what about life.. eh..?

dear life.. how are u..? me..? im asking u..... lol... how's everyone...? *cheers* i've been updating some art stuff but could hardly respond.. guestbook hugs... lol... who started this..? really.. tsk... ur tempting me to go over my internet bandwidth.. XD i just thought it's like an etiquette to return these hugs.. so i'll eventually return them to u guys one of these days... XD

aight so yeh.. i mentioned something about my internet data usage limit... curious about the limit..? it's 500MB.. yes MB my gosh...... and thats just like watching less than 15 anime episodes a month........ >A<; it's not even a week yet but im already at 400mb...... gaaaah...... im trying to save as little data as possible.. typing this offline.. posting some stuff at school... downloading some stuff at school.. but geee.. homeworks, game project stuffs are all done after school so im really bound to download them on my own internet... TT^TT i so want to ask my parents for at least 5gb worth of data a month but thats like impossible at the moment.. i feel so bad for asking too much..... someone pat my hair.. *gaah dont touch my hair..~~* lol..

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game project...

omg omg...... we already started writing the story that i strictly cant tell but the story started from my idea.. basically it's my story but about 8 people pitched in their ideas so it kinda changed.. still, the core idea is mine.. mwahahah..... lol... the art style, mine too....~~ mwhahaha.....~~~ rofl....... costume designs.. naah.. pass.. lol.. i dont like my designs.. thats one thing im not confident so i passed that creative director position and just went for the art director.. XD somebody do the design and i'll just draw it... and thats how it is.. =P

as for the main character, if u see my fanart of sasuke, they liked it so we're going for that attitude.. more spoilers..? it's anime style... of course.. im the artist.. what do u expect... lol... it's rpg...... and we're trying to go for simplicity as well so go for what im most comfortable with.. =P

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other news..

some profs encouraged me to appeal to some game studio that could possibly let me in and do some job for them.. like internship or volunteer meaning i wont get paid until i get enough experience or so... it was very flattering to hear that from my profs but i also feel like im not ready yet... i am so not ready for that yet...... XD besides, i want to focus on our game first... lol... i feel like im letting an awesome chance pass by... but i must focus on whats in front of me first... gaaah... give me more time... my monster concepts for the other game project isnt done yet.... >A<; i'll post some rejected concepts in my wip world once i get them scanned...

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random pic..

a handout from my concept art class.. reminding us about how important warm ups are... XD

does anyone do this..? o.o"

personally, i dont.. i think it's a waste of time and scratch paper.. lol... i get tired easily.. my hands are spoiled.. they wont even last for 30mins thats why i pause every 15-30mins or so.. *such a procrastinator* XD

but yeh.. everytime our concept art class starts, i saw everyone taking some paper and does this.. me...... eeh.. i was lazy and bored so i scribbled on the hand out instead... XD those circles are already drawn out but it was just tempting me to draw something out of it.. most of those expressions are mostly what i was feeling at that time.. lol..

aight.. if u can follow, here's their dialog.. lol..

(at the top: surprised) "oh we have to do this..?!" (to it's right) "pfft.. it's troublesome.." (sleeping) "im tired.." (below it) "hey, dont ignore work!" (below it, hiding) "my works are lousy, dont look.." (crying) "waaah.. i cant draw when im tired.. forgive me!" (curious eyes) "huh....." and so on........

lol there's quite a lot and im tired.. feel free to interpret it however u want.. lol.. it was fun... =P

oh yeh.. my math notes are on the back of the page.. this hand out really became a scratch paper.. but thats my warm up right there.. =P

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eeeh.. it's a long post.. took me days to edit this.. this should've been posted last week but yeh... limited internet just kills my social life on the internet.. =,="

thanks always for the feedbacks.. for the comments, favs and hugs on my works.. i really appreciate them all.. i'll get back to u guys soon..~~ ciao..~~~ *hugs*

limit..

TT^TT

from the title itself.. im limited on a bunch of things.. internet is limited.. not unlimited data usage anymore.. i've been living dependently for 2months already and it's quite ok.. but yeh.. i have to limit my web browsing and such... =/

money... tsk tsk.. i have to limit my expenses too..... this is why commission is handy coz i get extra money but i dont get enough commissions... even if i do get commissions, i dont think i can get enough time to do them... thats why im limited on time too... >x<"

school stuff.. maybe it's because we're almost done this sem so our life outside is kinda limited.. pfft.. there's just a lot to do.. i just realized that... but uggh.. *hangs on* XD

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oh.. thank u so so much for the sudden jump of subscribers... o.o" i checked the members portal and saw my previous number and then i have 10+ more.. kyaah..~~ thank u.. this doesnt happen that frequent.. i really appreciate it.. *hugs* and for the 11,000+ hugs... kyaaah..~~~ thanks u so so much..... TTwTT it's a great source of motivation.. *hugs* thanks guys..~~ <3

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question though.. i feel like im bothering some of u with my blog posts.. XD i wonder what are u interested in hearing from me whenever i post in this world.. XD

of course pics are fun... <3

random pic..

