- Created By avalongirl9
Could it be evolution
Things aren't always what they seem
Including my internal being
For while I dance and sing
I can't help but feel these problems forming within
I can't help but feel a change a'brewing
I can't help but notice a new a'feeling
I can't help but notice this new sense of being lost
The sounds of the world
What are they doing to me
I never thought the day would come
When I'd fear a change
When I'd fear the unknown
But it came strongly
And knocked me over
I feel as though I am at a train station
My old self is crying behind me
My new self is but an unreconizable shadow
Waiting in front of me
For me to board
To go into the oblivion
But am I truly leaving my old being?
Can't I bring it with me?
Is there not enough room for the known in the unknown?
If that is evolution
Then what could possibly be in it for me?
A spur on the moment "poem" that can't really be considered one.
This is my first time doing a survey, so bear with me. Kay?
1. If you could be any age right now, what age would it be?
Hmm...to be honest,I'm pretty much fine with the age I am. I mean, I sometimes wish I was older when I crush on older guys, or when I want to be able to leave the house and have more independence...But I think more time is necessary for me to fully mature, and know what to do with my independence, y'know? I mean, there's a lot I want to do in my life, but I'm a bit lost at the moment when it comes to things like who I am and how I'm going to do things. So I'd rather figure out how to swim before I jump in the pool, you could say. I does kinda suck to be constricted because of my age,though. It gets in the way of finding my own answers. So it's a bit difficult for me to answer that question.
2. Are you happy with your gender?
Welll...I like being a girl, because I've always found a girl's body to be beautiful, but I hate the things that come with being one. For example, pregnancy. I never want to have a child, and I'm so weak that I'm pretty sure I'd die while giving birth. Sadly, I'm not joking. There's also the risk of dying by getting an abortion, though. So to me, pregnancy is terrifying.
Not to mention periods are a complete and utter pain.
3. Would you rather be taller, or shorter?
4. Do you wish that you were another race?
Sometimes I think about how nice it would be to be Japanese.
5. Do you get headaches a lot?
YES. All the bloody time, and they hurt like a b*tch.
I get stressed out a lot, my family is very loud, and I wear glasses. So I always become really grumpy when I have one.
6. Imagine that you lived in another country and knew their language fully,
what country would you live in?
7. On a scale to 1-10, how good is your grammar?
8. Have you ever made up your own word?
I'm not sure if this really counts, but I used to pronounce unique as uni-qhwy.
I later, when embarrassed, said the definition was, "a unique unicorn."
9. What extinct animal do you wish was still around? (Dinosaurs don't count.)
(Sorry, I know that's a bit boring.)
10. I know this is asked a lot, but what was the last song/music you listened to?
Bioshock Infinite - Everybody Wants To Rule The World
11. And, what last movie did you watch?
12. Have you ever wished that you could make a movie based off your life?
A lot, actually. I'm pretty sure it would be a hilarious comedy.
13. Skeletons, scary or cute?
Cute. Look at those pretty smiles.
14. Do you secretly like something everyone else hates?
15. Have you ever been attracted to a criminal?
If by "attracted" you mean "Interested, curious" then, yes.
The mind of a criminal is often interesting. But people refuse to accept that, they choose to brand them as "monsters". Because they don't want to accept the fact that they are human, and that there's more to them then their crime. That's what's so scary about real life criminals. They are human, just like us. They are like us in some way, and that's what's really terrifying.
16. Do you think caterpillars are cute, or scary?
I used to love caterpillars, and would often pick them up and let them ride me on my way to piano class. I would sometimes even bring them home with me. But one very hot day, where the amount of sweat was high, there was a boom of caterpillars. THEY WERE EVERYWHERE. They were hanging from trees, swarming trash cans, many of them snuck into our car in a matter of minutes, and several of them fell in my hair. It was like some kind of caterpillar apocalypse.
It scarred me for life.
17. Do you like the smell of gasoline?
No, I quite hate it, actually.
I'm really sensitive against scents like that.
18. Imagine you could have any job you want, what would it be?
A video game/movie director.
19. What was the last video you watched on Youtube?
A Day in the Life of Dan and Phil in London!
Man, I was so jealous. They got to drink BUBBLE TEA like it was a completely normal thing. FUUUUUUUU
20. Have you ever tried to picture a new color?
Welp, hope I didn't come off as too offensive.
So, after looking at how many pages long my fan art section is, I realized that I've been on this site for a pretty long time.
Which is why I'm asking you, the reader, if my art has improved. I'm always trying to improve my art, and betray the exceptions of my followers, and lately I feel like I've been improving, but I want to hear your thoughts. When I say "Has my art improved" I'm not only talking about the style of my art, I'm talking about the ideas as well.
So, do you think my art has improved? If so, how? Do you miss my old art?
If so, why?
If you are a fan of my art, what part of it do you like?
If you are not a fan of my art, why?
What do you think I should improve on?
Is there anything you'd like to see me explore more in my art?
Do you think I have enough variation in my art?
Do you enjoy looking at my drawings?
What advice would you give me?
You don't have to answer all of these questions, but please answer at least one. Also yes, I know I have to work on hands. They're my weak point.