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"why do birds suddenly appear
every time you are near?
just like me, they long to be
close to you.

why do stars fall down from the sky
every time you walk by?
just like me, they long to be
close to you.

on the day that you were born
the angels got together
and decided to create a dream come true
so they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
and starlight in your eyes of blue.

that is why all the girls in town
follow you all around.
just like me, they long to be
close to you.

just like me
they long to be
close to you."


i think there's something really wrong here. this isn't right, not even remotely. oohhh dear. :/

the carpenters wrote nice songs.
i liked the 70's.


it seems like the end of c.i. will be postponed.
i've thought of a new [read "better"> end that requires much more development, so you'll have to wait awhile for the end. that's good news for you though, seeing as i just, literally seconds ago, uploaded three new chapters both here and at

it's exciting for me.

also, after is coming along just fine, there might be a teaser paragraph for that in the next few days.

it's all up in the air.

h'okay so,

i updated fanart a few days ago, AND if you read C.I. [you know, that fanfiction i'm writing] i have some important news coming up in about two seconds.

right now [i'm taking a break from it], i'm writing the last chapters for capricious idiosyncrasy.
ohmygod, that's right. it's almost over. it's a little depressing for me, and i hope to make the ending worthy of the story, so they probably won't be posted for a few more days since i'll more than likey go back edit some parts to make it the best ending i can.

also, i'll be making a new world/editing ci's page to make it a homepage for another story i'm writing that isn't a fanfiction, but i think people will like it. i'm not 100% positive i'll post it, but the chances are looking good. :]

anyway, that's what i had to report, hopefully you're looking forward to the end of c.i. [but are still a little sad because it's ending]



/start rant

so i was half-heartedly reading through the new member introductions a few minutes ago when i realized something.

the good majority of those who posted an introduction either can't spell or choose the most loathsome route of chatspeaking. i will say that there were maybe one or two who were foreign [english is a second language] and i can forgive them.
but really.
i think it's horrible how so many people are too lazy to fucking spell out their words and opt to just type like a douchebag.

this is just me being whiney and picky and probably showing my age, but i mean honestly. when the time comes for you to fill out job applications and write college essays will you be wrtiing them all with garishly misspelled words and sickening abbreviations?

i hope to the higher being not.
seriously. improve your keyboard skills. learn to type like a fucking adult, and quit it with the goddamn exclamation points.

like i said, this is probably just me showing my age. i'm nearly 20, just got done with my first year of college and was a late bloomer on the internet scene, meaning i never had to learn the 'chatspeak' and did just fine with typing out ever word so that no one was ever confused as to what i was writing.

kids these days.

/end rant

there is a convention in my near and immediate future.

i was just looking at my subscribers.
i'm still ridiculously honored that bossman follows me...
ahahaha hero worship, much.

so yeah, i have not updated.

however, i am going to nobrand con in eau claire this weekend, and i'm pretty stoked. i promise to take lots of pictures and report on the panels and events that i manage to get to.
what sort of things would you be interested in hearing about?




[nelf hunter, lvl 27, lol]

yay nerdiness.