hehehe so cute... im working on some monster concepts and i needed a frog reference and found this... XD i'll probably post some of my concepts.. the ones that are rejected.. XD

current mood:

>x<"

game project update..~~

omg omg... like yeh.. omg...................~~

our positions have been set for our game.. not the game i was previously talking with u guys but the game for our batch..... and i have been chosen as the art director..... kyaaah..~~~~ :g_heart: but.... pffft.. as for what an art director does, thats ur assignment.. XD we're short on people.. if u want to volunteer say hai.. lol jk... i wish i can get some of u guys....... <3 our game's gonna be top-down view, action + rpg... oh yeh...~. im just glad it's not a shooting game despite having all guys in my team.. im the only girl but im fighting..~~ aja aja.. fighting..~~! kyaahh... if everything goes right and we finish this, u'll see my name in the credits.. oh gee... im gonna ask them if i can put nicknames instead.. lol...... nah.. probably real name... XD

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as for the first game project im doing for the other team - the 3rd term's game... the megaman style game.. thats still on progress.. i think we're suppose to work with them until the game is published.. *yeh we are publishing whatever we produce at school* <3

anyway, im suppose to hand in some concept art for monster.. the monsters have been listed and i've chosen the easiest in my opinion.. it's a rock type monster... creating the sprites for it's animation will probably be hard...... o.o anyway... more details about the monster havent been finalized.. but yeh.. 2 rock monsters... XD

gaah.. im so tired i dont think i can even sleep.. im just so excited about our game though we've done nothing yet but discuss that part i just mentioned on the first paragraph.. XD

booo.... i feel like skipping tomorrow's class... im not done with my drawings yet.. >x<" yeh.. i think i'll skip.. considering i wont have enough sleep.. i hate losing sleeping time now.. but i still work overtime for these drawings... XD thats life.. XD

random picture.. tuna.. but im lazy to take a pic of the tuna im eating.. *straight from the can* XD and im lazy to grab a pic on the net too... pffft.. im lazy...... v_v" im just gonna make some coffee and work on my drawings.. XD

ciao..~~~ *hugs*

laugh it out.....~~

today was foggy... it's hard to see things properly... it just made my day even worse.... pffft.. im trying to upload something on utube but my connection at home is terrible terrible........ =,="

but anyway.. i dont want to end my day with that... fogs clog my heart.... so i needed some refreshment and then i heard some dbsk song.... lol.... so random but yeh... i love dbsk.. especially their banjuns... they're so fun to watch and just listen to their music.. they're great...~~ i hope they'll do more banjuns.. <3

i actually have their banjuns burned in a dvd so i can just rewatch it whenever but i left it back home... v_v" and its not in youtube anymore or anywhere else but i found some site where they have it heheh...

this is my most favorite... and their NGs are sooooo funny......

unforgettable love - banjun about their ex girlfriend... XD
part 1/5 - xiah's girl
part 2/5 - hero's girl
part 3/5 - micky's girl
part 4/5 - max's girl
part 5/5 - max's girl continuation / ending

and here's the NG.. it just cracks me up everytime i see this.. <3 hero.. <3

half part of it is NG from dangerous love.. it's also good.. <3 actually, watch all of their banjun.. they're all good... <3

if u dont know them, it's about time u use google..

^ old pic but i love them there...

omg.. must watch more NG again... lol... XD

i dont like it........

....when i post some rant and u have to find a way to read it.. XD

rant starts here..

i dont like it when people use a different account just to say their hearts out... why cant u just say it with ur regular account eh..? it breaks my heart to know that it was u all along... <_<

it annoys me when people criticize my art style.. it's not ur style.. thats how i do mine so dont crit the way i draw hair or eyes or face.. dont ask why i draw my eyes big like anime.. it's not "like" anime.. it is anime style... TT^TT unless it's proportion issues, i wouldnt mind.. but dude... thats like questioning my style through ur logic.. we dont share the same type.. lol....... =,=

gaah... it frustrates me when people edit my work....... errr... i've seen people crop my pics.. i've seen some who covered my watermarks too.. but pls do not alter my drawings...! if u dont like my stuff missing something like an accessory or the eyes are closed, thats how i wanted it to be..! dont go chasing waterfalls changing my work to ur own satisfaction.. thats like a huge violation mhennnn.. go draw ur own... piff... >:( imagine a photo of urself photoshopped to someone else's green fat body.. lol....... what u'll feel about that is the same thing artists feel for their art being edited by others... make ur own and edit it urself.. the artist didnt bother editing it, who gave u the right to edit theirs..? --_--"

rant ends there..

i kinda dug in to some old rants.. they just keep coming back.. i thought im over it already but pffft... they keep reminding me of these stuff...

whatever i post here should be posted in my DA too and my pics in DA are under this cc license.. so read especially the conditions.... v_v"

sorry for the rant.. but it just snapped me... a little respect please..... >A<;