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Name: Shayde.

Age: 26.

Birthday: 3/14/91 (March 14th, 1991)

Sex: Male.


So, yeeeaah. About those sketches...

So, I'm discontinuing Sketchtember for this year. My reason is mainly because I've been super busy with work these past several workdays and I haven't really had any time to sit there and draw something. And when I do have the time I'm already exhausted from working. I've also been occupying my time with gaming, but mainly just chilling in parties with friends over Xbox and Playstation and not really playing much. XD if anything I'm more into watching anime or listening to music on spotify. So, yeah. That's kind of what's been going on.

I'm not getting rid of Sketchtember altogether, though. I had a lot of fun doing those drawings and I might make it more into a frequent style. It's a lot easier than to just color in everything and blend and blah. But, for Sketchtember, I'm definitely going to organize it a lot better for next year. Instead of doing one a day I'll make it more of a goal to do like 10 for the whole month, or something like that. Th at way I can attempt to make time to get things completed and not have to worry about running out of time at the end of the day and not be completely satisfied with the outcome.

That's what I'm gonna do. Again, sorry for not being consistent, but I'll strive to do better next September now that I have a better plan for it.

Sketchtember Problem

Unfortunately, I'm not going to be able to upload today's Sketchtember sketch. My laptop decided it doesn't want to connect to any bandwidth connection right now. So, tomorrow I'm goikng to see if I can fix the issue and upload it then along with tomorrow's sketch as well. Sorry for the inconvenience.

Also, if you're wondering how I'm putting up this post without a connection, I'm using my phone to make this update.

Old memories from an old family...

I'm currently working on a piece for tomorrow's Sketchtember mainly because I don't have a lot of free time tomorrow. Yay being busy~ So, I figured I'd get about half of it done tonight. The character I'm working on is an OC from an RP I used to be in on this site. It was a world RP involving Pokemon gijinkas and it was a lot of fun. Like, I'm not shitting you it was definitely one of the best RPs I have ever been in even while I was RPing on facebook in like 10 groups. xD But I left/got kicked/ I forgot.... No wait, I remember. That's kind of when I started losing inspiration which made me lose motivation and I missed my deadline where I was kicked out. Yeah, the rules there were kind of strict, which was a pain, but completely understandable since the mods wanted it to prosper. Anyways, I decided to jump back into the page after like being gone from it for 5 years or so. It's completely dead. Like it hasn't been updated since mid last year, but I'm not surprised. The majority of this site is dead. There was also A LOT LESS members there since I was in it.

I dunno. I had a lot of great memories being in the group and doing this piece just reminded me of it. Not gonna lie, I do miss RPing in it a little. I remember joining in it when I was 19. Now, I'm 26. It doesn't even feel like it's been that long. Time flies, right?

Sketchtember EDIT

Alright! Starting today I'm going to create a sketch each day. Unfortunately, because I haven't been approved of being able to upload and show immediately, some art may pop up a day late or two, some may pop up with other art submissions, etc. But I'm going to be dating them in the titles. Let's go!

EDIT: It seems I was approved starting today to being able to upload immediately. Yay~~~~


So, I was thinking about doing one of those monthly challenge things that people do to challenge themselves where they have to do something everyday of whatever month. Well, I don't draw much like I used to, but I am trying to get back into the routine of frequently drawing. So, I figured why the hell not and sketch something everyday of September. Of course, for me, September starts tomorrow since I live in Central Time in the US. I'll call it......... uuuhhhh Sketchtember or something like that.
Now the reason the title is called "Possibility" is because my laptop decided it doesn't want to recognize my router all of a sudden. Joy.... So, before I can even do this I need to get that figured out. I don't want to upload multiple pictures at once which I feel is going to happen thanks to Theo's approval mechanic.... God I miss being a senior otaku... MAKE ME ONE AGAIN DAMNIT OR AN ETERNAL SINCE I'VE TECHNICALLY BEEN HERE SINCE '09 DX because I would like to show them on that specific day. Not gonna happen... -_-;; I guess I can still date them if that happens, or like upload them in the world? Eh, I'll figure that out. But this is possibly going to be a thing? We'll see~

It will be done digitally mainly because I don't feel like dealing with graphite stains, eraser marks, the process of scanning and etc.