thinking back to last night at like 9 when i talked to John and the wrap he said he'd make....

*sighs*I remember it.....But gaaaawd flabit its making me drool right now.....

Yah...I'm like suuuuuuper hungrryyyy!!

Whoa I was just staring at my TV screen like it was food.... O.o Weird......

SO FRICKING HUNGRY!!

I'll eat lots of chicken right now....Chicken I dislike having it everyday my grandma makes it!!!okay forget my rant now!

I'm gonna go get food or look for something tasty at least....

I like the girl's hair at 1:44!!!

:CoCo cYAnide:

Sanity is brutal its DANGEROUSLY LOOOOW!

Mood:Insane
listening to:11:11 PM by Nickasaur

HIIII!

See thaaaat?Dangerouslyyyyy loooow!*blows up napkin and accidently sets a cat on fire*whoopser

Oh also I just got basically dun walking my neighbor's lab OH MY FIZZLES I almost said Lap xD LOL!

xD lol lol lol!

Urm anywaaaayzzzz!

I figured out after walking the lab alot down a road I was supposed to ): So I'm afraid about it.... Whoops

but the lab loveeeed it! she stayed by my side mostly then when I fell back a bit came back to me and nosed my hand to keep me going xD hehe

I love the dog soooo much!! yuuurp

thats basically all right now and 7 MORE DAYS TILL JOHN'S B-DAY!!!!AHHHH!

D: Graaaaaawr Rawr! :P

Mood:pitiful but still going
listening to:Risque by Cute is what we aim for.

Heeeeyy!

You know what my moodz are gonna change all of you girls should know what I'm talking about YES THAT!D:< waaah

I hate it as much as the next girl or more!

anyways I kinda figured I'd get it today again...because last night I was pretty sick and at like 4:56 AM I got off my grandpa's computer checking out theO's updates and shiz I got off because I was gonna get sick ends up I got sick and I threw up Blood D:

I hate that really because:I am a very sick girl because ever since I was little I've had really bad stomach problems and I had bad coughs and shiz.Still do thats why its bad!

Yurp bad Huh?to top that I keep getting hurt.

Oh the real reason of this post:
I've noticed when I was like 11 I drew really really small and now I draw like big.
and if you must know I am 4 foot 9 inches tall and my hands are the size of a 10 year old girl remind you I'm like turning 13 shup about my small age and shiz....

I dun really like being that short...YES FOR PETES SAKE MAKE ME TALLER!wait on second thought I'll be fun sized it beats it out of being a gaint....even though I'd like to reach in the far back of my freezer for stuff without jumping up or climbing on a chair....

anyways for yesterday's upperdater!:
I saw my daddy!!!:P he looked teh same...but I really disliked him with his hat on because my daddy looks better without his hat on....really trust me...you wouldn't know hes my father but yeah his hair is graying *le gasp*and hes only 40 xD
40 year old daddah xD
anyways he brought over my brother and I's bike
then me and him fought like combat style xD its normal...
he totally kicked my Arse....
D:<
but I did get his pocket knife but he didn't give me time to get it open
No the pocket knife didn't fall from his pocket I reached behind me and felt for the pocket knife because I memorized where it was.if he would have given me time to open the dang thing my dad would most likely have a knife in his arm (YES I ARE VIOLENT!)
really I am violent I kicked my dad in the mouth and gave him a fat lip once xD
lol
but anyways I had enough strength to push him back but hey I would have won a bit if I wasn't sick I'm a fireball when I fight or at least try to be a fireball but he kicked my arse in fighting

graawr!

Okay I've also noticed that my bones creak....O.o I know creepy but they crack and creak when you do enough to them!

No I will not drink milk....No convincing!!! D:< I haaate milk

I have nothing against cows!!!but I just dun like milk........Grawr

byeeee

:CocoCyanide:

Watching a movie

mood:happy
watching/was listening to:FMA Conquer of shamballa/Human Alice Sacrifice

Hey.

Hey everyone I'm watching my favorite movie I use as a sleeping movie and back ground noise when I sleep.

ITS FULL METAL ALCHEMIST CONQUER OF SHAMBALLA!!!

Its got aloooot to do with history really about the holocust a bit!as with the airian race aka Blondes with Blue eyes the people that Adolf Hitler adored and kept alive basically...scary

I'd be basically dead if I lived back then and yeah most of us would unless I ended up with blonde hair...

Which I have red,Brown and blonde mixed in which sometimes you see the blonde and red mostly its normally brown.

I'm at the part where Edward is looking for a dragon aka Envy!!!

haha Yes Envy crossed the gate and came to this world that Edward is currently stuck in I feel sorry for Envy!

and now they're hurting Poor Envy.........

Also my kitty is in Heat and my boy kitty and her are getting funkyyy!!

Also in this movie Hoeinhime is Alive I have no clue how you spell that!! D:<

Yes I realize I'm spoiling the movie for you all but its haaard not to!!!

Ooooh Alphonse took Edward's position in their world!!

My brother said Vic Mongolia was gay.I said"No hes not as far as I know hes very straight Mr.!"

xD
I get sassy with my brother when it happens to be defending my friends and favorites.

also in the movie Izumi is dead.

Izumi being Alphonse and Edward's teacher.

Also Go on Youtube and look up this movie!!!GO NOW!!!!!!!Its very very very awesomeness!!!

:cOcO cYaNiDe: