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looking ahead.
i hope you all have a wonderful new year's eve.
i hope it's the sort of night that allows you to start the new year on a good note.
everyone does one of those 'let's look back on the year and remember all of the good and/or bad times we had'.
i'd rather not.
of course a lot of good thing happened to me.
a lot of not so good things happened too.
i've already dwelt upon those events, considered their importance in the big scheme of things and now i'm ready to let them rest behind me. i'm ready to look forward to what the next year is bringing me, what new adventures i'll have, the new people i'll meet, the new experiences i'll get to have. the past builds us up to what we are in the moment, but it doesn't really do any good to focus on the past. hindsight is 20-20. i think it's more important to be looking ahead.
be mindful of what's to come.
this doesn't mean assume you know, just prepare yourself for what may or may not happen. which is everything.
accept what is coming with open mind, heart, and arms.
know that life isn't perfect, it isn't fair, it's beautiful and mysterious and perfect in it's own way.
i've never, personally, felt more at peace with myself and the changes that are coming. i hope you all can feel this way too, someday.
namaste.
my face has a tired.
um, belated happy holidays.
i really don't have much to say,
mostly because i've been asleep the whole time.
i just love winter break.
also, i guess i missed some memo, saying
that all the girls in my graduating class
had to get pregnant. i'm missing out, obviously.
or not.
try track nine. that's what i sound like when i-
oohohoho. i wish i was drunk right now. where's mah cocaine? aahahaha. i'm kidding. about the cocaine thing. i don't do that. sometimes i wanna quit this all and become an accountant. but i'm no good at math ...if you listen, you'd hear it.
so;
haven't updated in awhile, figured i should.
reality is, i should be doing math homework...but i'm not. i will once i've finished this post. just wanted to throw this out there to whoever might read this, or whatever. i post super nifty stuff on my tumblr now, so if you are at all interested in reading that stuff, please feel free to check it out here.
also, my twitter is more fun than this place, so you can take a gander at that here.
and while i'm at it,listen to this guy. he's my musical soul-mate.
...that should be it.
cheers.
putting [political] things in perspective
first things first, i'm not a huge fan of politics. i am, in fact, somewhat of an anarchist/nihilist, but since anarchy breeds government* and nihilism is really depressing and dangerous, i usually just go with an overall 'i don't care'. which is also bad, but that's besides the point.
the real point of this post is to sort of point out some things that my political science teacher made clear to me in class. this man is very intelligent, and everything he's said so far makes so much sense to me, and i hope they make sense to you. also, this might offend some people. cool, whatever. i don't care. like professor majstorovic says; 'if it offends you...if you don't like it...just turn it off. don't bitch and moan about censorship. just walk away.'
1. early christians were communists. karl marx based a lot of his writings off of the ideologies of a group of people from 0-200 ad. these people shared everything and everyone was equal, to some degree. try telling that to your pastor/priest/what have you.
2. jesus is a 'damn liberal'. he (jesus) himself called for the separation of church and state.
[i haven't looked this up, and i didn't write the passage number down, but he quoted it word for word.]
3. nascar = the ussr.
why? because in nascar, everything has to be equal. everyone needs a fair start. no one can, in technicality, be better than anyone else. universal equality is one of the basic principles of communism.
4. the united states is not a melting pot. it's more like lumpy gravy.
[totally unrelated to everything. i just found it funny/accurate]
5. people need to stop being so selfish, and scared of helping those who need help. many right-wing exremeists put a large emphasis on gay-bashing and abortion, and steer clear of helping those less fortunate. how many times is homosexuality mentioned in the bible? once. how many times is helping those less fortunate mentioned. countless times. seriously, it's okay to be a little socialist.
for now, that's what i can remember and what i have written down.
professor majstorovic is one of my favorite professors this year, and i can promise you you'll hear more about the things he says as the semester goes on.
i love political science.
*my theory on this is pretty simple. since people are not perfect and many people do not have the same moral compass as others, anarchy is impossible. in anarchy, everyone is allowed to make their own laws, that only they follow. a good person will live a good life, hurting no one else and respecting his fellow man's personal laws. however, since humans are flawed, there will always be the one person who's personal law says it's okay to kill and rape and steal. because of this, those with decent moral compasses will see it necessary to punish said 'bad person' and there comes authority (since SOMEONE has to punish them), which is a foundation for government. if we were perfect, anarchy would work so brilliantly. but we aren't, so it won't. ever. much like communism. it'll never work, EVER.
["have you heared the saying about communism, "looks good on paper, but sucks when implimented?" -several people nod- "IT SUCKS ON PAPER TOO. don't be fooled." -professor steven majstorovic]