well this story is bout somethin tht happened to me not too long ago.....Well it all starts off bout a year ago. I had met a beautiful girl named Tashia she had got me into anime in no time. When she discovered i lived right down the road from her she kept inviting me over to her house almost every single day. I didnt mind at all i was always ignored till i met her. Anyway she has an evil girl named Jazz she has been Tashia's gf for years. But then bout half a year ago Tashia started calling me less and inviting me less. I thought nothin of it at first but then when she got word Jazz was moving ishe sounded so happy. But i could tell she wasnt happy at all her voice was starting to sound less cheerful and it almost sounded like she could cry at any moment. then 2 months ago Jazz didnt have any control over our local anime club and Tashia is usually the one to take charge and we listen to her. But now tht Jazz has moved in i KNOW tht Jazz is using Tashia to get control not only over the club but also to get everything she dosnt deserve. I keep trying to wake Tashia from this nightmare but she's too brainwashed by her gf to see how much i love her. I told the anime club and almost all agree with me they all encourage me to do my best. I give special thanx to xXHaseos GirlXx who has made 2 music videos for me and Tashia i thank her from the bottom of my heart. But unfortunatly Tashia is ignoring me either cuzz her gf told her not to or she's too damn scared to face the truth i tell. Truthfully i think Tashia would've broke up with her a long time ago cuzz i got my 1st kiss form her and she said she has a crush on me. But the only reason y Tashia's still with Jazz is cuzz Jazz fights drirty always threatening to kill herself if Tashia broke up with her she's also a drama queen and knows how to throw a fit to get Tashia's attention. I dont want Tashia the girl i love more than anything in the world to be used for the rest of her life so anyones got any ideas to help me plz tell me as soon as possible. Im crying juss typing this this plz help me. Some people say to find a new girl. But....when u find someone thts saved ur life many times tht she'll ever know u cant juss give up people who read this letter tell all the people u know to give me advice. I WONT GIVE UP TASHIA.....AND JAZZ ....I WILL NOT FAIL!!!!!!!


heres a lil poem to my love Tashia...

Looking upon your face my heart beats slow.
Being brainwashed for life to me is a vital blow.
Your lips touch mine and tongue goes in.
Thats prof tht your love for Jazz is thin.
you might say it was a mistake.
But still it shows your love for Jazz is fake.
Still do not fear if you think your alone.
Cuzz i'll be there and it will be my turn to kiss with tongue.
tht shows you my love is true.

missing you

*sigh* it's been more than 2 weeks since me and Tashia talked....I miss her so much im 'bout ready to cry. I wanna hear her voice again though i fear she's too brain washed by the devil she'll reject me. my heart feels so empty not seeing or hearing any trace of her. My head hurts juss from missing her but it can't be helped. I watch the movie Titanic every other day to think if me and Tashia were tht close. My eyes fill with the sparkling tears tht dont fall till i blink. "Maybe" i tell myself every time i see it. but i know one thing....My heart belongs to Tashia.

more to the story

also without Tashia i would've been harming myself i always had bad ideas but was always too scared to do it. But when she showed up my heart slowly began to fill with her love. Juss hearin her voice was an elixer for any pain or sorrow i have. I know she says she love tht brain washing Jazz but i know she dosnt cuzz as i said before i got my 1st kiss from her we did other stuff together. Some a lil too *cough* sexual to tell here and she also had sexual relations with another girl so thts proof tht she dosnt care bout Jazz. In my opinion the only reason why she has Jazz living in her house is cuzz Jazz would kill herself if she didn't do it. Though i know Jazz had a hard life but now way does tht give her the right to brain wash her so called gf to do her bidding!!!! So like i said before people if u have ideas for me plz tell me asap (as soon as possible) thank you