well fourth of july was.... decent.
i'm incrediably mad at myself though.
there was this really cute boy there.
and i wanted so badly to talk to him.
and at one point it looked like he
wanted to talk to me too...
but i didn't go over to him...
and then when the fireworks were
about to go off he was sitting by himself
and i was just about to go over and talk
to him but he two friends that were girls
went and sat next to him....
i wasn't quick enough. =|
i'm so mad!
i was too damn nervous to talk to him.
and then my mom's boyfriend gave
me a pep talk after wards to try and make
me feel better...
it didn't work. it made me feel
even worse about myself -_-'
gah....
at this rate
i'll never get a boyfriend.
!!
i'm so mad at myself.
i need to stop being so damn nervous.
egh.
so anyways.
you guys have an
alright weekend?
today i am
being a lazy bum.
soooo.... yeeeah.
xD
i have no idea what to talk about.
i hate it when this happens.
uhmm...
i'll post more of my story soon.
and....
i might delete that damn Sasuke fanclub world.
there's no point in the damn thing.
i'll talk to you guys later.
okie?
i'm gonna go mess with some stuff...
like...
the bad guys in my Zelda game.
xD
they're so fun to mess with!
like when you make link run right past
them and they don't even notice...
anyways.
later gators =]
P.S.
in that last post...
that saying under my signature was
part of a song...
i do not enjoy alcoholic beverages. xD
i'm only 15...
and beer is gross...
but i do have to say
that Mike's Hard Lemonade stuff is kinda good.
same with this other stuff the Nazi
had yesterday...
i'll have to find out what it was...
some kind of rum like mixture....
+Kyra-
~these eyes are not your eyes**
soo.
my dad's a jerkass
and well i'm not going there.
so i'm stuck with my mom and her boyfriend
and staying with them over night in a tent at
someone's house who i have no idea who the heck
they even are..... i want to die.
i mean...
if my dad didn't work on
weekends i would be able to go with him
and i actually wanted to this time!!!
ugh.
...
soo much fuuun.
well hope you guys have
a better weekend than i will.
and my grandma isn't doing any better
with the whole chemo thing....
hah....
wonderful.
later gators.
+Kyra-
~why can't we not be sober?**
uhm...
prolly going to be
going to my dad's this weekend.
so...
woo hoo... -_-
my grandma's not doing so hot
with all the kimo [sp?] that she's going through.
=|
i hope she'll be okie.
egh....
i better practice my guitar.
i'll talk to you guys soonish.
+Kyra-
~like a stone**
uhm...
don't ask about the title.
it's an inside joke between me and jackie xD
uhm...
sorry i haven't been on.
i don't have much time to be online much.
my mom has offically graduated to
a Nazi S.S. Officer.
she screamed at me in the car last night.
for no reason. i didn't talk to her or anything
and all of a sudden she started going on
and on about random stuff and a bunch of craziness.
and then [that wasn't even the best part!]
then!!!
she told me she was sick of me.
lovely! just LOVELY!
-_-
what in the heck...
i did nothing to her.
and she said that.
and then when i went to bed
she tried telling me she loved me.
HAH!
lies.
all of it.
you don't tell your kid you're sick of them
and then tell them you love them.
what kind of sick twisted parent is she?
jeesh.
sooo....
obviously i'm hated er.... loved.
o_O
i dunno.
i'm in one of those moods...
where you just wanna beat something
with a stick...
gah....
oh!
and how does everyone get that colored
text in the comments?
can anyone tell me that?
i'm curious.
anyways...
gotta shower, then practice
my guitar, and then be tortured
by the Nazi S.S. Officer.
SOO...
later gators.
+Kyra-
~i love Jack Barakat from All Time Low**
okie.
first things first.
summer is coming.
[thank God]
anyways...
i won't be on as much.
Nazi will be making me
hang out with her and Hitler more.
....hah. fuuuun.
uhm...
i hung out with Kelly
yesterday.... and the she slept over.
woot! heh. we were total idiots.
hum....
i got my game cube working again!
so... now i've got my PS2 and my GC working!
and my Zelda withdrawls are no more!
...hah.
haven't been feeling like myself lately though.
it's prolly all these exams...
they are driving me insane!
and then after these horrid exams
i might have to go to my dad's for
a few days...
which will be absolute
TORTURE!!!!!!
soooo...
uhm
talk to you later
i suppose...
i should practice my quitar...
i have my lesson tomorrow O_o
later gators.
+Kyra-
~and i feel like heaven is so far away**
