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>.< The worlds out to get me!

Well, I was back at the doctors today. I’m doing fine- no improvements but at least I haven’t gotten any worse either. Lately I’ve been having horrible headaches, like none I’ve had before. He says it’s just my sinuses and I should be good on Advair and some prescription allergy meds. Fine, whatever. I know what allergy’s feel like- this is way more than that. But once again no one wants to take the time to find out what’s really wrong. It makes me wonder if anyone really learns a lesson they been ‘thought’. It’s because no one would take the time to listen to all my problems that my liver is now killing me! When I was little they knew I had a hard time with my liver but it never made sense to any of the doctors I saw they when I said “My liver hurts” I might be my liver not something to do with my stomach! So now, knowing that when I was 8 years old I was diagnosed with migraines, my doctor says sinuses! >.< Sometimes I think the world is out to kill me! Not that he can give me anything for the headaches- bad liver + pain killers = dead me. I can’t even take aspirin with out getting sick!
And on top of it all I can’t breath, fells like I got a fat guy sitting on my chest! I gots me some of the asthma stuff. I’m having so much fun right now, I can’t even begin to tell you all of it!

Lost

For as long as I can remember, one person has been in my life without fail. Each time I was hurtting, each time I was mad at the world, each time I couldn't see a cause to live any longer; one person I could always go to was my Grandmother. The...

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Humma Humma Humma

I'm 18! It's so nice to say that! Ummm... I've been hard at work on my novel. I know I’ve been talking a lot about this so, for anyone who wants to know what I’ve been so hard at work on I give you a small exert from UMMA By. Nanka an...

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A little rant about why I hate school so much

I’m going to be 18 Monday!!! I just can’t wait! I feel so random and jittery right now, I get to go back to school and see all my friends. I’ve been missing so many days… I may have to repeat, I hate school! The only re...

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X.x

You know what? I really haven’t been feeling to well. I can barely eat, and when I do it’s hard to keep it down. An all over feeling of depression is starting to sink in as I am finally starting to grasp what it means to die. I’m...

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