My Halloween Plot

So HELLoween, is going to be absolutely hillarious for me....
I'm going as Marilyn Manson... Who, I do admitt, is absolutely awesome. But all my friends think I'm insane for it. Well, except for Tara and a few others I've told my maniacle plan to. What makes this even funnier is uh... I'm a girl doing this too. I think I'll take the teasing of being gender confusde as a compliment on the 30th-31st. Today is good (O_o suprisingly) Because a friend i have named Shelby gave me her green and black stipped shirt (Which I love!!!!!!) Today is really good... And Marilyn Manson rocks, especially when he sings "The Fight Song" or "This Is The New S***". ... O_o...(: ...... I am so random today. I wish I could go to a concert instead of school.

When I Fall

How could this happen to me? An idoit I am so accustom to having around suddenly gives me the chills every time he walks by and brushes against me. When our hands accidently touch I have to vanish to a solitary place to calm the maddening tense feeling in my checks. Ugh, I hate it! Every time those deep blues eyes get wary I feel like I have to hold him. This is insane. I never let myself touch him though, not like how my body craves. Agh, I would never get to touch him like that. He isn't like the strangely and newly discovered me... Oh wow that was very odd to addmit. Hell, while I'm at it why don't I get a shirt that states, "Hey world Barney is dead. Marilyn Manson is immortal. Micheal Jackson is straight. Ozzy Osbourne was never a druggy. Blondes are the smartest people in the world; especially Paris Hilton. And I'm the worlds biggest queer." I hate my life.Naruto. Naruto NARUTO! Gaw that's all that goes through my head, and it keeps me awake at night.

Sasuke

He is so... Amazing!

Sasuke is amazing!

If any one sends me a comment dissing Sasuke, then they are going to hear an angry white girl throw a major B**** fit.

Lost In My Heart, Wandering In The Rain

It's not as pleasant as some may think when you return home after hurting the only people that care for you. When every where you go people are glaring at you and spatting vulgar things that any ones supposable God forbids me to say. Angry faces, seem like they are chasing me, where ever I go.
They watch me more then they use to, only making sure I don't hurt any one else. Seems to be only Naruto will talk to me now. Why should I care any more... I don't know.

Tonight the rain sings me to sleep, calming my worries, and consuming all my fears. More judgment takes place on my shoulders tonight, I hate it. Have all my life's meaning disappeared? Does nobody care for me anymore?
Everyone who use to love m and scream my name as I passed. Now they glare and sometimes snarl as my name is even brought up. Every day I am followed by at the least five Anbu's. I wish they would trust me again. This treatment isn't fair, it is not like I am a rabid dog. I am not going to hurt any one any more.

I am amazed of Naruto, him an Sakura finally got married, and Shikamaru and Temari are also married. It amazes me, but also makes me zealous, I wish I had such a easy and loving life.
I need to calm myself, and sleep is probably the only way.

I woke several hours later, groggy and slightly annoyed. Hinata Hyuga came to my door and knocked. "Sasuke-kun, are you there, are you awake?" I had to answer, Hinata was just one of those people you just had to answer.
"Hello, Hinata-chan."
She ducked down slightly and blushed. "Uh, hello, Sasuke-kun."