My life, stuff that happens,and just stuff about my sickness.
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Deep stuff, a little about my dad
Finally after so much bad news, a ray of hope, the tests showed that the fat cells are only in my liver, so the pain is just from my liver. While it does change the whole “Your fat, and you’re killing yourself” thing, it does ...Right now >.<
I'm at the doctors right now, waiting for my tesing to start! I don't know what to think. I have to drink this nasty stuff that has die in it for my cat scan. Its going to be a long two houres until I'm done drinking this stuff... ...^.^ Thank you!
First things first, I want to thank IyamiNaHamusutaa, kenji5678, and gumbygirl. For not only reading my blog, but taking the time to pray for me, and leave me a comment/ private message. I can never begin to tell you what a help it has been to ...17 and at deaths door?
I would like to say that it was a joke, but sadly at just17 my life may end. For a while now I have been having terrible upper abdominal pains, to the point that I was collapsing on to the floor and crying like a baby. My mom finally got feed up with me saying that I was okay and dragged me kicking and screaming to the doctors.
After several days of blood tests and sonograms, the doctor was able to find the source of my sever pain, and bring my whole world crashing down…
I wasn’t always fat, but after the last fight with my dad I ate my feelings into submission, in other words; I got really fat really fast. And that as it turns out isn’t a good thing.
The cause of my pain, a severely swollen liver caused by fat infiltration.
And so at 17 I find myself with a swollen liver that may be the death of me. The only way to save my own life, lose all the weight that has keep the world from getting close enough to hurt me. I’m scared. I don’t want to die, I haven’t even started to live! But… if I save my life, I have to let people see the true me, the cute little girl I was before- the girl who didn’t look like she just might make you her next meal…
For anyone who cares, I don’t care what God(s) you pray to, just put my in your prays.
