VIDEO OF THE DAY! ANYONE RECOGNISE THE SONG?! WHERE THE HECK IS IT FROM?! >.<"" *heard it before*
Name: Chloe!
Age: 17
DOB: 02/Aug/1992
Location: The UK, Sheffield.
Occupation: Collage
I love it when people talk to me so feel free to do so. Also, i'm still learning how to draw so any criticsm is very helpful.
XxX Chaz XxX
note to self: http://sites.google.com/site/hetaliaindexes/simple-character-introduction
Heh, so so true :9
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALL WHO'S BDAY IS TODAY! (i got pms for several lmao!)
But merc~ i'd made this for you <3
Yes it's Ike but... yeaaah
ALSO! i did post this as a proper post as a card, but cause i've never sent one it was the 24 hour thing so i didn't know if you'd see it. xDD"
ENJOY M'DEAR! - you got ike because you gave him the bday x3 <33
Booo i hope someone does something for my ty <333
Yeah just listing bdays coming uuuup
Normally i'd try and draw for em, but i'll prolly only get Ty's done knowing me XD
16th Dec - Mercs, and now Ikariae's
22nd Dec - Ty's (winter solstice)
25th Dec - Emily's (REMEMBER TO POST SAP)
8th Jan - Lutes, and Nana's 64th (LOL i had no idea)
uhm
i'll remember others later xDD
Just a quick post to voice my confusion, i can't find my recent fan art post called Guess Who anywhere xD" If it is there and my lappys just screwing over, please lemme know XD"
Don't read unless you honestly care. it's long, and i've let a lot of crap out.
Your probably wondering why i suddenly started posting again :T
(even if it's just 2 that's a lot for me in 2 days of late xD)
Well, the most common time i draw, and draw WELL, with pictures that actually have a decent amount of emotion, (though some never get posted) is usually just after i've had a major argument with my parents/friends have made me feel like if i never exsisted it'd make no effect on their lives ever/and/or/during/after crying my heart out... :T
YEAH there's been a lot of that lately
Mostly the crying part
In fact so much i managed to kill my throat yesterday by sobbing most of sunday ):
It started when i slept at my friends saturday.
Woke up around 12pm (LOL) -(i was actually the first kid out of 3 to awaken in the house lmao)
We went straight out to lunch
Got back around 2? (their house) half an hour later my dad's txting when am i coming home etc.
I just said, when's better for you, he instantly assumes i want him to pick me up, rings me at my friends, yells and swears like crazy so everyone in the room can hear (including my friend, their 13 year old brother AND their mum) their mum walks out the brother looked like he was gunna sob, i DID sob and it must've freaked em out cause the whole house was in silene seeing as they'd never seen me cry EVER only my friend, and even then it was only twice due to stress, and he's known me for 6 years :T
Dad picked me up, total silence, got home - they'd all done the tree without me when it's the only thing i look foreward to at christmas, and i'd asked several times for them to wait for me (please bear in mind i'm being left home alone at the 27th for 2 weeks whilst everyone else goes on holiday) and i went straight to my room cried my heart out AGAIN and slept without dinner.
Yesterday was not too bad, until my mum saw fit to have a go at me at any given chance near my aunt for small things, and kept telling her when i move away next year (if i'm accepted on the course) that she's looking forward to never seeing me for 3 years, and when we got home, she said I was out of order and it's my fault dad was mad etc so i just had to belt to my room AGAIN in yet ANOTHER fit of tears.
TODAY it's still 10:13 and i'm already sobbing as i write this ):
Because i simply made one comment on how mum was wrapping monty up (the pup - he was going to the vets and it's below freezing outside) Liam - my brother was constantly saying how she was doing it wrong etc, and she was just laughing and that cause he kept wriggling out of the towel, when i piqued up simply saying LITTERLY "why not just do him the same way you did it with me when i took him?" and she YELLED and me "oh just SHUT UP chloe" i just mentally died i think ):
It's bad enough on weekends when my dad's always swearing at me to fuck off to my room I DON'T EVEN HAVE TO SAY OR DO ANYTHING just be SAT downstairs (also may i let you know my bedroom has no heating, the radiators been broken since forever and no-one attempts to fix it even though it's almost as cold as it is outside)
And so i've finally cracked ):
I'm going to my nanans today and this weekend to escape, i've had enough and well if i can't get anyone to talk to me i'm gunna do something stupid i just KNOW it ): this close to xmas i SHOULD NOT be fealing like this ):
My aunts pup was all giddy and scratched up my arms yesterday, i was WILLING her to draw blood or SOMETHING just to get myself some attention and that's NOT RIGHT.
I'm sorry guys, i wont post in my world again till i've stopped being emo, for all of you who read this with even the slight bit of sympathy or w/e without skipping or even if you don't comment - i appreciate, it'd mean a lot to know someone cares ):
Laters, afterall i have pictures to colour
If i'm not on a lot, it's because of my mum. Docs recently found out she's had some bleeding into her brain and could suffer a stroke at any time, not to mention it could develope into a tumor /SOB
So yeah, i'm kinda getting a little stressed over her.
Don't mind the random
I just... liked it when i drew it so yeah, have an overly ukish Ty XDD
You just KNOW he likes being like that *HEMISSESHISSLUTTYCIZRENRAINBOW!*
Uhm... yeah i dunno what to write :T
I'll just... go xD"
