hey well i guess you know me i mean everyone knows me but sometimes not by what i am well anyway this is my world have fun read and listen to music i might post some pics but idk yet well see yah and don't be strangers

idk anymore

i just really dont know anymore i feel like i dont belong anywhere i cant feel anything anymore. My life is a disaster im sorry for the people who read this i know its always depressing my lifes not all the great yeah i have good stuff but i would give it all away just to feel love to actually feel wanted and that i belong somewhere. Thats all for now because im going insane and need to leave for awhile so goodbye for now...

thoughts and thoughts need someone to talk to

well i have been having thoughts bad thoughts things that all of you would kill me for if i didn't go through with them already i need someone to talk to anyone but not just on here i need someone to talk to at anytime but doctors and things don't work for me this is a post i know won't get comments on i just needed to get it out so goodbye for now

stay safe

http://www.theotaku.com/worlds/moderation/view/212257/a_reminder_to_stay_safe/

i must be stupid....

i must be fucking stupid since i can't do anything right i take a chance and then i realize that i shouldn't have i'm such a dumbass i just wish i wasn't so fucking stupid so that for once i could be happy and not ruin other peoples lives well i guess i'll be going now this was just a post to show that no rants don't help they never do and that i'm fucking stupid for trying to do anything

cén fáth a bhfuil mé á imirt le

maith liom gur mhaith leat mé á bhí leis arís mé in iúl go bhfuil Nana anois le tobi agus cúpla daoine eile lena n-áirítear dom liom a chur in áit i mo cheann é le piléar seachas i ngleic leis an bpian .... Ní mór fáth sí ag súgradh leis dom agus a rá go loves sí dom, ach go fóill na rudaí seo ar fad á rá, agus gan aon chuid ó gach duine Tá mé ag éisteacht seo as i anuas tá sé féin agus ainmneacha éisteacht a fháil ach ó dhuine amháin duine nach mbeidh mé ainm ach ní mór an fáth go léir pian a ba chúis leis seo ar fud na háite i théann sé seo go deireanach ar mo phost mé anois é go dtí an figiúr amach cad atá le déanamh (its in irish my native tongue if you want to read it then use google translate)...